posted August 03, 2019 10:38 AM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
my older brother has a sag moon and prefers to just stay inside most of the time playing video games

his moon squares jupiter, trines his leo mars and sextiles his libra sun it also out of sign squares his (late degree) aquarius ascendant

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posted August 03, 2019 10:54 AM            

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Originally posted by anonymidarkness:
Maybe he travels in it lol!

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posted August 03, 2019 12:42 PM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
yeah he goes across worlds and kills dragons and **** lol

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posted August 03, 2019 02:02 PM            

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Originally posted by anonymidarkness:
Hahaha! My own bro has a Taurus Moon and he gathers **** load of money and resources in games, at first I was like "why dafuq does he even play games ???" but now I'm just used to it as he doesn't mind sharing .

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i cant get into games like that maybe it's my aries moon but i get bored with mmorpgs and prefer shooters

i like clear objectives like "kill all your enemies" where all i need to worry about collecting is ammo

though when i feel like playing something single player i like bullet hell games and survival horror

posted August 03, 2019 09:22 PM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
i cant get into games like that maybe it's my aries moon but i get bored with mmorpgs and prefer shooters

i like clear objectives like "kill all your enemies" where all i need to worry about collecting is ammo

though when i feel like playing something single player i like bullet hell games and survival horror

but anything too open or where youre just collecting gold and **** i cant get into

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personally I prefer solo MMORPGS where I don't need to give a fuq about what the team is upto, but I've found that I have a thing for managing teams. I can't get into crap like clash of clan and that shjt tho, they make me laugh And I also prefer playing against strangers cuz I won't feel that bad when I run them over, playing with sibling and friends, I feels bad for their self-esteem when they look me like dat yo!

My brother also loves shooting games, he has Aries Mars, I for one feel inhumane after a while, like something within me dies when I keep watching them die, like a ptsd flashback from the past, maybe I was a war veteran in last life lol yo!!!

But give me sports to play and I forget about games, too bad for the eyes and even head, I dislike carrying that shjt in my head.

posted August 03, 2019 10:42 PM            

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Originally posted by anonymidarkness:
personally I prefer solo MMORPGS where I don't need to give a fuq about what the team is upto, but I've found that I have a thing for managing teams. I can't get into crap like clash of clan and that shjt tho, they make me laugh And I also prefer playing against strangers cuz I won't feel that bad when I run them over, playing with sibling and friends, I feels bad for their self-esteem when they look me like dat yo!

My brother also loves shooting games, he has Aries Mars, I for one feel inhumane after a while, like something within me dies when I keep watching them die, like a ptsd flashback from the past, maybe I was a war veteran in last life lol yo!!!

But give me sports to play and I forget about games, too bad for the eyes and even head, I dislike carrying that shjt in my head.

That said, do you know of any techniques to see past life ? I sorta wanna know where I left. I know of one, but it takes aaaaaaaaaages, and I'm too lazy for that crap.

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i like sniping, go off on your own and chill, headshots are always satisfying never get tired of that

especially in **** like gears of war when their heads explode that just makes it even better

though i do watch where my team is to take out enemies before they get them and **** or in games where there's vehicles take them out from far away while they're going after other people

it's never made me feel bad, only completely satisfied especially when a game ends and i had zero deaths and still ranked high with kills that's always nice

not a fan of sports games, though they nearly always have really good graphics

i actually can't tell you how to do that, for me past life **** was triggered by a ritual that this witch i was with did

it was something i told her not to do, but she wanted to "find out about our connection" and she did it without me present

i know she did it during a waning moon, i'm pretty sure it was in scorpio because i've looked it up since (it was in january 2012 i'm pretty sure it was a last quarter moon or some **** it was the 17th for sure)

i know she used a dagger i know there was a 7 day candle i'm not 100% on whether blood was involved or not i know she made an offering

i don't remember what else but i assume she gave something for each element

she told me the ritual came to her in a dream

i'm sure you could improvise with all the right components and get to somewhere if you practice at all especially if you've opened your third eye in the past

it's not something i would necessarily recommend, when she did that i spent about a year basically having all kinds of ****** up flashbacks

and they matched her memories just from a different perspective and she did the same ritual to my ex fiancee who again different perspective matching memories

i had a friend who i told about all of that **** who got really into researching it and she was able to place the time frame within a 40 year span (its since been narrowed down by another friend to more like 30 which encompasses the entire life) due to the military and political issues at the time

a lot of the memories had to do with politics and military and the occult

it was weird because during a vacation years before i was actually in the place the memories took place in and i told everyone while i was drunk that i kept getting deja vu and felt like i had been there before

i was able to wander around the streets without getting lost and just kind of felt like i knew i was going while wandering, but i went home and thought nothing of it until years later when the memories ended up coming up

at the time i never really had an interest in history or the occult but because there were occult rituals (and also because what happened proved that **** worked to me beyond any reasonable doubt) and so many historical accuracies i eventually felt the need to dig myself

since then while studying the occult i've run into a couple people who share those memories, people who remembered and we've discussed their perspectives

some really awkward meetings there, with a lot of **** said that apparently will come up again in the next year or so should be fun

it's pretty bizarre having people yell at you and **** for things you apparently did over 1000 years ago but man do people hold onto **** lol especially occultists

it's some weird heavy **** though

for you it might not be that bad i guess, especially if you're already open minded (i wasn't at the time, even though i had plenty of experiences that should have me that way i can be incredibly stubborn about acknowledging reality) but depending on the content you never know

i'm talking **** like ritualistic torture and sacrifices and all kinds of crazy **** along with war and behind the scenes political ******** , that's some of the contents of mine (all of the ones that i've had come up since, not many so far, most of them shared with the same people all heavy occult and crazy **** like that)

i'm in over my head with this **** , very deep, no going back not that i had much choice because i autowrote about how i was going to meet her years before i did and that she'd make me remember etc all kinds of ****** ****

i'm so ****** you have no idea, always was though in my case, cycles and whatnot

that all being said i'm sure you can use the components i mentioned and tailor something for yourself and if you want to know how to open your third eye i can teach you but it's on you to do the work and i can't tell you your results

i'd tread lightly and consider that maybe not remembering is a good thing, life might force you to remember at some point anyway without you needing to do anything

that's how it was for me

something i find unsettling now that didn't bother me at the time was that the witch participated in a weird study on psychic phenomena where she was driven to an undisclosed location and given all these tests then dropped back off not allowed to know where she was and paid for it a few years before we met

but yeah you never know you could just find someone you were meant to meet who was part of weird study and heavy into the occult and then life will force you to remember things effortlessly against your will

anyway do you want to know how to open your third eye or you have already done that? from there the rest of the **** should be intuitive enough

it all takes time and effort and practice though, you have to put work in if you want results

edit: btw interesting thing about those memories while researching the occult i found out that a good deal of the occult rituals i remembered were legit others i just haven't looked into yet

partially a matter of not entirely wanting to know, so far everything i find always lines up perfect

posted August 12, 2019 11:00 AM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
i like sniping, go off on your own and chill, headshots are always satisfying never get tired of that

especially in **** like gears of war when their heads explode that just makes it even better

though i do watch where my team is to take out enemies before they get them and **** or in games where there's vehicles take them out from far away while they're going after other people

it's never made me feel bad, only completely satisfied especially when a game ends and i had zero deaths and still ranked high with kills that's always nice

not a fan of sports games, though they nearly always have really good graphics

i actually can't tell you how to do that, for me past life **** was triggered by a ritual that this witch i was with did

it was something i told her not to do, but she wanted to "find out about our connection" and she did it without me present

i know she did it during a waning moon, i'm pretty sure it was in scorpio because i've looked it up since (it was in january 2012 i'm pretty sure it was a last quarter moon or some **** it was the 17th for sure)

i know she used a dagger i know there was a 7 day candle i'm not 100% on whether blood was involved or not i know she made an offering

i don't remember what else but i assume she gave something for each element

she told me the ritual came to her in a dream

i'm sure you could improvise with all the right components and get to somewhere if you practice at all especially if you've opened your third eye in the past

it's not something i would necessarily recommend, when she did that i spent about a year basically having all kinds of ****** up flashbacks

and they matched her memories just from a different perspective and she did the same ritual to my ex fiancee who again different perspective matching memories

i had a friend who i told about all of that **** who got really into researching it and she was able to place the time frame within a 40 year span (its since been narrowed down by another friend to more like 30 which encompasses the entire life) due to the military and political issues at the time

a lot of the memories had to do with politics and military and the occult

it was weird because during a vacation years before i was actually in the place the memories took place in and i told everyone while i was drunk that i kept getting deja vu and felt like i had been there before

i was able to wander around the streets without getting lost and just kind of felt like i knew i was going while wandering, but i went home and thought nothing of it until years later when the memories ended up coming up

at the time i never really had an interest in history or the occult but because there were occult rituals (and also because what happened proved that **** worked to me beyond any reasonable doubt) and so many historical accuracies i eventually felt the need to dig myself

since then while studying the occult i've run into a couple people who share those memories, people who remembered and we've discussed their perspectives

some really awkward meetings there, with a lot of **** said that apparently will come up again in the next year or so should be fun

it's pretty bizarre having people yell at you and **** for things you apparently did over 1000 years ago but man do people hold onto **** lol especially occultists

it's some weird heavy **** though

for you it might not be that bad i guess, especially if you're already open minded (i wasn't at the time, even though i had plenty of experiences that should have me that way i can be incredibly stubborn about acknowledging reality) but depending on the content you never know

i'm talking **** like ritualistic torture and sacrifices and all kinds of crazy **** along with war and behind the scenes political ******** , that's some of the contents of mine (all of the ones that i've had come up since, not many so far, most of them shared with the same people all heavy occult and crazy **** like that)

i'm in over my head with this **** , very deep, no going back not that i had much choice because i autowrote about how i was going to meet her years before i did and that she'd make me remember etc all kinds of ****** ****

i'm so ****** you have no idea, always was though in my case, cycles and whatnot

that all being said i'm sure you can use the components i mentioned and tailor something for yourself and if you want to know how to open your third eye i can teach you but it's on you to do the work and i can't tell you your results

i'd tread lightly and consider that maybe not remembering is a good thing, life might force you to remember at some point anyway without you needing to do anything

that's how it was for me

something i find unsettling now that didn't bother me at the time was that the witch participated in a weird study on psychic phenomena where she was driven to an undisclosed location and given all these tests then dropped back off not allowed to know where she was and paid for it a few years before we met

but yeah you never know you could just find someone you were meant to meet who was part of weird study and heavy into the occult and then life will force you to remember things effortlessly against your will

anyway do you want to know how to open your third eye or you have already done that? from there the rest of the **** should be intuitive enough

it all takes time and effort and practice though, you have to put work in if you want results

edit: btw interesting thing about those memories while researching the occult i found out that a good deal of the occult rituals i remembered were legit others i just haven't looked into yet

partially a matter of not entirely wanting to know, so far everything i find always lines up perfect

it's somewhere between satisfying and unpleasant, satisfying because i like when things fall into place (blame virgo stuff for that) and unpleasant because if things go in that direction and head where they supposedly well **** ... at least it'll be interesting

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It is open. I get an ear pain when the energy is too concentrated right there though.

posted August 18, 2019 12:25 PM            

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Originally posted by Hikaru29:
All the time. And I can go away for long periods w/o missing home.

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Same; unless it's a day where I did not sleep well the night before, I hate being at home.