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Topic: Why such bad luck?
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WhiteBirds
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posted May 17, 2019 04:47 PM
  
Hi all  I will try to summarize, because English is not my main language.All my life has been bad luck ...
At 3 years old I was separated from my mother, and I lived in an orphanage until I was 7 years old. At age 7 I was adopted, and my new family abused my whole life of me.
I had an absent father (Aquarius), and a mentally ill mother.
I have been very psychologically tortured in my adoptive family. In addition, I suffered bullying at school, and I have never had anyone to trust.
The only person I could trust was a Libra who was never there, and left me when I needed him the most. There are many more things, but I consider this a good summary. Why such bad luck? Here my graphic. (My Ascendant is unknown, but I think it can be Cancer). Please, I would like help, because I need to change my luck.  IP: Logged |
WhiteBirds
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posted May 17, 2019 04:54 PM
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hypatia238
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posted May 17, 2019 05:05 PM
I am so sorry Whitebirds. You are beautiful inside and out and deserve a lot better. I truly hope from the bottom of my heart the second half of your life is drastically different. Become financially independent and leave your family, start again, create new memories, have your own family and create a corrective experience for yourself, you have to fight for what you deserve.IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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posted May 17, 2019 05:21 PM
Did you figure out your time of birth?IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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posted May 17, 2019 05:47 PM
If your chart ruler truly is moon in Scorpio conjunct pluto then the theme in your life will be intense and dark. I keep seeing a very high correlation between Pluto and Trauma. I feel pluto rules the shadow side and psychological issues/baggage and trauma including trauma bonding which is clearly a theme in your life if your adoptive family abuses you. Probably part of what you are here to learn is to find the strength to leave them, to cut ties that are toxic and chose your own survival, happiness and well being without feeling guilty. I do believe that good comes out of bad and such experiences will lead to tremendous growth and resilience, we learn and grow so much from negative experiences. With this Plutonic theme you are also meant to rise from the ashes once you tap into your power and inner warrior so I would conclude that there will be a turning point for you but a transformation in you has to take place first for that to happen.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted May 17, 2019 07:14 PM
I am so sorry, WB.------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted May 19, 2019 08:48 AM
I feel badly more people are not helping you. I think asteroids may show the reason more. In my chart, I have an outstanding chart but when you put in asteroids, you see a lot of pain from my mother and betrayal from other family members. Again, my heart goes out to you. I wish I could do your chart for you but I am so busy trying to keep up with my astrology practice.------------------
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WhiteBirds
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posted May 21, 2019 04:03 AM
Hello again Maybe I exaggerated a bit (Scorpio Moon), because I really feel that my adoptive parents have not been so bad. But still, I consider that all the events of my life were very cruel. But I'm going to explain: Until I was 3 years old I lived with my mother and my brother, and then the police took my brother and me to an orphanage.
In this orphanage, I was with my brother until I was 5 years old.
At 5 years old, I was separated from my brother and they took me to another orphanage away from him.
When I was 7, they adopted me out of my native country, and I lost my brother forever. In a new country, being a foreigner, and being so shy (Cancer Sun, Scorpio Moon), I really had a very bad time. I locked myself in, and they made me bullying. Then, I adopted a very poor family. We did not have money, and I also grew up under extreme poverty. And besides, my adoptive parents are both very critical (they have a lot of Virgo in their graphics), so I grew up under the roof of strangers, who were always criticizing me, and without any kind of physical or emotional affection. Therefore, I have been reading about the IC (4th House), and it seems that the IC portrays family life in childhood, so I think that my IC is Virgo, and this would give me an Ascendant Cancer. But I can be wrong. Also, in my videos as a child, it seems that there is some Aries energy in me, but if my calculations are true, with the Cancer Ascendant, I can have my Sun in house 1. And I really publish this because I would like to know how to change my luck. Thank you, Ami Anne ❤️🙏 (@hypatia, I'm glad to see you again 👀  IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted May 21, 2019 08:27 AM
You are most welcome, Love. I wish I could do more. Is your time of birth correct?------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted May 21, 2019 08:37 AM
Please, put up a bigger chart if you can, too. ------------------
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hypatia238
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From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
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posted May 21, 2019 01:54 PM
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Originally posted by WhiteBirds:
And besides, my adoptive parents are both very critical (they have a lot of Virgo in their graphics), so I grew up under the roof of strangers, who were always criticizing me, and without any kind of physical or emotional affection.
Its nice to see you too!!!!! Hugs. That is definitely emotional neglect/abuse. This type of abuse has a cumulative effect and impacts your self worth a lot and can lead to depression. I feel I did go over how you can change your luck, you have to fight HARD to create for yourself the life you TRULY deserve. You have to become the author of your story and take control. It will take hard work, life is for warriors, but you can create a life worth living for yourself, only you can rescue yourself and create the needed changes in your life necessary to be more content and at peace. The power is within you  XOXO IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
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posted May 21, 2019 06:24 PM
This just popped in my head now. I am thinking transits through your 2nd house can bring gains into your life while through the 8th losses but with the 8th the gains come after the loss. I am thinking you can pay attention to transits to your 2nd house and see if that brings in gains (e.g. luck). I have transit Pluto conjunct my 2nd house and I feel my self-worth is stronger which is a type of gain, my financial situation is improving too and I am relying less on others (men) to feel good about myself or value myself. Like I am not over valuing others anymore, putting others in a pedestal, I am valuing myself more instead, realizing my value while simultaneously honoring the values in others but I value myself first now. I have an empty 2nd house, and you have only chiron there so your self-worth must suffer a lot but transits to the 2nd I feel will be very EMPOWERING to you! Hang in there, you are amazing! I wish I could be there to tell you how perfect and amazing you already are IP: Logged |
TaurusVenusGirl
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posted March 25, 2021 06:00 AM
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Originally posted by WhiteBirds:
Hi all I will try to summarize, because English is not my main language.All my life has been bad luck ...
At 3 years old I was separated from my mother, and I lived in an orphanage until I was 7 years old. At age 7 I was adopted, and my new family abused my whole life of me.
I had an absent father (Aquarius), and a mentally ill mother.
I have been very psychologically tortured in my adoptive family. In addition, I suffered bullying at school, and I have never had anyone to trust.
The only person I could trust was a Libra who was never there, and left me when I needed him the most. There are many more things, but I consider this a good summary. Why such bad luck? Here my graphic. (My Ascendant is unknown, but I think it can be Cancer). Please, I would like help, because I need to change my luck.
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TaurusVenusGirl
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posted March 25, 2021 06:01 AM
quote:
Originally posted by WhiteBirds:
Hello again Maybe I exaggerated a bit (Scorpio Moon), because I really feel that my adoptive parents have not been so bad. But still, I consider that all the events of my life were very cruel. But I'm going to explain: Until I was 3 years old I lived with my mother and my brother, and then the police took my brother and me to an orphanage.
In this orphanage, I was with my brother until I was 5 years old.
At 5 years old, I was separated from my brother and they took me to another orphanage away from him.
When I was 7, they adopted me out of my native country, and I lost my brother forever. In a new country, being a foreigner, and being so shy (Cancer Sun, Scorpio Moon), I really had a very bad time. I locked myself in, and they made me bullying. Then, I adopted a very poor family. We did not have money, and I also grew up under extreme poverty. And besides, my adoptive parents are both very critical (they have a lot of Virgo in their graphics), so I grew up under the roof of strangers, who were always criticizing me, and without any kind of physical or emotional affection. Therefore, I have been reading about the IC (4th House), and it seems that the IC portrays family life in childhood, so I think that my IC is Virgo, and this would give me an Ascendant Cancer. But I can be wrong. Also, in my videos as a child, it seems that there is some Aries energy in me, but if my calculations are true, with the Cancer Ascendant, I can have my Sun in house 1. And I really publish this because I would like to know how to change my luck. Thank you, Ami Anne ❤️🙏 (@hypatia, I'm glad to see you again 👀
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