posted February 29, 2020 11:08 PM            

I feel like my return would be a little bit more fun if I did not natally have my sun squaring Saturn.

I really like Saturn in my 9th house. I have experienced a lot more travel. I haven't been to any tropical vacations, or Europe yet. I had 4 destination trips last year though! Two were out of State. And this is before the half way point of my return. Having Pluto and Saturn in my 9th house has been great for college. I have straight A's for the first time.

College was never appealing to me when I was younger.

Dealing with Saturn/Pluto squaring my Sun stinks though. I get to deal with a boss who thinks their sh1+ doesn't stink. I'll have to see how the next few weeks play out for me. Since she will be back from her week and a half vacation. Pretty much going though the thick of my Saturn return in Capricorn season has me done with the Capricorn stuff.
During my exact Saturn return day/s I was sick and I had no one around to really take care of me. I am looking forward to Saturn being in the early degrees of Aquarius where I can have the 9th house theme with out it being so personal.

My 2020 astrology mood is "Byeeee!" To any planet being in Capricorn anywhere near 22 degrees.

I feel like part of the return karma, is experiencing the consequences of not going to college and knowing just what to do right after HS. So now I am juggling college and first teaching job at the same time. It can be down right miserable at times, while there are also moments of glory.

Going from Neptune sqaure Asc transit in my 10th house to Saturn square sun and my return closely after makes me feel like work is necessary but overrated. Spending so much of your life and time somewhere. Ya better feel appreciated and respected for it!
I am now at a point where I am a little less judgmental to people that work the system and make welfare their careers. Sometimes I feel so underappreciated that I'm like damn why didn't I just do that with my life?
Or if I have to work this hard and be treated like crap then I think I would rather get knocked up and be a stay at home mom.
Things have been slowly improving since January. But I am still super fed up busting my @$$. I know Saturn goes into Aquarius March 20th. But then it will rx later. Does anyone else feel like retrograde planets are a break!? After Summer Vacation I will have to revisit these issues one more time.