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Topic: My loved ones death
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Aqualilith09
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posted November 06, 2018 10:16 AM
  
My boyfriend died Sunday night around 10:30 pm by a motorcycle accident. upon waking up @ 3 am, an not seeing him by my side, I went on fb and watched a Facebook live video he posted @ 10:40 pm Sunday and saw him riding his bike. On the video it shows how his bike slipped from the curve and black out. I didnt think much of it. But searched for bars where he said he was going prior to dropping me off that night. Then I decided to follow where he went before that video blacked out. To my horror, I found his bike on the side of the road, and fallen over sign post, and his dead body a little ways from his bike. I'm still in disbelief. I've been crying but I havent felt much except in spurts . I'm still in shock. I will post his natal and transits and I want insight onto how can one see immediate death out of the blue in the natal/transitIP: Logged |
Aqualilith09
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posted November 06, 2018 11:05 AM
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hypatia238
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posted November 06, 2018 11:39 AM
Wow I am so sorry for your loss! Truly sorry. I can't imagine how you feel right now. My condolences. IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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posted November 06, 2018 11:39 AM
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Aries23Degrees
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posted November 06, 2018 11:41 AM
That is awful Aqualilith. My condolences  Wow!!When I read "motorbike",I thought fire Moon,Uranus/Moon or Mars/Moon in aspect. And lo and behold, Moon in Sag conj Uranus. Uranus on Moon has him be predisposed to like things that are adrenalin pumping. So this adds credence to owning a motorbike. And Uranus on Asc people tend to respond to life in a very " sudden" way. Like they act on inspiration very quickly. They have no real concept of time/timing and may unconsciously run into accidents i.e they change lanes on the road without indicating in time. Etc. Or they could be the "it is very rare for this to happen to anyone" people that "rare" things constantly happen to. And he has Uranus square Asc(exception to the rule) Trans Pluto squares the True Node exact. And it is interesting that his True Node is in the 8th house(sudden upheavals, accidents and death) Uranus co-rules "anything can happen" Aqua in the 6th house of everyday errands. And wherever Uranus rules is where caution must be taken. If you don't mind posting progressions? There could be more there. IP: Logged |
Aqualilith09
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posted November 07, 2018 01:53 AM
His solar return
 His progressed:
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bluesky
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posted November 07, 2018 07:20 AM
Christ, I'm sorry for you going through this, it's dreadful. Sending you tons of virtual hugs.From an astrological point of view, I'm wondering whether all these recent sea changes might have had something to do with it. Uranus in Aries has been bad for accidents, I know that much. December last year stands out in my mind as one such month.
Also the Node change may have activated something? Venus/ Neptune retrograde?
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waxlobster
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posted November 07, 2018 07:21 AM
Oh god I am so so sorry to hear that. I'm crying for you and sending love and reiki.A close friend of mine lost her husband last year in the same kind of way, he was the same age. It's so heartbreaking. Sending so many hugs xx ------------------
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waxlobster
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posted November 07, 2018 07:25 AM
In terms of prediction, I predict by the IC, as I see this is as the point of passage back to spirit.Neptune conjunct IC ruler, Jupiter, Neptune square Saturn-IC. Saturn conjunct Neptune. Neptune transiting an angle. Back to spirit. Obviously Uranus in Aries, in the 8th figures - the 8th often shows the cause of death. Not that figuring it out helps the grief.
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Aqualilith09
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posted November 07, 2018 09:31 AM
This really hurts me. he meant so much to me. outta nowhere he just disappeared and died abruptly. He suffered from depression and anxiety all his life and was an infantryman in the ARMY, went to few tours in Iraq and Afghanistan. Although he suffered a lot, he was always willing to help someone else, I'm sure it's all those Jupiter squares and sag placements and Pisces mars giving him a huge heart. in the 1 year we dated he made me so happy and we had so many plans. He told me he just knew in his heart I'll be his last love forever. Damn Aries in 8th house. I would always look at that placement as him dying suddenly through a motorcycle accident. He loved riding fast and drunk  that with all that Jupiter and Uranus conjunct his moon and square his ASC. North Node square Pluto in progressed and transit seems to be a culprit too. IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees
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posted November 07, 2018 11:49 AM
Trans Saturn conjunct Mercury/Progressed Neptune conjunction.I wonder if he had depressive thoughts at the time? Perhaps those that were very severe?(since you mentioned he suffered from depression all his life) Also worthy to note is transiting Mars(which together with Uranus can equate to accidents in a chart) conjunct progressed Moon. Very sorry for your loss. 
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hypatia238
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posted November 07, 2018 12:40 PM
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Originally posted by Aqualilith09:
His solar return
I wonder if his time of birth is off by a little.. Notice he has Uranus ruling most of his 8th house and how Uranus is squaring Pluto the natural ruler of the 8th, the house of death. Uranus I feel rules the unexpected and accidents and is ruling most of the 8th, the house of death while it squares pluto the natural ruler of the 8th. Add that Uranus is at critical degree 29, a degree of crisis and endings! IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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posted November 07, 2018 01:33 PM
Its also interesting that day of his death Tr Jupiter was in Scorpio at 29 degrees inconjuncting his Solar Return Uranus in Aries at 29d which rules most of his SR 8th house and squares Pluto. IP: Logged |
Aqualilith09
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posted November 07, 2018 03:55 PM
His time of birth may be a bit off. He mentioned to me that he was boborboborn a little before 1 am. God, those aspects with Pluto are nasty. And yeah he might've been a but depressed and upset. We got in an altercation before he decided to drive off I believe one of you guys done a reading on our composite and davidson on the intrapersonal page. IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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posted November 07, 2018 04:06 PM
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Originally posted by Aqualilith09:
His time of birth may be a bit off. He mentioned to me that he was boborboborn a little before 1 am. God, those aspects with Pluto are nasty. And yeah he might've been a but depressed and upset. We got in an altercation before he decided to drive off I believe one of you guys done a reading on our composite and davidson on the intrapersonal page.
Yes I remember now, I did comment on your Davison, man I am so sorry! Like I really am. My heart goes out to you. IP: Logged |
Kannon McAfee
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posted November 07, 2018 04:54 PM
Oh God, I'm so sorry. I don't want to comment on the astrology. I just wish you comfort in your grief, and peace in your life.------------------
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Aqualilith09
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posted November 07, 2018 06:07 PM
I'm really trying my best. There's a huge hole in my heart and I know it'll get worse. I just hope I'm able to handle this loss without self-destruction. But I think I should be alright. IP: Logged |
Lalafortunaea
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posted November 07, 2018 07:09 PM
I am so sorry for your loss. Reading that was devastating. I can only imagine how you feel. Hugs would not be enough. Upon reading your post, my immediate thought was about Uranus - and I see it's around the 8th house, house of death. We generally think (hope) it only means metaphorical or symbolic death.
Interestingly, when Uranus was transiting the 8th house of a friend, his father died. We can also experience a death vicariously.
I am wondering also about you, and your own transits. Would you mind posting your chart with trans (including prog)?
The losses I have experienced have been less devastating, but I think that believing that we can overcome it, or at least, LIVE through it, whatever it is, helps a lot - if and when you come to a place where you can say that to yourself.
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Kannon McAfee
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posted November 07, 2018 08:41 PM
Email me and we can talk personally if you like. Don't fall into a hole and stay there. Maybe it doesn't seem like it here, but you are part of the LL family and you can think of me as your brother. ------------------
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hypatia238
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posted November 07, 2018 10:58 PM
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Originally posted by Kannon McAfee:
Email me and we can talk personally if you like. Don't fall into a hole and stay there. Maybe it doesn't seem like it here, but you are part of the LL family and you can think of me as your brother.
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Aqualilith09
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posted November 08, 2018 12:04 AM
here's my transits :
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both i put the same day he passed IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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posted November 08, 2018 09:44 AM
Can you put your own solar return? IP: Logged |
Aqualilith09
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posted November 08, 2018 10:21 AM
My solar
Thank you all so the kind words.IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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posted November 08, 2018 11:09 AM
Hey, in the solar return you have Pluto in the 8th sextile Jupiter in Scorpio, the ruler of the 7th. Pluto in the 8th is also squaring your SR sun in the 5th. It seems that yes loss is a theme for you in this solar return .IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted November 09, 2018 08:29 AM
Aqualilith {{  }}
sending you love, and deepest condolences
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