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From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
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posted October 07, 2019 04:30 PM            

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I have been in a very bad bitchy mood this morning...is it transit moon in aquarius opposing my nessus? Lord, I am visiting my folks and my desire to rebel is very strong towards any attempt my mom has towards controlling me. Like my patience is non existent right now towards the things she does that trigger and annoy me. I am tired of her crap and having to deal with her crap arrrrghhhh. I feel the older I get the less patience I have for bullshi*.

Transit moon in aquarius wants to not be controlled in the slightest and to be left the F alone, similar vibe to my chart ruler jupiter conjunct uranus in saggi. No wonder I enjoy living far away in a mountain, nothing says leave me the fuc* alone like living in a mountain 9,000 feet up the ground many states away from your mother. Yes there are benefits to having your support system close by but it also comes with annoyances and strings attached like your mother's controlling personality and treating you like a patient bc she is a doctor and is an "expert."

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posted October 07, 2019 05:10 PM            

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I'm having a bit*hy year in general. It all started during the Saturn-Pluto conjunction earlier this year. I think it's because I'm still struggling to break out of "writer's block" for lack of better terminology and now I've become a bit*h about it, because what I'm dealing with doesn't seem like what writers call "writer's block" at all. Being so stuck appears to be having an extreme effect on me.

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posted October 07, 2019 08:30 PM            

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posted October 07, 2019 08:34 PM            

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I had a post all written, and lost it before I posted the above.

I'm a bit tense, but Mars is going to conjoin my Pluto when it hits 6 or 7 Libra, so it's applying in energy right now. Then it will move into my 12th house. It's hitting all of my cardinal, and Pluto is square my Mercury. Saturn and Pluto will soon square my Ceres/Chiron/Sun (technically, Pluto already is, by 2-3 degrees). Really sounds like a fun month, or entire holiday season coming up.

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From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
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posted October 07, 2019 09:55 PM            

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Hahahahaha relatable...describes well my mood today

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posted October 08, 2019 12:02 AM            

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This whole year has been like that for me, tbh. I always grateful when I'm left alone and to my own devices.

I'm not interested in fighting battles. That requires interacting with people.

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posted October 08, 2019 12:17 AM            

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I think transit chiron in aries at 3d retro applying my IC in aries at 1d is playing a role bringing to the surface anger repressed over the years involving things I have addressed to my mother bother me in the past but I feel is not heard. Since I am visiting her and this transit is active, this stuff comes to the surface and I am feeling more the IC in Aries than my moon in pisces in response to her since transit chiron is on my IC. She is a good mom so is complicated. However, chiron is at beginning of my 4H. I feel this trip is starting my Chiron through the 4H journey, I don't normally have cutting ties thoughts but for the first time ever there were glimpses today were I wanted to cut ties with her. I dont want that to be the outcome. I have noticed though, she never lets pride keep her away from me when we have issues and my moon in pisces always forgives if a person doesn't want to lose me so odds are I wont cut ties during this transit but is interesting I even considered it and feel this transit may be why. I feel the shadow side of my role as a daughter is definitely showing up today, seems I need to reflect more on this and unpack this more.

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posted October 08, 2019 01:25 PM            

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I am, but that's just PMS working...

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