posted December 25, 2018 07:50 AM            

I took up exercising, running and gymming again after some set backs from prior year.

(6th house is aquarius/pisces intercepted. rulers Uranusa and saturn in 4th.)

I also applied to an university. I have sun and merc in my 9th. I dunno why I was such a late bloomer with university :/

All thise 2 years prior to my saturn return.

Now its 1 year or so after my return, and I'm soon to take my bachelors degree and I will apply for masters programs aswell..

posted December 25, 2018 11:21 AM            

heroin just stands out because i got physically addicted to it, and i've managed to avoid that with most substances (not nicotine, caffeine, and there was a minute where i managed to get there with pcp but it's been 10 years since ive used that at this point and withdrawal from that is nothing)

my fiancee and i broke up for a bit after 13 years together, got back together and things were really rocky for a while didnt start to settle down again until more recently though (once saturn changed signs)

posted December 26, 2018 03:58 AM            

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Oh wow, that’s quite an extreme example...
Is your Saturn naturally aflicted in the natal chart?

posted December 26, 2018 06:31 AM            

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Originally posted by miraianna:
Oh wow, that’s quite an extreme example...
Is your Saturn naturally aflicted in the natal chart?

My Sat is conjunct Neptune at half a degree, opposite my moon (orb 3 degrees) but other than that it’s in sextile with Pluto and Mercury.
Actually my Saturn is part of a Kite formation, with it and Neptune being the ‘point’ planets.
(Grand trine = moon in cancer, mercury in pisces, pluto in scorpio)

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https://imgur.com/a/FOmxYIX

that's my chart, my saturn is square my sun and conjunct juno with no positive aspects

i prefer whole signs but people here generally seem to prefer placidus

edit: for me it honestly wasn't particularly extreme given the rest of my life and my history with drugs and how volatile her and i can be (we have points where we break up weekly, that was just our worst/longest break up because it wasn't over after a few hours; we were still having sex though)

it sounds like a lot but i was using opiates on/off since i was 15 by that point, so the escalation was natural and slow, just once you **** with heroin it's easy to get in over your head quickly

i figured i would be good because opiates were always my favorite but i could always stop them and i couldnt

posted December 26, 2018 07:33 AM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:

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posted December 26, 2018 07:43 AM            

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Originally posted by miraianna:
Okay, so in a way you received a push to work things out, whether or not that was related to saturn.

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yeah, it's just that it happened during my saturn return and i'd say that's all that really stood out about those years and things started to improve drastically when saturn changed signs

could be coincidence but it is interesting timing

there were some high highs and low lows in all that, and a lot of pieces to pick up afterwards but bad experiences (and it wasnt all bad) can end up being positive and i'd say it was ultimately