posted February 28, 2020 01:19 AM            

This first one is not so much a poem, but a metaphorical short story:

"White Swan Star Song

Not by chance this weary traveler came upon a Star whose Light was bright. But her rays were occluded by a swirling vortex of dark dust and debris that enclosed her radiance tight.
As I stared, transfixed, she burst in a micronova; a heart explosion of Joy and Love from her Center and much of the dark clouds around her dispersed.

Did the in love observer affect the observed?

But the transformation was not yet complete. I saw her past unfold: This Star, this partial center of my binary system changed form and became a beautiful White Swan.

'Feminine Cygnus unveiled across a bridge of Magpies'

A cruel hunter saw her and instead of appreciating her purity and beauty as I, he was perversely moved to violently shoot her. I could do naught but rage and cry!
The strong but also fragile Swan survived, but not unscathed. As pieces of buckshot had lodged in her wings and dangerously near her heart.

And she kept flying and flying, far away, trying to escape the pain. But the pain would not cease, only could be numbed and ignored to slightly decrease.

She flew until utterly exhausted and could fly no more and in the darkest of nights, landed upon a lonesome mountaintop. She rested for a bit, quiet and still, but an earthquake of aching began to rumble from deep within.
She lifted her tear glazed gaze to the Heavens and to the multitude of Stars within the firmament and cried out, "Beloved Imma (Mother)-Abba (Father) Source, please help me to heal this wounded heart. I want to know and be Love; to be Whole. Turn me into a Star full of Light like the ones above lighting up the night!"

She heard a voice, neither male nor female, but somehow both; strong but soft and gentle, "Beloved, do you not yet know the truth? You were always a Star of mine full of Light. Just open your Heart and see the truth for yourself. Behold!"

Two different, but connected waves of Love crashed into her heart. One immense wave from our Source, and a much smaller wave from the weary traveler, and the waves merged into One as it filled up her heart center.

She opened up her eyes and saw herself truly--she was a bright White Star, whose Light bled and merged into the light of many, many other Stars all connected together within a Constellation with the shape of a Swan.

I the weary traveler and Star lover have seen the past and the present. I know not the future, but with her hand in mine, we walk together into it with no expectations and with open hearts. For the circular Journey back to Source while nearly finished, is not yet quite complete. And we shall end, where we began, in the Light of the Stars."

posted February 28, 2020 01:27 AM            

All doubt, fear, uncertainty have burned away and are now completely gone.
All that remains is sure knowing and a Love song.

In you, I see our Spirit's fragmented mirror.
And the image reflected back, couldn't be any more beautiful and clearer.

I have waited for you and this all consuming Love for over 12, 000 years long.
How much longer will you make me wait before you sound the gong?

I know that your heart needs to heal.
But in your forgiveness of me, and through our union, your heart wound can be annealed.

Deep holistic transformation is awaiting us my Beloved.
To get there though, you must step through the shadows of fear and into the Light of Love.

My Heart-Light can help guide the way, if you would but let it.
And we can become as merged and One again, as we were in Kemet.

Don't you hear me calling for you through the cacaphonic thunder, and piercing through the dense fog and mist?
Please do not let this sacred, divinely arranged opportunity be smashed to nothingness by your hurt or your angry fist.

I have seen through all the dark and distorted Plutonian masks that you sometimes wear.
In my Sirian-Arcturian light gray blue eyes, all of you is laid completely bare.

This is frightening to you I know.
But what I see most and underneath it all, is a pure Soul wanting to grow and grow.

One that I will always completely love and accept and never again abandon.
So come into my embrace, and together we will walk into this transformation.

Can you not sense that this is a once in a lifetime love?
Then walk with me through the Fire, let it burn out the dross, and emerge as unto like a pure White Dove.

posted February 28, 2020 01:31 AM            

    Time keeps passing by in a slow crawl, as I wait and wait for my other half. Dreams of her come and go, and yet I still patiently wait, longing to look into her eyes and to hold her once again. 

  I once told her that I would always forgive and cherish her, and that still holds true. I know she needs her time as she weaves, and then sleeps a deep slumber in her cocoon of transformation. 

    When she listens to her heart and Soul's deeper intuition, she desires to reach out, and yet she goes back to that powerful intellect of hers (the one she has taken refuge in for so long as a shield against a hurtful world), having been born under the sign of the head, and the body being ruled by the Planet of the mind. And this always brings her back to doubt, confusion, fear, and worry. 

  It all could be so much easier than she makes it. The past will be forgiven by me, and no reprimand hiding in wait like a crouching tiger. I just long for my love and other half. I'm beyond sorry for hurtful words said in haste, anger, confusion, and pain, and I know she is too.

  I silently implore in my heart and mind, "be brave, take the leap, you'll be safe in my arms, we can come to love each other unconditionally and completely"

  I wonder, does she hear, does she think or want similarly?  Why won't she just tell me?  Is she afraid that the dam will burst and all the passion, repressed hurt and pain from the past, disappointment in self, and powerful, all level attraction will completely overwhelm her?  My Soul tells her, "let it, this is when the real healing will begin. It's not something to fear, but embrace and surrender to."  

posted February 28, 2020 04:04 AM            

Would you mind posting your synastry?

posted February 28, 2020 01:10 PM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosion:
I'm glad to hear that you are in a process of opening up and attuning more. Yes, I agree, it seems to be increasing among the collective in a general sense. I suspect this is because we are not too far away from the trials by Fire, the massive Earth changes, and the collapse of this current 'civil'ization so that the Phoenix can be reborn through and in it's ashes.

Thank you for the advice. T. Saturn and Pluto conjunct the ruler of my chart, the Sun, and Mercury ruler of a number of important/sensitive placements, has been a very intense, heavy, and very testing time for me and on many levels simultaneously.

I came close to breaking. I came close to leaving.

Right now, I'm really enjoying feeling more like a helium filled balloon rather than a heavy weight sinking to the dark depths of the ocean... I will come back to the Earth soon enough, but my heart is singing and rejoicing, and I don't believe in repression/suppression--either of joyous/uplifting feelings nor that of heavy ones.

"When are you gonna come down?
When are you going to land?
I should have stayed on the farm
I should have listened to my old man"

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It's not really that I'm in a process of opening because that opening-of-receptivity have been 'completed' since about a year back - I've done all my major purging, integrated the energies and stabilized myself and all understanding of my service call(s).
It's more that now I am sensing her call, which is a general intuitive-antennae pick-up + she approached me in dream again for the first time since July kind of disclosing a return (whereas in July it was a 'sorry'). I think she is very close to wrap up her own purification - but I am absolutely not taking physical union for granted, and I wouldn't mind if it turns out we decided not to do it.

In terms of Earth incl human culture rebirthing itself, it's stated that the hierarchy hold council meetings in the 25th year of every century. Closing in on 2025 I wouldn't be surprised if the next 5 years disclose a dramatic peaking of energies. Saturn + Jupiter + Neptune all approaching the tail-end of Pisces feels like a wrap-up of a major cycle. Step by step into Age of Aquarius. Not sure if a cataclysmic event will ensue, but I do believe that we will be prompted more and more to ripen our souls: TF's + Starseeds are big players to assist in this.

I took away the grounding-sentence since I suspect you are competent enough to surf your natural motion-waves. Gravity works both ways.

posted March 02, 2020 10:13 AM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosion:

This experience has taken another turn, and somewhat bittersweet for me.

My partner woke me up this morning with, "did you hear/see this?!". She is FB friends with the person I was talking about earlier. (Oddly, they were FB friends before either of us ever met her).

She very recently listed her status as married, and there is a pic of her between two men being kissed on either cheek.

So, I could be all wrong about how she feels about me. From her emails to me, it's possible that she is not literally married (she didn't say to a certain person), but considers herself married to Christ/Love. She is at a sort of spiritual retreat thing right now. She has been having very intense psychic and spiritual experiences, and she said something about feeling Yeshua's energy working in her, and her trying to get through to people about love.

Anyways, I don't know what to think or how to feel. Guess I probably should just detach for now until I know more. Also, I can't be hypocritical. I believe that a person can be in love with more than one person at once, and I'm also married, so it doesn't necessarily mean she doesn't have feelings for me also. I very much love/am in love with my partner as well.

Just the suddenness of it took me by surprise, I suppose.

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On your expression of affection towards me?
I'll take a big prolonged BEAR Hug!
Thanks! *grin*

Serious---
Okay Galactic... I'm going to express my HUMAN feelings. I read your post, and have waited before replying.

As a HUMAN, I feel such despondency for you, and what's happening in your life.

I cannot BELIEVE that your wife can BE SO CALLOUS and SELFISH. That's truly SELF-CENTERED of her to DISREGARD your "bonds". She's out there in a foreign nation saying she is 'spiritual' and 'married to Christ'??

Hellloooooo?????
She's MARRIED TO YOU. In THIS world. This right-now world!!!!

Please forgive me, but, you CAN'T have a BONA FIDE "Marriage" when she's off screwing all kinds of other people. no no no no no no no

Soooooo SELFISH-- Caring ONLY about her own self pleasures.

SHE is MARRIED to YOU. PERIOD..
When you both took an OATH to forsake others, THAT is "still binding".

Have you both since that time, negated your COVENANT, and instead turned your BOND into just-a-contract????

There's a difference between a COVENANT you make WITH that other person, and a contract that EXPIRES.

Selfish selfish selfish...;...
SHE has HURT you, and I can SENSE that terrible HURT in you.....
I can hardly believe that another human who had PLEDGED FIDELITY could insult you soooo horribly.

If the person has only 'slipped' and had a temporary shack-up, then came BACK to Commitment, that's one thing.

But this SCREWING AROUND like that.... ugh.
Big ugh. Big 'insult' to you, Galactic and I'm upset that she hurt you like that.
I grieve for you right now...…
That was NOT what you BOTH went into a "LIFE" COVENANT for.

Where you have NO pledge of LOYALTY, and NO purposeful codependency (YES, a positive codependency meaning that you are a UNION, a 'ONE-LIFE Organism' Together), then you HAVE NO PARTNER... She rendered it dead, and 'in name' only??

You are soooo in-love with her!!
On one hand, she doesn't DESERVE you....
And there she is... talking about being all HOLY, and SPIRITUAL?

~~duh. SPIRITUAL means that she then must MEET her responsibility pledged to another earthly human being.

LIFE is short. We are 'spiritual' ALL THE TIME, and 'in a body' for a time that is like a 'blade of grass'.

I.... I can't believe how SELFISH this "spiritual" person was.

In a relationship, "CHRIST" becomes the Third in a Union between TWO people who agree on making a bond and an oath.

Relationships help us overcome our FLESH/selfishness egos. Being equally in an agreement to give 'each other's life' TO the Other. Your very-life depending on the other.

It's not about pleasing ONLY SELF!!!
The OTHER is as 'the self'.
We learn ABOUT ourselves, through 'relationship', through OTHER.

So...…
In a way...…
thank you for letting me express this.

Please correct me where I am Wrong?
BUT

I think it's HORRIBLE to Hurt Other persons like that, for SELFISHNESS.

It is NOT 'partnering' if the other person can easily 'ditch' you, for 'their own' purpose.

Again.... sorry for my forthrightness?????
I Know and realize that you, Galactic, value having a "poly" sex union. (I'm not going to call that marriage-- it's 'not real'.)

I told you I had watched between 5 to 10 videos on "poly" marriage... I TRIED to envision it??? Yeah, sure great-- if all you're into is flesh pleasure. It's a license to be promiscuous. Hell, if you're a horny person it could be heaven to just get in bed with anybody at anytime.... but

They say that sex is the 'glue' to a marriage. A WHOLESOME incredibly nutritious stable marriage. A 'union'...

So..... I need a Bear Hug today.
And I virtually SEND you one.

I Hope you GET what you WANT in Relationship, Galactic.
I Hope it FULFILLS you, body mind soul and spirit.

There are "legitimate" reasons for divorce.
(abuse)

Thing is, a Marriage is not-just between TWO people.
It is a Marriage of families,
and The Village/Community needs to uphold the BOND--
be there for the couple as they Grow in character, and grow DEEPER into Love with EACH year that is Celebrated.

I Hope she gets finished this 'time' away from you, and both come BACK together in a Renewal of your ORIGINAL Oaths.
Book of Hosea

In THIS short lifetime, you Pledged.
If it is 'abusive' to be together now, then release your BONDS, your Oaths. Cut free.
(Protect your self, Galactic???? Don't "spiritualize" this??? BRING it 'down to earth'. Reality.)

Time is soo short.

I loved what Barbara Hand Clow said in her Book {on liquid Light of Sex.. Kundalini.. she changed the title now}.
She said that if couples can go through the Uranus opp Uranus time period, and remain in a bond until you pass into your 50s, then the Value of having been and STAYED in a bond together begins to 'show Fruits'.

Grow Old Together.
Commitment bears Fruit.

But then TOO-----
You are a YOUNGER Generation.. Things are different for your times??

(I just couldn't imagine that for my own self.... It would feel soooo "isolating" to have a partner that went around screwing other partners.)

(music) Peter, Paul and Mary - Wedding Song "There is Love" (25th Anniversary Concert) [3:33] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RrTfNTzAvYY

You are a Blessing, GalacticCoreExplosion.
You deserve the Best.