posted November 01, 2019 02:51 PM            

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I am sorry to hear that you have been suffering from depression and that it has been effecting you from living the life you want to live. Depression is not an easy thing to deal with but I am certain that you will surpass the hurdle in time .

And no, I personally don't find anything that you said as "preachy" in anyway. If anything, I welcome a well thought out post backed by proof and research.

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Thankfully in my case, it's not clinical depression so much as situational/circumstantial induced depression. The Sun is my chart ruler and is widely conjunct Mercury, both in Crappicorn (smile). Mercury rules the 2nd and 11th Houses, as well as North Node, Jupiter, Mars, and Saturn Sign placements. I.e., two rather sensitive/receptive/highlighted Planets.

With both T. Saturn and Pluto going back and forth over these for awhile, let's just say, life has been a little testing and "extra" of late. It feels like I've been run through a very stony and thorny garden, while all I wanted to do was be Ferdinand the Bull and look at and smell some pretty flowers. "Goshdarnit, why can't I just friqqen smell some pretty friqquen flowers already! But NOOOO, I have to be tortured by being drug through the stones and thorns.. Well F'U 'higher self'" (Leo Rising & very strong Jupiter, coming out just a wee bit).

posted November 03, 2019 01:14 AM            

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Originally posted by polkadotstars:
Interesting because my mom is a Virgo ascendant and never cooks. She always gets McDonald’s breakfasts or is fine with pizza or Chinese for dinner. She has never placed importance on a “healthy” lifestyle.

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What's the rest of her chart like?

posted November 04, 2019 05:47 PM            

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Originally posted by anonymidarkness:
^ My my, whats the time gap ?

Buried emotions can give a bit of gastric I've found.

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posted November 04, 2019 05:51 PM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
i dont care for fast food, and generally prefer to eat at home eat (i like to see my food being prepared and know everything is clean and whatnot) i tend to eat healthy etc

i dont see a point in having what i eat be unhealthy when drugs and alcohol are more pleasant vices, there has to be some kind of balance

im a virgo sun, aries moon, libra rising/venus, leo mercury, cap mars

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I'm still trying to meal plan/prep here, not doing so well, but I've made a few things.

posted November 04, 2019 08:38 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I'm still trying to meal plan/prep here, not doing so well, but I've made a few things.

Yesterday, I was hungry when we were out, so I went for taco bell, for the first time in over a year, I think. Now that I have a favourite Mexican restaurant, I've gone there, or made something at home. The burrito I got from Taco bell, was so bad. It wasn't even warm. We should have taken it back. Dad's was the same way. Just awful.

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ive never had food from there so i have no idea of what it's even like warm

cant be bothered with food prep or planning either though, it makes me very uneasy to commit to things so far in advance and it would take a long time for me to even make decisions like that

i didnt eat at all the other day because i couldnt figure out what i felt like eating, ended up getting drunk instead and going for a walk

by the time i got back i was too tired to eat so i just slept instead

i struggle with minor decisions like that, and the idea of making a plan and sticking to it makes me anxious as ****

feels like im boxing myself in without knowing whether or not i'll even want something in a few days

posted November 04, 2019 08:41 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
Oh, nothing is buried here. This is more than anything like that. It's been going on for almost ten years now.

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