posted August 03, 2019 05:27 PM            

Don't sweat the Neptune transit. Believe me, you've already passed through the worst of that when it was opposite natal Saturn. With the S.Node it is mostly a matter of not getting pulled back into old fear, anxiety, or these kinds of emotionally based beliefs or reactions as seen with family, people in your past.

Uranus's transit trine natal Saturn is also a good stabilizer to help you move forward and overcome some obstacles, as is Saturn's current trine to natal Moon. Stabilizing, helping you get your life lined up better, inner and outer.

posted August 04, 2019 02:20 AM            

indeed i didn't talk about the strong stabilizing transit occuring in my chart, but it can be discusses as uranus will also approach chiron/moon conjunction in opposition to natal uranus shaking grounds.

the stationary period from the saturn trine to the moon will end soon and saturn will apply a square to natal pluto again that brought a lot of bad new in terms of money loss and hindrances in projects when saturn applied the square to natal pluto in retrograde motion.

i am relying as you said on transiting pluto sextile mars to counter neptune effect as i strongly believe the heavier is the planet the stronger its effect apply over the less heavier one. Plus, Jupiter entering capricorn in december in sextile to my natal venus will satbilize even more things but Neptune transit angular so much strong in pisces making a square to natal neptune but a trine to natal uranus is tricky...

i think all my plan will dissolve for some unexpected new paths but its' really weird as evrything i did last 3 or 4 years was already a huge retraining and reshape of myself.

i think some things will be very rooted with jupiter/saturn/pluto in cappy between my 4th/5th house and other things will dissolve like partnership (7th house) and family (4th house) and past ties with neptune square neptune

what i dread the most is my successful application to become psychologist at the university which is very challenged right now by a lot of administrative officer who don't want me to do it and as i read neptune square neptune make you lose your dream in life and Transiting neptune in opposition to AC/north node dissolve what you aim for and lead you to delude about yourself.

posted August 06, 2019 04:22 PM            

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... what i dread the most is my successful application to become psychologist at the university which is very challenged right now by a lot of administrative officer who don't want me to do it and as i read neptune square neptune make you lose your dream in life and Transiting neptune in opposition to AC/north node dissolve what you aim for and lead you to delude about yourself...

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Neptune square natal Neptune is a transit that has you take another hard look at your aspirations and ideals. They will almost certainly have to change from what they were -- or at least undergo a serious evaluation of motivations.

This transit intensifies your push towards your ideals, but if those are attached to something like a specific position or role then there is very much the chance of major disillusionment. Our ideals are not held by others outside us, but by who we aim to become on the inside -- our spiritual character and what we desire to offer the world in service to others; how we use our creativity, ideas, imagination. How our hearts are aligned to the world of others.

Assume your notions of what you are aiming for are based on partly formed ideas or a narrowed perspective polluted by some idealisms; idealism referring to unrealistic expectations along a time arc.

However, this transit can be used to cultivate a stronger, clearer feeling within your imagination of the character of your life's eventual outcomes, leaving the details for the universe to work out. You'll experience the most stress, disappointment, disillusionment if you've already made up your mind about what your dreams should be attached to in worldly outcomes (of position, status, etc). The universe may be trying to tell you that there are other even better things in store if you stay focused more on the emotional content and spiritual meaning of your ideals rather than some specific outward role or form you think they should take.

With the transit to the S.Node added, it means you must deal with elements of your past that you have tried to move away from with your aspirations. Otherwise, they will trip you up -- from the inside.

Planetary energies don't simply act in arbitrary fashion to deny us happiness in life. We do that to ourselves.

This is a mid-life crisis combination in which you may discover how some features of a distorted self-concept have polluted your aims. Assume there are positive things about yourself you have not recognized, but also some dynamics about your personality that you have overlooked and need to learn. Be lenient with yourself and patient in the process as Neptune square natal Neptune has around 4 years remaining.

In other words, assume your aspirations were appropriate enough to move you forward, but some of your concepts, even what you consider the ideal in life, will need to be modified to move to the next step.