posted May 03, 2019 11:28 AM            

on the bright side she ended up walking away and didn't push too far, and my fiancee wasn't really drunk or she would've gotten hit because she wanted to hit the chick for talking at us like that

it was really weird, and she had actually been watching us the whole night because hours before she had tried to say something to my fiancee too

posted May 03, 2019 01:33 PM            

I actually cried yesterday bc I was feeling so grateful for the parents I have. I went through a big crisis 5 years ago and my parents didn't shame me or make me feel bad for my mistakes, they stepped up and were there for me at my darkest hour and until this day they are still there for me as this situation re-emerged in September and have had a source of great support as stuff got sorted out.

posted May 03, 2019 01:59 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
It all falls in my 4th and I have been feeling very connected to my family, missing them (bought plane ticket to visit them on Wednesday night), and remembering my childhood ect...

I actually cried yesterday bc I was feeling so grateful for the parents I have. I went through a big crisis 5 years ago and my parents didn't shame me or make me feel bad for my mistakes, they stepped up and were there for me at my darkest hour and until this day they are still there for me as this situation re-emerged in September and have had a source of great support as stuff got sorted out.

I was actually thinking that I am actually glad for that crisis, the "mistakes" I made and everything that went down although it has been stressful and trying because I would have never known just how incredible my parents truly are. Do to that crisis I value my parents in a way I would have never otherwise. Just writing about it I got teary again, they have been unconditionally there for me. The bond and appreciation I have for them is way deeper bc of that crisis and how they showed up for me/us (e.g. my husband and I), it brought us a lot closer together.

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that's funny wednesday night i was back imn ny catching up with family with my fiancee

posted May 03, 2019 02:30 PM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
that's funny wednesday night i was back imn ny catching up with family with my fiancee

how have you been? i missed you

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I think is because Wednesday night Venus was conjuncting Moon in aries as well as Thursday for that matter

Miss you too man!!!! Glad you are still around

I have been good, also dealing with legal stuff my partner is facing but ultimately he got a great deal (sentencing was in April, no jail time) but this thing happened 5 years ago and then resurfaced right before the 5 years came up (but don't want to get into details, my life is like a movie).

posted May 04, 2019 07:33 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I think is because Wednesday night Venus was conjuncting Moon in aries as well as Thursday for that matter

Miss you too man!!!! Glad you are still around

I have been good, also dealing with legal stuff my partner is facing but ultimately he got a great deal (sentencing was in April, no jail time) but this thing happened 5 years ago and then resurfaced right before the 5 years came up (but don't want to get into details, my life is like a movie).

I feel I have been doing a lot of growing this past few months, it has been interesting and busy since I work full time but also now help my partner with his business that we started in December, not a huge money maker but brings in enough I can finally make reasonable progress monthly getting rid of debt and slowly get my financial situation to a healthy place, eventually will be able to save money.

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no jail time is good at least, that sucks though, my life has been pretty out there so i get it

sounds like you've got a lot going on, opposite of me aside from finding some new **** occult wise to dig through and work on though right now i have to actually follow through on some **** i promised my fiancee's brother i'd do with him and get a few things recorded

which won't be hard to do once i get around to it, but it's the actually doing it part that always gets me

at least things are picking up for you even with what's going on with your partner, even if it all sounds exhausting

posted May 04, 2019 12:09 PM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
no jail time is good at least, that sucks though, my life has been pretty out there so i get it

sounds like you've got a lot going on, opposite of me aside from finding some new **** occult wise to dig through and work on though right now i have to actually follow through on some **** i promised my fiancee's brother i'd do with him and get a few things recorded

which won't be hard to do once i get around to it, but it's the actually doing it part that always gets me

at least things are picking up for you even with what's going on with your partner, even if it all sounds exhausting

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Yes I have had a great life in spite of the chaos that takes over from time to time hahaha I am grateful. Even the hard times, good has come out of it. I will die knowing I took chances and lived life to the fullest and that I grew in my journey. That is the kind of life I wanted to live.

posted May 05, 2019 09:29 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Yes I have had a great life in spite of the chaos that takes over from time to time hahaha I am grateful. Even the hard times, good has come out of it. I will die knowing I took chances and lived life to the fullest and that I grew in my journey. That is the kind of life I wanted to live.

Its always fun to come across new occult stuff to explore, can be addicting...

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i've been digging into the occult for years now, it's become a huge chunk of my life though it wasn't really by choice or longterm interest just circumstance

i find it interesting when people have this idea of what they want in life past just seeing how it goes and working with whatever's in front of them at any given moment, because i've always sort of felt like the purpose of life was to learn from where it takes you without too much focus on controlling it

not that it's necessarily better or works out in my favor though lol been interesting nonetheless