posted September 23, 2019 04:23 AM            

I don't have financial security at the moment as I am looking for a job, my mum is being weird and won't talk to me and I am 1 year out of a long term relationship and it feels worse now than it did then, I feel like I am going backwards.

This has surprise me, the level of emotionality, I have cried every day for the last week or so, it really ramped up around the Pisces Full Moon and its getting my natal Leo moon down...I was feeling so great and now this, its draining and unproductive and just awful really.

Can anyone share their experiences...is this going to get better because I don't think I will cope with another 2+ years of this.

posted September 23, 2019 06:11 AM            

Nothing significant happened at that time but I felt gloomy and depressed all the time and I couldn't understand it. This lasted the whole year. When something bad happened during this period, my emotions went crazy... kept crying & crying.

posted September 23, 2019 07:35 AM            

It moved into Cancer in early June, so it has only been a few months.

I was watching and anticipating it...and kinda thought it could get emotional, but this is surprising as the first 2ish months were fine. And it is really strange in that right now I have my mojo back....it flip flops without warning lol

I live in a beautiful apartment which is so nurturing and am looking after myself with food and exercise etc which I believe is helpful for this cancer progression. I just hate all the tears and a subtle depression of sorts...yuk yuk yuk!

posted September 23, 2019 09:12 AM            

Well at least you get a sample of it because, I have had this placement since birth and have learned to control it from childhood.It will take practice.

You will feel a heightened need for emotional support and a sense of "community". Rebuffs and people backing away from you will be taken more personally than ever-especially if it's people you consider "family".

You may be crying over your boyfriend because you miss being with someone and now feel "exposed". It's not because you specifically miss HIM(there is a difference).

For now, hold those you love and appreciate closer to you and tell them how much you appreciate them. It may be time to do the emotional one-on-one talks with them to clear outstanding issues as you are more receptive now than ever.

Stay away from exposing yourself to videos of an extreme nature-those that are violent or those that are suggestive of violence. It'll only agitate you and make you feel sad about the "unsafe" state the world is in today.

And perhaps the most important thing to note is that you WILL be acting "cray cray". People will say things to irk you or they may seem like they are "mean" to you etc. It's not that you are "overreacting",but your feelings may be on autopilot sometimes and sensitized to the words/gestures they make.

Consider all things within the context they are in ie.if your friend is all of a sudden "hurtful". Ask yourself whether your friend of 4 plus years is actually being "mean" to you intentionally? Or are you picking out what they are saying to "victimize" yourself needlessly?

It's just heightened feelings,heightened awareness like psychic energy filling up your energetic field. And so it feels "too much" because it is not yet being controlled effectively .That's all.Channel it in ways that makes this energy work for YOU. Not you "against" it.

You may attract Capricorns or Aquarius types a lot.Or those not that emotional & whom find your emotional energy magnetic and a place to project their shadow qualities on to by giving you the "mother" role in their life.

Also possible is attracting Pisces/Taurus types, whom will seem like very good and/or understanding friends that are helpful in navigating the "treacherous" emotional landmines that you encounter unexpectedly now.

posted September 23, 2019 09:38 PM            

that is really helpful information...thanks for sharing

Yeah I don't think Im crying because I miss him, I was happy I ended it, it had to be done, but i must admit Im struggling with the realisation of who he is.. we had a venus opp neptune exact in synastry, and I was having neptune conjunct my natal sun for the entire relationship, so the rose tinted glasses are off...admitting to myself that I didn't see him clearly - ouch!

Yes family is really important to me and issues with my mum are a punish...she annoys me like most mums can but she is currently ignoring me which is so hurtful, not because of anything I have done...her scorpio moon in action I think.

I think once I get a job (sun in 2nd house here) I will feel a lot more secure...at this stage I will be happy with any job, rather than in my field, just to get money flowing.

posted September 24, 2019 01:05 PM            

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Originally posted by starstruck1:
Thank you for sharing and for your warmth...So you feel that once you settle into it, it can soften or perhaps you adjust?

It moved into Cancer in early June, so it has only been a few months.

I was watching and anticipating it...and kinda thought it could get emotional, but this is surprising as the first 2ish months were fine. And it is really strange in that right now I have my mojo back....it flip flops without warning lol

I live in a beautiful apartment which is so nurturing and am looking after myself with food and exercise etc which I believe is helpful for this cancer progression. I just hate all the tears and a subtle depression of sorts...yuk yuk yuk!

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Mine went into Cancer in Dec 2017. I didn't immediately feel it. Then sometime in Feb 2018 I suddenly felt a bit down and I couldn't understand why. I went on a trip just to make myself feel better. A few months later some things happened and I became an emotional wreck (boyfriend problem... friendships problem... problems even with people I barely know...you name it). It all affected me badly. This lasted till about Feb 2019. After that I gradually got better as I refocused myself. My pMoon is now at 25° Cancer. Can't wait for it to enter Leo.

posted September 24, 2019 02:36 PM            

With all the things you described, I guarantee you there are other factor involved (like what aspects Moon is making more recently and transits to natal Moon/IC, etc).

The Moon progressed into Cancer in my chart in Nov 2009 and was already in the 10th house. I didn't experience it as negative or particularly emotional in any sustained way. I also was not getting any major stressful transits to natal Moon, IC, Asc.

Moon in the 4th house gets you to delve into the deepest personal concerns -- at a feeling level. The gift of it may be to feel you discontent with things so you can gather the determination to change them.

Sometimes we have to move back before we can go forward.

posted September 24, 2019 03:25 PM            

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posted September 24, 2019 06:13 PM            

sharing your experiences is really helpful.

Kannon...
You are right and I hadn't considered that but I currently have pluto sq my aries venus/saturn/IC @ 22/23deg conjunction, with saturn baring back down....I have been watching this one as the january pluto/saturn conjunct will be a direct hit to this point. I am somewhat scared as to how that one will pan out.

My natal moon is currently only receiving one nice applying trine from jupiter.

I have mars/neptune conjunct 10/11th house cusp which is a tricky aspect and doesn't work well with motivation and action but these are areas I am working on. I am so passive in some ways but I expect that this transit is in fact bringing my awareness to that to work on and change it.

Ami, I cry at everything too sometimes...its just so uncomfortable.

posted September 24, 2019 06:31 PM            

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