posted November 09, 2018 12:40 PM            

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Originally posted by visions:
jupiter enter sagittarius making a square to my natal venus in pisces, both are strong as jupiter is its house and venus in exaltation, i am quite stressed

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posted November 10, 2018 01:44 AM            

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Originally posted by ithinkimightbewrong:
it's in my6th house and i made an appointment with a natrupath doctor
fingers crossed

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posted November 17, 2018 01:39 AM            

This has been going on so long that I can’t filter it. It feels better, because then there is understanding when I speak up. People want to chat with me which is nice, but then I’m like “are you ******* kidding me” I came in early to catch up on work. Not to talk to you all day. I eventually excuse myself.

I told my coworkers that I can’t shower tonight like I’m suppose to because I have two things due tonight in my online classes that had to be put on the backburner with parent teacher conferences today.

When I say “awesome!” at work what I really mean is “god damnit”

posted November 17, 2018 03:10 AM            

Jupiter is transiting my 12th, I am seeing death as freedom and something positive, not something to be feared. I feel this is like pulgatory/prison, we are here and need to do some time but not the endgame and when we die is like we are finally free. Death feels like flying.

posted November 17, 2018 08:59 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
The unexpected would be meeting someone new and ending your long period of been single if you think about it so go out a lot!

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posted November 26, 2018 05:56 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Aww you have Venus in Pisces...such a blessing.

Jupiter is transiting my 12th, I am seeing death as freedom and something positive, not something to be feared. I feel this is like pulgatory/prison, we are here and need to do some time but not the endgame and when we die is like we are finally free. Death feels like flying.

Maybe that is the issue with suicide that then you came back bc you didn't do your time, is like you escaped from prison.

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When I think of Jupiter in the 12th I imagine being able to have enjoyment in solitude. The ability to be alone with out being lonely.

posted November 26, 2018 06:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
When I think of Jupiter in the 12th I imagine being able to have enjoyment in solitude. The ability to be alone with out being lonely.

Now that my body gets achy, I can see death as a release from that.

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That is a beautiful way to put it actually, the ability to be alone without being lonely, I love how you put it, I will remember this.

posted November 26, 2018 06:46 PM            

And I was micromanaged by my boss.
Because I wanted to leave the turkeys on my classroom bullieton up one more week! Since ITS STILL NOVEMBER!

I thought I was a head of the game having them work on their Xmas stuff this week and up and ready by December 1st!

This happened when I was about to get the kids up from their rest!

She told me I need to take their turkeys down and send them home. And get Xmas up now.

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

She asked what my plans were for the board! I told her and then she told me to keep it simple, like I’m ******* incompetant. I had to sit there and just ******* take it. Told me to do art projects that kids can actually do. 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡 SHE has made me do projects that the kids cannot do all by themselves. So to have her tell me that OMG.

Asked me what I’m doing for the rest of the month and I’m like I haven’t even had the meeting with the other teachers about what we are doing! (WTF)
After that I just needed to go cool off and of course I can’t do that. But I could vent to my assistant when she left.
Assistant agreed that she is trying to be helpful and is actually doing the opposite of being helpful.

It was one of those days where I really needed to get out of there. But had to stay late for the bulletin board.

I could not stand to look at the directors face the rest of the day. I mean I did of course but it was HARD.

I get told it’s my classroom and I can do what I want...but it’s not true at all. That what makes me mad, making plans and then being told I have to copy the other teachers.

I can’t go on like this.

Today set me over the edge.

Aren’t I suppose to feel better now that Neptune is direct in my 10th house?

posted November 26, 2018 07:57 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
That is a beautiful way to put it actually, the ability to be alone without being lonely, I love how you put it, I will remember this.

You know I see nature and the world as an extension of me and when I feel that way I don't feel alone and Jupiter in sag is in my 12th natally too. I remember once I saw nature in a way like my family and I felt it kept me company and bc of nature I did not feel alone or lonely, I feel this is the reason why I can live so far away from my family.

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posted November 26, 2018 10:49 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
Okay I did not have the best day back to work today. Overslept. Still got there at an appropriate time.

And I was micromanaged by my boss.
Because I wanted to leave the turkeys on my classroom bullieton up one more week! Since ITS STILL NOVEMBER!

I thought I was a head of the game having them work on their Xmas stuff this week and up and ready by December 1st!

This happened when I was about to get the kids up from their rest!

She told me I need to take their turkeys down and send them home. And get Xmas up now.

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

She asked what my plans were for the board! I told her and then she told me to keep it simple, like I’m ******* incompetant. I had to sit there and just ******* take it. Told me to do art projects that kids can actually do. 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡 SHE has made me do projects that the kids cannot do all by themselves. So to have her tell me that OMG.

Asked me what I’m doing for the rest of the month and I’m like I haven’t even had the meeting with the other teachers about what we are doing! (WTF)
After that I just needed to go cool off and of course I can’t do that. But I could vent to my assistant when she left.
Assistant agreed that she is trying to be helpful and is actually doing the opposite of being helpful.

It was one of those days where I really needed to get out of there. But had to stay late for the bulletin board.

I could not stand to look at the directors face the rest of the day. I mean I did of course but it was HARD.

I get told it’s my classroom and I can do what I want...but it’s not true at all. That what makes me mad, making plans and then being told I have to copy the other teachers.

I can’t go on like this.

Today set me over the edge.

Aren’t I suppose to feel better now that Neptune is direct in my 10th house?

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Breath in Calm, breath out Tension.
Download one moment meditation application, it walks you through one minute of deep breathing, do that between classes to help manage your stress levels.

I want to share my two favorite meditation exercises:

Do this one tonight, just trust me:

1. http://self-compassion.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/11/softensootheallow_cleaned.mp3

2. http://self-compassion.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/11/LKM_cleaned.mp3

You will feel calmer and refreshed after, it will help you reduce tension and stress build up in your body and shift your mood a little.

Sweet dreams!