posted February 15, 2019 02:34 AM            

I am supposed to take ADHD medication but have had troubles acquiring the right prescription. The older and more self-aware I become the clearer the picture is. I can maintain myself physically but mentally I am never "all there". I get bored with everything way to easily and feel I've already done everything I've wanted to in life at 23 years of age. I can't hold a job because I have authority issues and a racing mind. Focusing is extremely hard for me and I feel it's due to all the 3rd house and Mercury connections I have going on.

I am way too fickle. Nothing keeps my attention. Can't have fulfilling relationships. I am loyal to a fault, Old school in taste, and excessively practical. I don't need a lot to be happy. Money does not matter to me at all and unfortunately this means I have a hard time making it. No woman worth anything wants a man who can't, or in my case, doesn't want to work for himself. It's not that I can't but I find the daily routine of work life insanely unappealing. I'd rather be homeless and do what I want than keep a job and settle somewhere. I am so keen on being "famous" because I feel it would make me less lonely. I'd always have something to do. At the end of the day this would even prove to work against me. I want relationships with meaning, activity and honesty. I am terrified to get closer to people because I know I will end up hurt or used. I feel like I know where I want to go with my life but have no clue as how to get there or if it will be worth it. Nothing seems to satisfy me in this world. I have an emptiness inside of me that grows larger by the day. Desperately, looking for something that can fill my heart's content. I'm always looking for more. The present moment is never good enough for me. I do not know how to be patient or accept bordem. I do dumb **** to take my mind off this heavy discontent I own. Entertaining seems to be the only thing I enjoy and even that gets old.

posted February 15, 2019 04:31 AM            

I get bored frequently, but I think my scatterbrainedness really prohibits me from doing too much. The other day, I had nothing to do, but it felt like I still wasn't doing enough even though I had no idea what I wanted or needed to do. I was so bored, it felt like my brain was going to explode. This happens to me semi-frequently. Usually, I can figure out what to occupy my time with, but in those instances, nothing yet everything seems like it needs to be done and done right away.

posted February 15, 2019 05:24 AM            

I have a very heavy Mercury myself, conjunct Mars and Midheaven in Cancer with lots of aspects, mainly hard ones... I also have a 3rd house stellium (Saturn, Uranus and Neptune) and Sun in Gemini.

I'm never bored. There aren't enough hours in the day for everything I want to read or learn or do... I'm just endlessly curious about everything! And I find even small things in life to be wonderous and awe-inspiring. I definitely understand you about not wanting a routine job just for the money though. I'd hate that too! Happily I've found my dream job and hope to be able to keep it. I work as a librarian in a small countryside library, and I'm always happy to go to work! On the side I do lots of creative things.

posted May 06, 2019 08:27 PM            

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Originally posted by Radium:
So Mercury is my strongest planet.
I have a third house stellium with 5 planets residing there. I also have a Moon-Mercury conjunction (Aquarius) within.

I am supposed to take ADHD medication but have had troubles acquiring the right prescription. The older and more self-aware I become the clearer the picture is. I can maintain myself physically but mentally I am never "all there". I get bored with everything way to easily and feel I've already done everything I've wanted to in life at 23 years of age. I can't hold a job because I have authority issues and a racing mind. Focusing is extremely hard for me and I feel it's due to all the 3rd house and Mercury connections I have going on.

I am way too fickle. Nothing keeps my attention. Can't have fulfilling relationships. I am loyal to a fault, Old school in taste, and excessively practical. I don't need a lot to be happy. Money does not matter to me at all and unfortunately this means I have a hard time making it. No woman worth anything wants a man who can't, or in my case, doesn't want to work for himself. It's not that I can't but I find the daily routine of work life insanely unappealing. I'd rather be homeless and do what I want than keep a job and settle somewhere. I am so keen on being "famous" because I feel it would make me less lonely. I'd always have something to do. At the end of the day this would even prove to work against me. I want relationships with meaning, activity and honesty. I am terrified to get closer to people because I know I will end up hurt or used. I feel like I know where I want to go with my life but have no clue as how to get there or if it will be worth it. Nothing seems to satisfy me in this world. I have an emptiness inside of me that grows larger by the day. Desperately, looking for something that can fill my heart's content. I'm always looking for more. The present moment is never good enough for me. I do not know how to be patient or accept bordem. I do dumb **** to take my mind off this heavy discontent I own. Entertaining seems to be the only thing I enjoy and even that gets old.

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posted May 06, 2019 08:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Radium:
So Mercury is my strongest planet.
I have a third house stellium with 5 planets residing there. I also have a Moon-Mercury conjunction (Aquarius) within.

I am supposed to take ADHD medication but have had troubles acquiring the right prescription. The older and more self-aware I become the clearer the picture is. I can maintain myself physically but mentally I am never "all there". I get bored with everything way to easily and feel I've already done everything I've wanted to in life at 23 years of age. I can't hold a job because I have authority issues and a racing mind. Focusing is extremely hard for me and I feel it's due to all the 3rd house and Mercury connections I have going on.

I am way too fickle. Nothing keeps my attention. Can't have fulfilling relationships. I am loyal to a fault, Old school in taste, and excessively practical. I don't need a lot to be happy. Money does not matter to me at all and unfortunately this means I have a hard time making it. No woman worth anything wants a man who can't, or in my case, doesn't want to work for himself. It's not that I can't but I find the daily routine of work life insanely unappealing. I'd rather be homeless and do what I want than keep a job and settle somewhere. I am so keen on being "famous" because I feel it would make me less lonely. I'd always have something to do. At the end of the day this would even prove to work against me. I want relationships with meaning, activity and honesty. I am terrified to get closer to people because I know I will end up hurt or used. I feel like I know where I want to go with my life but have no clue as how to get there or if it will be worth it. Nothing seems to satisfy me in this world. I have an emptiness inside of me that grows larger by the day. Desperately, looking for something that can fill my heart's content. I'm always looking for more. The present moment is never good enough for me. I do not know how to be patient or accept bordem. I do dumb **** to take my mind off this heavy discontent I own. Entertaining seems to be the only thing I enjoy and even that gets old.

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To point out the woman thing you mentioned... I get why it may be true but I think it definitely depends on the woman involved. I sometimes wonder if it would bother me that my partner isn't the go-getter type. I appreciate different things in a person. Money is nice. Anyway I haven't formed a conclusion completely about this but I definitely wouldn't be turned off should a man be like 'oh I'm still figuring my career s*** out'. I'd rather be bothered by someone still living by their parents. (Although it probably works hand in hand)

posted May 12, 2019 12:17 AM            

I'm pretty much a workaholic. I have worked overtime to the point of becoming ill, before. I like having the ability to make as much money as I want to.

posted May 12, 2019 04:34 PM            

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