posted February 16, 2019 08:52 PM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:

lol well goes to show you how different transits can be for people

i didn't take it that way btw, that you were laughing about her death just my timing

it was just the mention of chiron and uranus reminded me of it because i had been thinking about it more recently knowing they were coming up since that happened at the exact same time last year and well twin siblings + my fiancee and i had a weird discussion yesterday about how she felt like he's dead too and just died with her sister. it was fresh

lol

not to sound like i'm indifferent about any of it, i'm just laughing about the conversation and timing and you pointing it out

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Hehe I know 😜

Btw I checked Uranus and Chiron. Uranus is 29 Aries and Chiron 29 Pisces. I thought they were conjuncting each other or some other aspect because you said that same thing happened last year when her sister died.

posted February 16, 2019 09:07 PM            

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Originally posted by Plut0nian2:
Hehe I know 😜

Btw I checked Uranus and Chiron. Uranus is 29 Aries and Chiron 29 Pisces. I thought they were conjuncting each other or some other aspect because you said that same thing happened last year when her sister died.

So I'm confused what you mean about same thing happened last year?

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last year chiron was in aries for a little while and uranus moved into taurus temporarily

posted February 16, 2019 09:25 PM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
last year chiron was in aries for a little while and uranus moved into taurus temporarily

not long after uranus hit taurus her sister died (my 8th house her 4th)

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posted February 16, 2019 11:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Plut0nian2:
Oh.. I see
I hope nothing happens this time. When a planet goes retro and makes 3 times same exact aspect it doesn't mean that it will bring same results each time. It depends on lots of other transits/progressions and aspects that may have been going on at the same time.
Keep us updated though

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it's been on my mind on/off since december due to the dreams, i only thought about the transit recently in the past couple of days

i haven't spent much time thinking about it, if it happens it happens, there's no way of controlling life but i also don't act like things are set in stone

i just found it odd when i realized that the transits would be the same and a couple of months after dreams which is what happened last time

when i dreamt of my aunt's death and funeral a few years back it was a month or so before she was in the hospital

i'm relatively used to this kind of thing at this point, i'm not very emotional about

i just live my life as normal and figure if it's meant to be it will if not then cool

everyone dies at some point anyway for all i know i won't last to see it lol

is what it is ultimately

@ayelet

of course not lol i think i gave the impression i have more feelings about it one way or another

it's just a curiosity at this point really just an odd realization

i would care if it happens obviously, but i don't care about it possibly happening at some point in the near future in the present because that's pointless

posted February 20, 2019 01:43 PM            

And jan/feb/march are usually the worst months of the year for me... (Like, last 2 years i was in a deep depression, year before that suicidal and drug addicted, year before that hospital for 3 weeks almost died, year before that institutionalized, etc etc.

posted February 20, 2019 01:46 PM            

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Originally posted by Selenite:
Yes! I feel you. So much msgic and creative energy, happy surprises and good luck. I thought it was Jupiter conjunct my Sun exactly and jupiter in my 5th.

And jan/feb/march are usually the worst months of the year for me... (Like, last 2 years i was in a deep depression, year before that suicidal and drug addicted, year before that hospital for 3 weeks almost died, year before that institutionalized, etc etc.

I do know people who are having the worst period of their lives right now though...

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posted February 20, 2019 01:49 PM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
congratulations getting off drugs, addiction is a ***** i'm glad you were able to manage it

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posted February 20, 2019 01:58 PM            

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Originally posted by Selenite:
Thank you drugs are still very present in my life but yes manage is the key word here

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there's a huge difference between addiction and drug use, i know that because of my own extensive history with drugs

i've been completely sober lately, but there have been long spans where i've used without addiction and then there was addiction

so i understand the distinction well, and you still should be proud of yourself for finding a better place

i think people who haven't dealt with addiction can sometimes paint it all with the same brush, but it really isn't

i've just been around so many people who didn't get past it or out of it and it's always nice to see someone who has

posted February 20, 2019 05:16 PM            

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Originally posted by Selenite:
Yes! I feel you. So much msgic and creative energy, happy surprises and good luck. I thought it was Jupiter conjunct my Sun exactly and jupiter in my 5th.

And jan/feb/march are usually the worst months of the year for me... (Like, last 2 years i was in a deep depression, year before that suicidal and drug addicted, year before that hospital for 3 weeks almost died, year before that institutionalized, etc etc.

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I'm sorry about the awful things that happened, but I am glad you are feeling better and stronger.

posted February 20, 2019 05:27 PM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
there's a huge difference between addiction and drug use, i know that because of my own extensive history with drugs

i've been completely sober lately, but there have been long spans where i've used without addiction and then there was addiction

so i understand the distinction well, and you still should be proud of yourself for finding a better place

i think people who haven't dealt with addiction can sometimes paint it all with the same brush, but it really isn't

i've just been around so many people who didn't get past it or out of it and it's always nice to see someone who has

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posted February 20, 2019 05:29 PM            

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Originally posted by Lalafortunaea:
I'm sorry about the awful things that happened, but I am glad you are feeling better and stronger.

I'm curious, what's your rising? Because much of what you say above is similar to how I feel during those times.

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posted February 20, 2019 07:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Selenite:
Thanx, yeah i definitely know what you mean. Gotta find life purpose first and party all u want once you find it. If youre not having fun anymore u know u've got a problem, is how i see it.

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i definitely agree when it becomes routine or habitual then it loses everything that made it worthwhile and you can only go downhill from there or stay stagnant

but i feel like spending a huge chunk of my life partying really helped me sort my head out and gave me a view of life i appreciate on a lot of levels

you see a side of life other people don't see, and it's not necessarily pretty but there's value to it

i feel like hedonism is something you have to get out of the way younger though because when people start getting older past a certain point if they don't have a grip on it then it starts to get extra sad

posted February 24, 2019 06:01 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
{I had a 'magical' kind of experience on the 19th, that finished unpacking itself this morning.}

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Ya gonna tell us?

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Originally posted by Selenite:
It's fine it seems like lifetimes ago and so many good changes have taken place since then. I'm 16.41 leo rising, hbu?

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posted February 25, 2019 12:00 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
{I had a 'magical' kind of experience on the 19th, that finished unpacking itself this morning.}

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Oh good.

posted February 25, 2019 05:48 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
Oh good.

I miss you. Nice to see that you have good things happening.

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posted February 25, 2019 07:56 PM            

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