posted August 16, 2019 08:37 AM            

all the while I'm trying to keep my head up and stay strong, when I feel just so battered as of late.

I'm sure if you've been through tough times, you know the story...

I'm wondering if you guys could kindly check my chart, transits and maybe give me a clue as to what's going on? And what's possibly going to happen :\

And is anything GOOD going to happen?

I can look at my transits myself, but because of the state I am in, I find it hard to see anything better on the horizon >.<

I don't mind you saying whatever you see, even without cushioning or fluff. Life ain't all sunshine and daisies, I know that.
And hey, forewarned is forearmed, so if you see anything getting worse (yay..) well, better I know tbh...

I want to express my gratitude in advance, anything and everything could help, so don't hold back please <3 bad news or good news, I can take it.

posted August 16, 2019 09:53 AM            

FIRST, Let me wish you a Happy Birthday!! {{ }}

Sometimes birthdays have a way of throwing a spotlight on things, looking in hindsight, and facing unknown unplannable parts of the future we feel blind to.

Your first paragraph have keywords that belong to your Capricorn Transits right now.

For a while... you have had transits that have the energy of 'discouragement' that accompanies it. Sense of self-doubting.

You've made it through your Saturn Return now.. and in-time, you will know what that was all about for yourself. Sometimes it takes Time to real-ize what some very important passages in our lives really meant for us.

Capricorn... BIG warnings and notations about staying ethical and moral in your doings. (You're have Pluto and Saturn on top of your MC).

Remain on a GOOD path, and shun following the path of joining those with ruthless intentions. Always be CLEAR in yourself with what is ethically morally correct.. The Right Thing To Do. Strive not to deviate from that.. and you eventually will have your Rewards.

If you don't 'know yourself' and have a plan made for your future yet, then work on that. Do NOT take cheating shortcuts, wrong-shortcuts. It will bite you in the butt later if you did.

There may be some folks who might 'see' that you Do The Right Thing, and they will "try" to take you down for it. Do NOT be moved .. Stay the Right Course in life, the BEST you know how.

A Good Reputation WILL follow you. I promise. There WILL be people who see your Character, and 'rewards' come of that.

As far as your losses, and loss-awarenessess?

I think the whole world is "spooked" right now, with what's going on with leaderships and changes in the nations and with earth changes. We are having "Collective PTSD".. post traumatic stress, and acute stresses as things 'happen' beyond our ability to Control.

Please be Kind to your self, and be Mindful of others in trouble too--- WE can help each other.

I'll leave this for you, for now.
When/if I bump into good information, I'll pass that along.

Happy Birthday, Sweetie!!!!!
Keep your chin UP!!! There's always something Good.
That's the truth to explore and 'Find'.

Love you, Lalafortunaea.
We are so 'fortunaea' to have you here with us at LL.

ADD-- You have some really beautiful features to your chart!!
Look to your flowing Mars aspects.
Harness that. It's in a beautiful positive rectangle. Utilize it.

posted August 16, 2019 11:29 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:

Happy Birthday, Sweetie!!!!!
Keep your chin UP!!! There's always something Good.
That's the truth to explore and 'Find'.

Love you, Lalafortunaea.
We are so 'fortunaea' to have you here with us at LL.

ADD-- You have some really beautiful features to your chart!!
Look to your flowing Mars aspects.
Harness that. It's in a beautiful positive rectangle. Utilize it.

What have you chosen to go into, vocationally?

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Yeah, I should look to my mars. Thankfully it saves me a lot, and helps me feel more confident, even if... I don't feel it,
I at least can walk the walk.

And vocationally? interesting you mention that, as I'm getting back into music and singing.
But before, nothing really substantial. Just jobs here and there.

Thank you for your well wishes and inspiration. I'm hoping I feel so myself again eventually. Right now though,
just thinking of that plan to go out for dinner to celebrate my bithday leaves me feeling awful, simply because hearing anyone sing
"happy birthday" will make me die inside because there's nothing happy right now. It's all just so bleak seeming right now.

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Originally posted by Graham:

Your Saturn Return will have taken place around 06:55am on 30th November 2018. ... Please post that Saturn Return Chart on this thread, and confirm (if correct) that the Mars-Neptune trine in your natal chart became a Mars-Neptune conjunction in your Saturn Return Chart.

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Of course, here's the date of my SR:

posted August 16, 2019 12:18 PM            

Currently Tr Uranus is biquintile by just under a 2 degree orb your chart Ruler Venus actually so you can argue that Tr Uranus is activating all the planets involved in your Chart Ruler Tsquare.