posted December 01, 2018 08:44 PM            

But then again your chart ruler conjuncting Neptune dissolves a lot those Uranian needs perhaps or makes it harder for you to see those uranian traits/needs in yourself. Which one is it is the question?

Regardless with Uranus ruling your chart and it falling in the 12th conjuncting Neptune your Uranian traits are less about you and more about helping others tap into what makes them unique and then you meeting that with acceptence allowing them to internalize that so they feel more comfortable been themselves and about helping others tap into the need to create important changes in their life or the world and helping them surrender to this need for change instead of fighting it.

I would think you have the ability to adapt in the middle of a crisis and big changes. You go with the flow when is time for change and accept the need for change to happen. This comes naturally to you and you model this for others.

posted December 01, 2018 08:56 PM            

That says it all, that is Uranus conjunct Neptune in the 12th ruling your chart in action. What I was talking about at the end of my previous post.

posted December 02, 2018 01:02 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I would say you are piscean but your emotional nature is more uranian. Would you say that you are more aloof emotionally? not very affectionate or into public displays of affection, more distant, a bit of a loner, very independant? Maybe you know a lot of people but dont let yourself get too close to anyone bc you fear losing yourself in others and value your autonomy and independance more than you realize and are aware of? you dont like the idea of needing someone. It feels safer and more comfortable maybe to develop crushes on stars and people you dont know that you can crush on and admire from a distance bc that does not threatend your autonomy. Since you have moon conjunct jupiter and uranus in the 12th perhaps how much you really need independance and space in relationships is something you are not fully aware of and becomes your undoing as you end up sabatoging relationships when you start to feel too close to someone. This could also manifest to feeling attracted to foreigners or people who stick out somehow or activists since the moon rules your 5th.

But then again your chart ruler conjuncting Neptune dissolves a lot those Uranian needs perhaps or makes it harder for you to see those uranian traits/needs in yourself. Which one is it is the question?

Regardless with Uranus ruling your chart and it falling in the 12th conjuncting Neptune your Uranian traits are less about you and more about helping others tap into what makes them unique and then you meeting that with acceptence allowing them to internalize that so they feel more comfortable been themselves and about helping others tap into the need to create important changes in their life or the world and helping them surrender to this need for change instead of fighting it.

I would think you have the ability to adapt in the middle of a crisis and big changes. You go with the flow when is time for change and accept the need for change to happen. This comes naturally to you and you model this for others.

Many blessings!

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I feel as though it’s difficult for me to describe myself. When it comes to my emotional nature I felt since I was little I was emotional but I kept it to myself. Like I remember especially when I was little I definitely came off aloof with my emotions because I never showed them to people. If I was going to cry Id lift my head up to keep the tears from falling, or Id go in a separate room, specifically my room and Id cry it out there. Id give myself pep talks and let myself sulk for a while.

Although I felt emotional the way others saw me(my family) was unemotional because I liked to come of strong. As far as showing affection I can’t really remember how I was when I was little but Im pretty sure I could show affection to people close to me(which is only my grandma lol) even to this day the only person Im close with is my grandma. Even though I hid my emotions from others when I was younger, Ive gotten better because nowadays I show them more than I did before because Im tired of people assuming I had no emotions.

Im not close with many people but I don’t feel like it’s because I fear losing myself in others, it’s mainly because Im shy, and find it hard to trust others. Also because I was diagnosed with OCD I find it difficult to be around others because of it, and also because I feel easily outcasted or misunderstood by others so it feels more comfortable ans safe for me to spend time alone. So I like being alone. I like doing things alone and if Im around people I need to have breaks of alone time.

I am independent I think but in a different kind of way, I think it’s in the way that I do a lot of things by myself.
You are definitely right about being attracted to foreigners! I love learning about other cultures and I tend to like men if a different culture and background from me. Traveling and living abroad is something I wish to do.
Thank you very much for your input on my chart. I find some of it confusing or a mystery to me, because I don’t feel very Aquarius, only in some aspects like wanting to be unique and valuing individuality. But the rest are a mystery to me because I have so much Aquarius so I must have it being even my moon, but I don’t see it. It’s quite strange. Even being observant Im usually very much in my head most of the time, thinking about other things or daydreaming but I still tend to notice things around me even though Im not focusing on it so I don’t know lol

posted December 02, 2018 01:06 PM            

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Originally posted by Lerena:
You seem more Piscean to me, but that's just the vibe I get from you, not your astrology chart specifically. Of course, you have 3 personal planets in Pisces and your Moon in 12th house likely has some Piscean qualities. I think Aquarius followed as a close second though.

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Interesting (: somebody else on the internet said something similar as well. They said I seem like a mix if Pisces and Aquarius. Both of these signs are most of my chart so it makes sense haha

posted December 02, 2018 01:10 PM            

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Originally posted by capricorncheriscty:
Okay but actually looking at your chart, you are definitely Neptunian. Pisces is all over your chart. Venus is also exalted in Pisces and Neptune is at a critical degree conjunct the Moon's ruler. As in, the Sun's ruler and the Moon ruler are conjunct, so that's pretty good. That being said, two of your angular rulers are in Pisces and the other two are in Aquarius, and you also have the Pisces planets square your MC and IC; thus I think you are both Neptunian and Uranian dominant in that order. These signs seem to be the most dominant in your chart. Usually, we have three.

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Oh my gosh thank you! You noticed things in my chart I never noticed. This makes a lot of sense because I definitely feel the Neptune traits a bit more. Although I think a lot like an Aquarius I daydream a lot as well. Big themes in my life. I think I do feel Piscean most.

posted December 02, 2018 01:24 PM            

Also you need a lot of alone time which is very aquarius meets pisces. You also mention you do a lot of things on your own and are not close to many people bc you feel misunderstood which is a typical aquarius issue, unconciously that could be a fear of rejection around what makes you unique, fear people will not understand your uniqueness and misunderstand you so you do your own thing and avoid socializing too much. This fear is reinforced more bc neptune conjuncts uranus in the 12th so you feel people dont see you clearly increasing chances of been misunderstood. You probably seem very mysterious to people.

Moon in the 12th shows that inclination to hide your feelings and want to appear strong. Moon in aquarius gives this impression you are aloof even though you feel deeply like a typical pisces sun.

posted December 05, 2018 05:12 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Its a mystery to you bc most of aquarius is in your 12th house but moon rules your 5th the house of romance and you have moon conjunct Jupiter and Uranus showing your strong attraction to foreigners and desire to travel abroad, this is also an uranus thing, not just a jupiter thing, you will probably feel more at home in a far away land than your own birth town in some strange way.

Also you need a lot of alone time which is very aquarius meets pisces. You also mention you do a lot of things on your own and are not close to many people bc you feel misunderstood which is a typical aquarius issue, unconciously that could be a fear of rejection around what makes you unique, fear people will not understand your uniqueness and misunderstand you so you do your own thing and avoid socializing too much. This fear is reinforced more bc neptune conjuncts uranus in the 12th so you feel people dont see you clearly increasing chances of been misunderstood. You probably seem very mysterious to people.

Moon in the 12th shows that inclination to hide your feelings and want to appear strong. Moon in aquarius gives this impression you are aloof even though you feel deeply like a typical pisces sun.

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I definitely wouldn’t mind living in a foreign country even though my family thinks Im crazy for it, and don’t agree with my aspiration to go abroad. It’s the only thing holding me back from going. That and because of my mental health and the fact that I can’t completely febd on my own. But Im learning hehe I wondered where this came from in my chart considering I have no Sagittarius except Pluto.
Growing I definitely wanted to appear strong. This is where my Aquarius comes out a lot because I wanted to be unique. So to me being a girl we are expected to be emotional so I thought it would be cool if people be like wow she is so strong. Especially guys I liked I wanted them to see me different from other girls in that way. Silly I know lol Im not like that now. It definitely has done me wrong over the years. Being seen as unemotional didn’t bother me but then people started thinking I was cold and much stronger than I really was. They would be less sensitive and gentle with me, but honestly I easily get hurt. I just didn’t show it. And also people seeing me as cold J didn’t want. So now I try to be more open. I want to help those people push aside I don’t want people to see me as unapproachable. I want to help. So Ive gotten tire of coming off so stoic or hard. Although I think Im still quite the expert at hiding my emotions. People in my family, especially my mother have told me that when I cry I must really be hurting because I rarely cry. I thought wow that’s really not true because I cry at leat once week, practically every other day. But somehow people don’t know that. Even during movies Id cry but people don’t see me cry. My mother even said I didn’t cry during the movie but I most definitely did lol it’s like my tears are invisible to people. But my mother doesn’t know me well at all. Hence why my grandmother is basically my mom. My mother has always been critical of me since I can remember. I relate this to my 12th house moon.
I feel the effects of my 12th house moon more than the sign itself. But some themes of Aquarius definitely play out as well.

posted December 05, 2018 05:15 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Interesting you have a huge stellium in the 12th and are disgnosed with OCD. The 12th is unknow fears and fear drives anxiety and OCD is an anxiety disorder and an attempt to reduce anxiety by rituals that give us a sense of control. The 12th house fears the unknown and you have a huge stellium there. Aquarius is a fixed sign with the motto "I know" and that falling in the 12th must feel very uncomfortable.

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It is very uncomfortable. It’s hard for me to put into words but I think you did it better than me. I feel like Im always tangled up with my thoughts because of it and it’s hard for me to get out of it. Kind of hard to explain but maybe it is because of the 12th house stellium in Aquarius

posted December 05, 2018 10:32 AM            

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