posted October 03, 2019 02:14 AM            

the 80s generation will get a special neptune square neptune transit because, as uranus was in scorpio in the 80s, Transiting neptune will apply a trine to their natal uranus.

posted October 04, 2019 02:58 PM            

I lost my mother under the square, rekindled a sibling relationship, and then lost it again, for the same reason as the first time. So much has happened, I wouldn't know where to start.

posted October 05, 2019 03:07 PM            

Neptune's transit square natal Neptune usually lasts 4-5 years and it tends to work best for us when there are simultaneous Jupiter transits to bring out optimism, better perspective, and decisiveness; or when there are smooth Uranus or Pluto transits.

That doesn't mean that lacking such simultaneous transits during Neptune square natal Neptune means it will be a bad experience resulting in bad outcomes.

Neptune square natal Neptune presses upon us to put our ideals into motion. They cannot remain abstractions. Problems happen and it is a much more stressful experience if ideals are attached to external positions, material security/survival. You cannot extract a single good thing from Neptune while in survival mode. The transpersonal outer planets only offer their spiritual goods to those who are willing to be aware enough to transcend survival mode and apply consciousness power to creating their own outcomes.

Neptune offers mostly uncertainty, illusion after illusion, blind faith, disappointment, etc, etc, until we begin transcending survival mode and fear (self/ego) to join forces with the larger power of the universe as Creators of our mutual experience.

posted October 09, 2019 03:44 AM            

I am being hit quite hard by neptune opposition to my asc/North node righ now...i am very tired and i expect my energies will be low for longtime until neptune will end its cojunction to natal mars so i have like 4-5 years ahead with very moody energies....
i have also lot of confusion in relationship, i have notice my sustained attention is lower because energies are low but when i am in good mood i am able to follow what others people said, my emotional body is just like very sensitive and unaligned, lots of anxiety can overflow me when i am in some group but i feel very good when i am alone maybe because transiting saturn is in trine with my ascendant right now. it's like i feel unsafe around people more than ever...

i feel lost because i have put tremendous efforts on managing to follow a highly selective university program and i experiment bad relationships with others students, i will say more there is hate, i never felt so much schizoid in my life and at the same time, paradoxically, being happy with it... I have had seen my application to internship rejected and the last job meeting with 2 high profiles in the field i want to work told me i have more a research profile than a professional one for what is being asked for the job. I am forced to recognize maybe i mislead myself in some way like what i aim for in the career field is not what i am being made for...

my self image is just being hit by time and hardships wear and tear, i saw people can't even look at me like my premature old face is just repelling and betray all past sufferings ,repressions and frustrations

so i am even considering stop everything is running now to go for working alone jobs...

i have a lot of deception around myself and others. Lots of snakes arounds with smile coming at you but feeling they will suck only your energies and at the same time i have seen some people with very beautiful energies that i have rarely seen in my life. i have seen a girl therapist with a high quality of presence who just reflecting my own energies : i look at her eyes was just red and tearful, and she turn her head at a moment to hide his reactions of feeling my own sufferings...she just sending back my own projection, mirroring my pain....