posted July 30, 2019 08:28 PM            

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posted July 30, 2019 09:30 PM            

it's one of my worst qualities

for me it's not a matter of fear, because i don't ever fear failure the only way to get anywhere is to risk that and failing at something isn't even a big deal you just know what not to do in the future

it's a learning experience

in my case i just get distracted or hit a wall then decide to do something else instead that's easier and it's partially because i'm very indecisive about what i even want most of the time so i have trouble finding the drive typically

i have to be put into a really ****** up position and then i can do a lot quickly and make **** work, but without a **** ton of pressure idk i just don't function

i have a very loose mars-neptune conjunction and mercury sesquiquadrate neptune

only other neptune **** i have going on in my chart is a trine to my sun (i wouldn't count the sextile to pluto as anything here) and it's in my 3rd house

saturn only squares my sun (rules my mars though) and sits in my 2nd

my 10th house has leo mercury in it and my other mercury aspects are positive (trine moon, trine uranus, sextile venus)

my cap mars is 3rd house (uranus is 3rd house too) and it also squares my libra venus/ascendant and my aries moon/descendant, it's 9 degrees from my ic but that seems a bit loose as far as it being opposite my midheaven goes (then again that's how far it is from neptune)

i'm just ******* broken with that or something

really though if what's holding you back is fear of failure then i hope you realize you fail harder if you don't take the test than you do if you do and actually fail it

posted August 04, 2019 08:02 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
Story of my life.

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I second that!