posted November 08, 2018 01:17 PM            

i am involved for the last 5 years into a complete revamp of my profesionnal status, i managed to get back on an academic degree and this yeah i have only a light program due to past recognition of my academic awards but if i have high probability to get my 3rd year bachelor degree, i have to do the master degree next which last 2 years in order to get the psychologist title...

and to enter the master degree there is so much competitiveness that you have to have a high academic profile which i have but i am getting old and i have this neptune square natal neptune incoming, neptune is already making an opposition to my north node and i dread a lot this neptune transit because i am afraid it will break my dream goals...

on the other hand, i am wondering if saturn in capricorn making a sextile to neptune in pisces and jupiter in coming with pluto along will help me to get throught opposite neptune dissolving forces....

if i my application is not selected this year, i want to work and spare money to pay the master degree online, there is only 2 psychologist master degree online available but cost a lot $$$, as i am getting old i will like to do it online because i work well alone and i could avoid the young generation gap at university. But i am afraid that in time i couldn't do it due to life lead me elsewhere with neptune morass stuff incoming : neptune square neptune and after neptune will conjunct my mars...so i may lack drive so if i have to report this master i will have to wait at least 4 or 5 years when netpune will make a trine to my jupiter to start again learning but i will be 45-50 yo...

so i prefer to be clear and honest with myself and face reality to not see my dream shattered later, facing the truth and finish my 3rd year, apply to master but not waiting anything and maybe setting other goals for myself, other work?

But i wonder if neptune can be any good even with that transit by square because he is in pisces, and pisces rules medicine and health so maybe i could pursue my goal but i will face hard case of mental disorder from people i have to work with hitting myself in the process?

neptune is transiting my 7th house and finishing its last square hit to my MC.