posted June 13, 2019 04:42 AM            

Whenever I check the time it's 04:29... when someone sends me a document, it was drafted on April 29... I checked into a hotel and I see room 429... etc... vehicles, numbers, codes... the numbers popped up everywhere.

This is similar to when I miss someone, I start to see his name everywhere but in this case, I don't "miss" my birthday, neither do I put emphasis on it anymore (a sign of ageing, lol).

posted June 13, 2019 08:54 AM            

Your Birthday represents 'you' -- your self, 'who you ARE'. The spotlight is on Celebrating 'you' right now. Appreciate and Love your self. Validation. If you're into Angels and God, take it as an Affirmation that You Are Loved, and you are Important. There's a Plan for your Life. Again, YOU are in the special spotlight right now.

(Perhaps get ready for some Changes in you, or in your life, or Both! Could be unexpected-- Remember you're on an 'Adventure'.)

With Uranus there, it will really bring out your own sense of self and self-expression and (if you are aware) there are changes occurring within you.

If you don't have a copy of this book, as a student of astrology, you might want to look into obtaining a copy. (I believe I saw that this is also available as a downloadable pdf.)

Uranus conjunct Sun is a very important time in your life.

"You may make tremendous changes in many aspects of your life in order to feel freer and more completely yourself."
-R.Hand.
page 382

REF http://www.amazon.com/Planets-Transit-Life-Cycles-Living/dp/0924608269

posted June 13, 2019 01:42 PM            

Thanks for the tip! The birth date thing didn't just occur recently but anyways...

I've wanted to change my life in major ways but I feel stuck! What's been happening is I've been going through some events which makes me question my own self-worth.

posted June 18, 2019 08:47 AM            

Thing is, we live in a world of 'others', "worth" is not 'self'-worth.

We are interconnected. Not everyone is compassionate.
Not everyone has the goodwill to do Good to others.

In the news locally in the past year, there was a story about two teens who saw a man had fallen off the side of a wall. He had fallen into a deep pond and couldn't swim. He saw the boys, and was crying out for help!

These two boys did a video of what had happened to this man. The cries of the man asking for them to help save his life showed how he drowned, in front of a camera, and through the magic of internet, in front of the World.

But they were detached.
Entertained by this man's "drama."

It made a good video. Good media.
The man was dying. Made very-compelling material.
Easy to capture the audience views.
Then he drowned.

They posted the video to their facebook for sharing this "entertainment" with their friends, so they could all comment and enjoy.

A man's life is of Great Worth.
He was worthy of being saved, just by virtue of the fact that he was a human needing assistance. As a human-animal group, 'other animals' instinctively could have responded in time.

The two teens on facebook were found and arrested-- and at first charged with a failure to assist, leading to this man's death.

In the legal courts here, the defense lawyers' plea was that there had been "no law" in place to back the 'golden rule' (compassion-response). Therefore, these teens were in no way "morally" compelled "by the law" to assist.

If a man can't help his own self, and others are not willing, then he dies.

The lawmakers in this state and locale had to create (what some countries already have in place), a "Good Samaritan" Law.

Last month there was another more heroic story of 4 teens who noticed smoke coming from a neighbor's roof. Those 4 boys found a way to break into the house and saved a woman who was in her nineties and trapped (in a closet). She would have died. The boys had no idea that a human had been in that building. They (on their own) before firefighters could have arrived on time, saved this woman's life.

Whether you live or die is dependent on others, who regarded you as valuable or not-- then, whether you are 'worth' their effort?

You live, you die, based on what's in another's Heart.

It's NOT based on self-worth. You can have crappy self-worth and horrible self-esteem, and still deserve to be saved.

Humans are "supposed" to be the rational, conscious, and more-evolved species. It's not about self. You need others.

I'd heard an inspirational teacher talk about Value and Worth.

He said there are TWO kinds of worth.
Extrinsic (based on what you 'Do'), and
Intrinsic (based on who you 'Are' in the eyes of others, and whether they love you or not).

Birthday.
May you Live well and Prosper.

And when you are in trouble, may others be their instinctual Better-selves.

That.. there will be 4-teens that run in response to 'just seeing smoke', on the chance they might find a human in trouble!

You are Worth being Found, and that something-alive is Worth others' efforts.
{hug}

May you not stay stuck in the snare laid by life's enemies.
May God send people, send Human Angels.
May you Matter.

posted June 19, 2019 10:38 AM            

Where I live someone circulated a video of a woman abusing her (grand)daughter in a train and no one stepped up to help. They just watched the little gal cry pitifully.

I feel sad that my "worth" is dependent on others' subjective opinions. It makes me wonder: "why do I even bother?". But I agree with what you said.

For the longest time I'd believed that what goes around comes around... but I was wrong. You may not get what you give to others.

I've been having bouts of depression since my progressed New Moon... worse when it entered Cancer (I became very emotional). I thought the New Moon signifies good things, new beginnings... I don't know WTH is wrong with mine.

posted June 21, 2019 04:58 AM            

My pMoon in Cancer is in my progressed chart, not progressed new moon chart. Sorry if I confused you. It's 30° from the Sun so it's in new moon phase.

When pMoon conjunct my pSun in Gemini I quit my job and became a freelancer. Last year it went into Cancer and that's when I started feeling emotional. Now it's conjunct my pAsc/Saturn and my natal Saturn. I also met a guy with strong Cancer/Lunarian energy.

In my progressed new moon chart, my Sun/Mercury/Moon/Juno conjunct at 18-20° Gemini, all conjunct my natal Venus in 1st house, opposite my natal Moon/Neptune.

I'm confused between these 2 charts... which one should I look at?

I definitely don't feel like a Gemini Moon now... more like a Cancer Moon.

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Anyway, thanks for sharing the bus stories. It's really nice what you do for others... this world needs more people like you. 🌺

I feel disillusioned as I see some people going about doing what they want (selfishly, may I say) not caring about anyone and people seemed to value them more.

It makes me wonder... why should I bother?

I know I shouldn't think this way. I also wish that ONE day I will get some good back from others. But at this point, I'm just not hopeful.

posted June 26, 2019 11:22 AM            

It makes me wonder... why should I bother?

I know I shouldn't think this way. I also wish that ONE day I will get some good back from others. But at this point, I'm just not hopeful. " quote

{{{ }}}
Hikaru.. REST when you need to.
And, set your default mode that
it's Always Good to Do Good.

Thank you so much for your honest response!

Yeah.. our communications got *poofed*-- oh no. But I'm glad you read it. *smile* Glad you enjoyed the 'bus stories'. Yes, I've got more of those too.

bus stories....
I was on a circulator-bus a few months ago. The bus driver was sooo frickin' cold and "detached."

This guy came up in a wheelchair. The driver refused to acknowledge him, but "waited" .. and observed. I suspect that he was waiting for the guy to "just give up trying" to get on his bus-- wasn't going to budge an inch.

When I suddenly "realized" what was happening, and how long it was taking for the man to negotiate the curb, I immediately got out of my seat to go 'assist' this man.

(The gap between the threshold of the bus-door ramp and the curb it wasn't aligning with, was inches too far. The man needed help managing his wheels over the slightly too-wide gap without getting stuck in it.)

So. Maybe the driver was '~shamed?' as some others on the bus were also noticing what was happening with the wheelchair guy-- I figure that maybe this driver was afraid he'd get "reported" for his calloused behavior?

The driver capitulated. Simple-help with the wheels to bridge the gap needed to board that bus.

As I went back to my seat, an elderly man (wearing a War Veteran's cap) tapped me on the shoulder, and said that I had a heart of gold, like HIS-- and he expressed that 'we' are now dinosaurs in society. There are fewer people who engage-themselves to 'help others in need' out of the kindness of their souls. Regular people just don't want to extend help to other people anymore. .. Random Acts of Kindness?

{That's one of the reasons why I Value the news-media here in town. They do vignettes of role-modeling.. Of "People Helping People." I love what a TV personality for Children had said while he was alive-- "Always look for the Helpers." -- Mister Rogers}

This incident left me feeling a bit despondent for a while, thinking about that. Thinking about how "generally" true that 'appears' to be.

What I figure is that each person I have helped over my lifetime, were the recipients of moments of Good Fortune. It will have enhanced their life in some way, and had a ripple-effect. I had '?randomly' been put there (by God) in just the right moment for them to Receive-- a Good word, or a Kind action.

* Those 2 "detached and entertained" teens by the deep pond filming the man that couldn't swim-- COULD have saved a life that day.
* Those 4 teens that "instinctually responded" to the clue of 'smoke' on someone's roof, DID save a person's life.

"Keep" doing Good, Hikaru.
It is good for your Soul, AND, you might be doing this 'for' the Higher Power (God) that watches over all.

You are creating Good Karma--
In my own faith-system, scriptures say that GOD will Reward acts of Kindness.

God has the ability to give inner-messages that 'move' another person's Heart to Help.

Hikaru, you never know if another human 'saw' what you did, and are working in the background to help YOU, too.

"Birthday" Message--
I was given a very prophetic 60th Birthday message in the year 2015.

I had gone to celebrate this milestone-birthday by myself. I had no friends who celebrated me, nor even a card or acknowledgement with flat-mate/apartment roommate, with whom I've had a decade-long {at that time} living situation. (He doesn't believe in celebrating ANY holiday).

Birthdays sometimes can bring on blues some years?

For my own 60th in May 2015,
I went to a local pancake house. Told the waitress it was my birthday, so I could make it 'more fun' for me, as she found out I had no one celebrating my extra-special day.

A woman who had been seated nearby had finished her food, and had left the restaurant.
ON the way TO her car.. She had a 'nudge' to come BACK into the store, PAID for my breakfast, then left a Word with the cashier to tell me THIS-- {She is a Christian woman, as I am too.---}

Prophecy ..
That The Holy Spirit {whom I Love} wanted her to step-forward and PAY for my Breakfast-- that her Performing THIS would be a "symbolic ACT" that would hold significance, be IMPORTANT to me to know and realize.

That when OTHER-people do not do as they 'ought to have done' in my life--
There will ALSO have been other-people who witnessed, and *these watchers* will ALWAYS step-forward in my life "to fill-in the gaps" that other's wouldn't.

"There are ALWAYS "watchers" in the Background of your Life.
These people will Do Good by you."

Today, Hikaru--???
I Extend that Spirit-Promise, to YOU.

"New Breed" of Dinosaurs
Do Random Acts of Kindness--
In due-Season, it will come back to you...

Just by virtue of THIS conversation, Hikaru, let this message inform you that there ARE other people who Perform Good in this world, with a willingness to look-out for others' interests.

posted June 26, 2019 11:32 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
I also keep seeing a certain number frequently 😁, check angel number 429.

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Aries Eagle *hug*..
Did you know that's Hikaru's Birthday number?!

posted June 26, 2019 12:43 PM            

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Originally posted by Hikaru29:
This probably has nothing to do with Astrology but I'm curious why my birth date pops up everywhere?

Whenever I check the time it's 04:29... when someone sends me a document, it was drafted on April 29... I checked into a hotel and I see room 429... etc... vehicles, numbers, codes... the numbers popped up everywhere.

This is similar to when I miss someone, I start to see his name everywhere but in this case, I don't "miss" my birthday, neither do I put emphasis on it anymore (a sign of ageing, lol).

Do you have similar experience? Is this because I'm ultra sensitive to my own birth date? But it still doesn't explain the constancy of it.

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can you post your solar return?

I guess there is some 1st house activity to jupiter, or your solar return AC for this year making aspects to your actual AC

posted June 26, 2019 01:29 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
I also keep seeing a certain number frequently 😁, check angel number 429.

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Lotis asteroid? What does it represent?

posted June 26, 2019 01:29 PM            

Someone told me that those are angel numbers..

posted June 26, 2019 01:57 PM            

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Originally posted by girlwiththerainysoul:
can you post your solar return?

I guess there is some 1st house activity to jupiter, or your solar return AC for this year making aspects to your actual AC

Interestingly I keep seeing my boyfriend's birth date! ..the last two digits of the year he was born....that number keeps turning up when I check the time, or even the percentage of the battery I have left on my phone!..I have lost count how many times the second one has happened!

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My SR Asc falls in my natal 8th.

posted June 26, 2019 01:59 PM            

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Originally posted by pocketrocket:
Hikaru, you're not alone
I constantly see 17:07 or 117, 07:17.. my bday combo
Not just on watch or screen, on many places and I like that, even if I don't know what those numbers mean...

Someone told me that those are angel numbers..

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posted June 26, 2019 02:22 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Today, Hikaru--???
I Extend that Spirit-Promise, to YOU.

"New Breed" of Dinosaurs
Do Random Acts of Kindness--
In due-Season, it will come back to you...

Just by virtue of THIS conversation, Hikaru, let this message inform you that there ARE other people who Perform Good in this world, with a willingness to look-out for others' interests.

Be Blessed.

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Thank you, mirage29. I think God won't let me forget to do good. He has been sending people with broken spirits to me the past week, and despite my own sorrow, I found myself offering my shoulder and advice.

One of them told me she felt much better after talking to me. It made me feel good inside... that I could still lift someone up despite my own broken spirit.

But right about the same time, another friend whom I've distanced called me. I didn't wanna take her call actually because of her negative energy but she said she felt vexed over a personal issue so I took it. MISTAKE. She went from gossiping about her friends to gossiping about my ex which made me really upset. I've decided to stop answering her calls in future.

posted June 29, 2019 10:25 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
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Be with folks that bring you up.

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