posted February 17, 2019 04:57 PM            

Recently I started watching a TV series and a few days ago I experienced something strange. Actually I have experienced this a few times but I always end up being a little freaked out by it. I just out of the blue started imagining myself being forced to operate on a surgeon and was terrified bc in my head I wasn't`t a surgeon but the real surgeon was awake and leading me through it the whole time, and then the next episode of that TV series I`ve started watching the exact same situation of what I saw in my head happened there. I have experienced this a few times esp when I am watching a TV series. I will imagine some conversations, situations in my head that end up being in the TV series later on. I am not sure what this is, is it psychic ?

posted February 17, 2019 06:16 PM            

I had a few very weird ones and then a lot more simple ones.

I have Pisces Moon (ruler of my Sun, ASC and Mercury).
Neptune is on my DSC so opposing my ASC and Sun in Cancer.
Sun in Cancer is in 12th H.

I don't have this particular thing the way you describe it with movies. I kind of know what will happen in a movie, which is too obvious to me but others are surprised most of the time like "how did you know?"

posted February 17, 2019 06:44 PM            

lifelong stuff

shared dreams with other people, dreaming about people's deaths before they happened,dreaming of places then actually ending up in them and having the scenario play out

posted February 17, 2019 09:06 PM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
(i wrote about my death as well, guess i'll see)

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posted February 17, 2019 09:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Brenda_S:
Don't think you will lol

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My assumption in regards to 'death dreams' or prophecies is that the person is just seeing one of the potential timelines. And since those timelines are infinite and often open entirely to our free will of choice-- we only 'make it come true' if we intently follow that line of thought, essentially manifesting it.

posted February 17, 2019 11:01 PM            

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Originally posted by Brenda_S:
Don't think you will lol

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well so far there's been a lot of things i wrote that night that i never wouldve imagined happening that have and ive been right about other people's deaths (right down to the way a funeral went) so like i said guess we'll see

i'm not the only one who's predicted it in that manner and it wasnt an isolated time

that being said i'm comfortable with it if it happens

same as i'm comfortable with the most likely alternative which is dying from my health issues or a complication stemming from them since that tends to be something that hits nearly everyone with what i have

typical span for that is 10 years in im at almost 6 at this point

is what it is, like i said we'll see

based on your reaction in that other thread towards a death prediction that had nothing to do with you or someone in your own life i take it you're uncomfortable with the subject and predictions etc, but you shouldn't project that onto me

i deal with the possibility of it being a near daily reality and regularly experience symptoms that quite honestly are so bad i wouldnt be able to tell the difference between a regular tuesday and a serious issue

i've had points where i've been basically bedbound and many times i've felt like i wasn't going to make it

my life is constant physical pain etc and so on

and im not saying that to imply im miserable or some **** ,exact opposite

im saying it so that you understand that my comfort level is very different than yours

posted February 17, 2019 11:11 PM            

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Originally posted by implosions:
My assumption in regards to 'death dreams' or prophecies is that the person is just seeing one of the potential timelines. And since those timelines are infinite and often open entirely to our free will of choice-- we only 'make it come true' if we intently follow that line of thought, essentially manifesting it.

/my 2 cents

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at this point things have lined up very neatly without my focus, but like i said guess we'll see

i'm not concerned about it, i'm more concerned with the present than i am with the future always because it's what i have

that all being said ive got a pretty good knack for this kind of thing lol and i find it sort of interesting that there's a facet of everything i can only learn through death regardless of the way it turns out

it's amusing really, makes me feel like there's always more to learn

posted February 18, 2019 12:17 AM            

In regards to your death. You're saying that you don't really care how it'll pan out. Really, the person in itself never feels the aftereffects of their death anyway. It's not really whether you care, it's the people in your surroundings. You can probably take yourself out of the equation. And if you care about them, you should probably consider doing something about it.

posted February 18, 2019 12:38 AM            

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Originally posted by Brenda_S:
Lol you took it too seriously. I was referring to the literal sense of it. You were saying 'I'll see'. I mean once you're dead you're dead, you won't really be able to see ya know.

In regards to your death. You're saying that you don't really care how it'll pan out. Really, the person in itself never feels the aftereffects of their death anyway. It's not really whether you care, it's the people in your surroundings. You can probably take yourself out of the equation. And if you care about them, you should probably consider doing something about it.

Edit: Plus you'll be missed on here lol if that matters.

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well i mean i'll be present for the events leading up to it unless i die in my sleep so there's that lol people get into car accidents and **** like that pretty sure they get the jist of how things might pan out

some people care about it how much it'll hurt what will happen etc and so on, i'm pretty sure that affects them or just that
paranoia some people have about all of it

posted February 18, 2019 12:52 AM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
of course it'll be worse for everyone else though im amazing and missing me will leave a me shaped void in their hearts that nothing else will ever fill lmao

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Hahaha dude too much helium will bust your balloon.

But seriously. You shouldn't just let it roll. I mean if you can do something about it why shouldn't you.

posted February 18, 2019 01:04 AM            

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Originally posted by Brenda_S:
Hahaha dude too much helium will bust your balloon.

But seriously. You shouldn't just let it roll. I mean if you can do something about it why shouldn't you.

Why the hell am I lecturing everyone lol.

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good thing i'm self hating enough to balance it out

some things in life you just have to let roll, what else is there to do about it? there's things you can control and things that just are and it's cool that's just life

it's not any fun if you don't let things just go where they will

other than that i guess i could get back on hard drugs or off myself or some **** that might work out (no i dont have hiv or aids btw lol i realize i sounded all cryptic about the health issues and then mentioned hard drugs and i know where people's heads go to)

ive gotten a lecture from everyone who knows me at one point or another so i'm not bothered by them

posted February 18, 2019 01:24 AM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
good thing i'm self hating enough to balance it out

some things in life you just have to let roll, what else is there to do about it? there's things you can control and things that just are and it's cool that's just life

it's not any fun if you don't let things just go where they will

other than that i guess i could get back on hard drugs or off myself or some **** that might work out (no i dont have hiv or aids btw lol i realize i sounded all cryptic about the health issues and then mentioned hard drugs and i know where people's heads go to)

ive gotten a lecture from everyone who knows me at one point or another so i'm not bothered by them

i drive people crazy

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You already mentioned it in the past on another thread so knew what you're referring to.

posted February 18, 2019 07:02 AM            

Last weekend, on Friday, I was speaking with some friends about airports and the people who has suffered because they have been used as drug trainsportters without knowing because drugs have been taken into their lugagge so they go to jail and they have not commited that crime. So I thought in The Bridget Jones' Diary 2 when she lived that moment at Bangkok airport.

posted February 18, 2019 07:31 AM            

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Originally posted by Brenda_S:
You already mentioned it in the past on another thread so knew what you're referring to.

You should let the self hate take the front seat here lol. To balance it out, as you said. It's about balance really. Once you've cleansed yourself of it of course. There's always the choice of going back to it, while you're still here to make the choice. Once you're gone so are your choices.

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i don't know what you pay attention to and what you don't

nah i'm good on that, no need for it

i disagree btw your choices don't die with you because they affect your environment and don't exist in a vacuum

so you can drop dead and the weight of what you've done will still live on either through the people you've affected or the environment you've created

it's misleading to say otherwise and gets rid of the weight of our actions

posted February 18, 2019 08:12 AM            

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Originally posted by implosions:
My assumption in regards to 'death dreams' or prophecies is that the person is just seeing one of the potential timelines. And since those timelines are infinite and often open entirely to our free will of choice-- we only 'make it come true' if we intently follow that line of thought, essentially manifesting it.

/my 2 cents

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But if you're into astrology, there can't be really different timelines, especially when it comes to a big event like death....

posted February 18, 2019 08:56 AM            

Including your Chiron, you have some VERY special configurations in your natal chart. It's truly an amazing chart. I'm not surprised at all that you would be psychic enough to pick up things in the astral realms that remain in your own constant view that escapes other's awareness.

Your Chiron is the focus-point of a configuration called "An Envelope" .. and you have Cradles and that is soo psychic. I'll smile here, as I'll lovingly tell you that it could suggest that you are a Messenger, and your life energies.. are like a Valentine!!!

I've watched some of your replies. You add MUCH value to people's lives.

I understand what it's like to feel like crap everyday.. everyday.

The SuperMoon FM Virgo on Tuesday (tomorrow morning) is at 0.42... conjuncting your own Sun.

This might be magnifying your symptoms right now?.. "Virgo" is a sign that works on energies that crush, like a 'crisis-time'. (But, that might only be 'perception', and not-real?)

posted February 18, 2019 01:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
i don't know what you pay attention to and what you don't

nah i'm good on that, no need for it

i disagree btw your choices don't die with you because they affect your environment and don't exist in a vacuum

so you can drop dead and the weight of what you've done will still live on either through the people you've affected or the environment you've created

it's misleading to say otherwise and gets rid of the weight of our actions

consequences of what we do extend beyond ourselves

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It's true, not referring to the affects on the surroundings though. Your actions definitely carry weight.

But what you can or can't do about your situation while you still can... If you think about it, you choose to die if you don't choose to live. I know it's ok with you. Which is why I don't think you're the only one that matters here lol.

posted February 18, 2019 02:12 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Dumuzi.. {{{*hug}}}
I personally would miss you like hell. You're right. It would make a void in my life.

Including your Chiron, you have some VERY special configurations in your natal chart. It's truly an amazing chart. I'm not surprised at all that you would be psychic enough to pick up things in the astral realms that remain in your own constant view that escapes other's awareness.

Your Chiron is the focus-point of a configuration called "An Envelope" .. and you have Cradles and that is soo psychic. I'll smile here, as I'll lovingly tell you that it could suggest that you are a Messenger, and your life energies.. are like a Valentine!!!

I've watched some of your replies. You add MUCH value to people's lives.

I understand what it's like to feel like crap everyday.. everyday.

The SuperMoon FM Virgo on Tuesday (tomorrow morning) is at 0.42... conjuncting your own Sun.

This might be magnifying your symptoms right now?.. "Virgo" is a sign that works on energies that crush, like a 'crisis-time'. (But, that might only be 'perception', and not-real?)

Thank you sooo much for your openness. For sharing.
Just... softly, Don't die.
We (and the whole damn planet) need you and your vibes here.

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i appreciate it

yeah i follow the moon fairly closely, partially for my fiancee and what she practices and partially because it's effective to use in regards to occult related ****

trying to sort a few things out with this particular one, i appreciate you pointing out it being near my sun i'm not sure why i hadn't thought about that side of things lol i can overlook such obvious **** sometimes

i figure i'll be around for a bit at least, nothing feels particularly worse than ever or anything and if my prediction is right then there's a lot that would need to occur between then and now anyway so i've still got a lot to do and make happen til then

it's all good

@Brenda

i have zero idea where you went with this at this point, because what i was getting at was the only way for me to not be moving forward and trying to do what's best for me given my situation would be for me to either regress into doing **** i've stopped doing in an attempt to make things better or end it all right now

that's how to not choose life or move forward

it's odd to me that you're talking as if you understand where i am in life or my head right now without any actual info other than what you're choosing to make up (and that's all pretty bleak btw ******* lol) just because i'm comfortable with the fact that one day i'll die and it might reflect a premonition ive had that's come up multiple times

i believe in fate personally (i've been through many things that demonstrate this as a possibility), i think free will is the perception we have towards things and how hard we make it on ourselves as we get there and the momentary choices we're able to make that all lead down to that one destination

the difference between taking the scenic route or the highway but more complex than that, but it doesn't really matter for the sake of this conversation

my point is what i see when i read what you're saying is that you somehow think that flailing pointlessly and ineffectually is more positive than worrying about my present and continuing to do things i'd like to do while not concerning myself with what will lie ahead in the sense of things outside of my control

in the areas i'm not limited i choose to grow and learn etc and so on, i force myself to exercise in spite of how physically difficult that can be, i take a lot of care when it comes to my diet, i've been completely sober i've quit smoking cigarettes etc and so on so to insinuate that i don't take care of myself or do anything is the exact opposite of reality

the only decision i'm stuck on is that i'd like to keep going to see what happens and that i refuse to remain stagnant just because i have a lot stacked against me

but that's more about my life than my death now isnt it?

not sure what you mean about it being too early because i never suggested it was necessarily any time soon other than when i mentioned the reality most people with the issues i have face

that's not really a choice i've made though, it's just what it is, which is why i don't really bother obsessing over the medical research on the subject because why make myself depressed or worried senselessly? stress does absolutely nothing positive for anyone's well being anyway

i'm not sure what impression i've managed to give you, but it seems to be the wrong one and i'm not sure if it's my fault or yours because you seem to operate from a very negative point of view when it comes to this topic

posted February 18, 2019 03:39 PM            

But ok cool that you're taking care of yourself. Was gonna say I'm surprised that you're not given your Virgo Sun. (Although it's probably not set in stone, especially you're at the cusp)

posted February 18, 2019 04:53 PM            

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Originally posted by Brenda_S:
I dunno why I got the impression that you're still on those. I probably missed the 'regressing' part.

But ok cool that you're taking care of yourself. Was gonna say I'm surprised that you're not given your Virgo Sun. (Although it's probably not set in stone, especially you're at the cusp)

I was confused there for a min. It makes sense now I guess.

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pretty sure I said "go back on" maybe not

being a virgo sun doesn't necessarily mean no drug use (i share a birthday with river phoenix lol i can also think of gg allin off the top of my head as another virgo who had clear drug issues, amy winehouse is another) actually a friend of mine with similar health issues from middle school (we were born 4 days apart, she's a taurus ascendant gemini moon other than that relatively similar charts obviously) and i had a long talk about our substance abuse history while i was on acid and she was on xanax

virgos are very much inclined toward self medication, other influences obviously add to that tendency but self medication isn't always the avoidance of drugs

her and i both are very careful about what we eat and trying to stay active and things like that, but at the same time with drugs it's been different

so right now i'm sober because a lot of drugs just weren't doing it for me anymore and it was more habit than anything so it seemed useless (i would still use any and all psychedelics in a second and would not turn down ketamine if it was in front of me because i've always wanted to try it... also might eat rather smoke weed occasionally wine too on a special occasion but not daily whiskey, heroin, muscle relaxers etc and so on and i've been completely sober since the eclipse after a shroom trip to get my head together and this is the longest consecutive amount of time i've been sober in years)

i think a lot of people have an odd understanding of virgo as a sign and then it being of mutable nature can make it easily drowned out aside from more subtle undercurrents in a chart depending on other aspects

in my case my sun is not only at 0 degrees but it's also being squared by saturn and then part of a minor trine with pluto and neptune not to mention the kite in my chart has heavier energy etc and so on

but even looking at other virgo charts when drug use is involved you'll see that stronger areas even that energy out and then that tendency to self medicate and self care and be self contained on some level is still there it's just a bit distorted and then maybe you end up with someone like me who eats healthy but then would chase muscle relaxers and heroin with cocaine and whiskey