posted October 13, 2018 04:09 PM            

Let's start with how I got a new job in events (yay!) and quit my old, really awful job. This new job told me the hours range from 8-40 a week, but average out to 25. Great. 1st week is 30, second week - nothing. Third week - nothing. No events. So I have to get another job really fast, and I got one the next day! (yay!) Plus a new live sound gig.

Until then, my bf paid for my share of the rent, and now I owe him like $700. Whatever, I'll pay it back.
He's totally broke from that, but I made $50 from an odd job and got $80 from my old job that we can live off of for a week.

Then someone made an insurance claim saying we hit their parked car, got out to check for damages and then drove away! Which didn't happen. But someone took pictures and apparently matched the screws on our license plate to the 'damages.'

Then this weekly grocery service that my mom gave me for a gift with was declined, and we didn't get the groceries the past 2 weeks. Ok, fine. (It's always when you really need it....)

Then this week my bf comes home with a $78 ticket for not updating the car registration. But the registration is on hold because of another ticket we forgot to pay!

Then literally 5 minutes later, a check my bf gave to someone a month ago was deposited, and suddenly he's $200 short! By now, both of us combined have $8 for the next 5 days!

So I do the begging thing to my uncle, and he's an angel and gives us $200 for loan. But he uses this weird app to send it to me and I can't access the money for some reason!

So I spend the last $8 on groceries and we now have $0, and have to go back and forth with customer service on the app to get it to show up in my account.. which takes 2 days.

Finally, it works! Then I transfer it to my bank account and it shows up as pending, when I need it tonight Another freak out customer service call but the money went through.

Now everything's ok? I don't want to jinx myself... I mean we're still broke, but pretty much everything that could have gone wrong within the past 2 weeks, went wrong. At least we have our health...

Venus rx hit my 9˚ Scorpio Venus , which I thought would be a good thing! (double Venus returns)
Neptune is also in my 8th quincunx my AC...

posted October 13, 2018 05:54 PM            

I know from what you wrote that this is a "crunch" time for you?

Why don't you hook-up with a soup kitchen and some food pantries in your area?
(It's just "temporary"... and something you'll look back on together, in your memories. Amazing to see the kinds of worlds-within-worlds we live among.)

What's IMPORTANT is that you DO have family backing you (if just for moral support!! *grin*), and you are with your boyfriend, so you are not alone.

.. Some of these soup places have Job-Connections, billboards/notices.
There are even various 'corporation/business clubs' that go out to these places to serve. (Co-workers who do project-work together as a way to reach out to people in the community.)

Keep your spirits UP! (the best way you can)

Full Moon in Taurus 1+ with tUranus is on Oct 24. (Your 10th?)

I hope that the Venus-Return 3rd-time swing-by in mid-December, will bring you happier tidings for things at home (and life, in general). By then, Jupiter will have entered your 5th? I hope the risks you take are Blessed!!
(Use extra caution about fertility and conceiving a baby, if you need to wait? H5)

I wish you 'sudden intuitive luck' with finding the jobs and resources you need! May you have "favor" with people you meet, and for lucky other-relationship fits!!

posted October 13, 2018 07:09 PM            

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"Drift like a cloud and flow like water, seeing that all life is a magnificent illusion, a playing of energy, and there is absolutely nothing fundamentally to be afraid of." -- Alan Watts

posted October 15, 2018 03:30 PM            

I would apply for food stamps or seek out a soup kitchen but I keep thinking that we're just about to get out of this hole, and by the time I get approved for all that, we won't really need it anymore. Maybe it's my Aries moon pride and stubbornness with asking for help.

& yes, I'm so grateful for the wonderful family I have who try to help even if it's only with moral support.. And my boyfriend and I have grown stronger together, it's been tough but we never turned on each other and tried to make the best of it. That's why it hasn't really bothered me much, I know we'll get out of it and I grew up super broke all the time, with crazy financial highs and lows, so I'm used to it. But my boyfriend is not so used to it, so it really bothers him.

And we shouldn't be so unstable anyway, there's no need for it... Gotta grow up and be more responsible :P

The funny thing is, I have 2 jobs and a side gig, and he has 2 jobs and is a full time student. It's just been the worst of circumstances coming together at the same time, that somehow amounted to us having $0. Lol. This whole year has been financially tough for me, actually, with serious job instability and not so much opportunity.

Thank you for the well wishes, and that 3rd Venus return might be on my birthday! (12/12)
And yeah, that's a good point about H5, I definitely don't want kids, at least not for a loong time.

The full moon is in my 10th, but trine my 0 Virgo Mars, and coming for my MC (7 Taurus).

How's the Venus rx treating you??

I always thought of Venus rx as a more innocuous thing, but now I'm starting to think it's just as troublesome as a Mercury rx, with all things 'money' going completely haywire.

posted October 15, 2018 03:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Kannon McAfee:
There's a lot more than just Venus-Rx going on there astrologically.

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Like what??
Uranus is trine my Mars applying exact...
Mars is square my Venus and IC/MC
And Saturn juuust made its last pass over my Vertex, 3˚40 Cap.

posted October 15, 2018 04:08 PM            

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"Drift like a cloud and flow like water, seeing that all life is a magnificent illusion, a playing of energy, and there is absolutely nothing fundamentally to be afraid of." -- Alan Watts