posted May 20, 2020 01:15 AM            

I'm trying to depict the life of my Mom... I'm having a bit of trouble though and not sure if I find it to be as accurate.

Her Moon and IC are in Pisces. I can totally feel it, her emotions are very chaotic... However, I can definitely also feel Aries, rather specifically - in the home that is. However, I always thought you find it rather difficult achieving the attributes of the NN. In this case, it seems to be her default. Always finding reason to lose her temper. Anyway I love my mom so not looking to bash her on the web here lol.

But mostly, I'm curious how... They say that you seek out or obsess towards achieving the characteristics of your NN. I'm sure she doesn't as a default thrive to be this way. She becomes extremely Aries-like though. And her Mars its ruler is in Scorpio. Square her Aquarius Mercury. Extremely manipulative venomous and just unhealthy I pity the people standing in her way lol. She essentially starts spewing like Lynn Toler, the judge in Divorce Court just in all the negative ways possible.

Anyway dunno why I'm continuing with this complete gossip lol. I didn't get to my actual question yet. What does she 'thrive' for in life, dying to achieve or something. I know she's obsessed with baking which is pretty typical of NN in ones' fourth house, but why or how is this Aries-like in any way. Or what does she 'yearn' for with this setup. I know her SN Libra is a pretty typical attribute she has, especially its ruler being in the 3rd in Pisces. The social side of her life that is... Not sure though how this SN relates to it being in the 10th though which is rather career oriented. She's not that way at all, rather finding reason to not do the stuff she loves due to either it not being original enough (MC cusp Virgo with its ruler Mercury in Aqua) or it not being 'perfect' enough (straight up MC Virgo)... She did in her younger years though have an extremely hectic life - getting up at sunrise to work out, so she can go to work so she can get home early enough to take care of us kids...

Anyway would love some help. Precisely with 'depicting' her life.

Additional aspects:
North Node -
In Aries, conjunct Pisces IC
Conjunct 3rd house Chiron and Moon
Ruler Mars in Scorpio 11th house
Sextile Sun

South Node -
In Libra in the 10th
Conjunct Virgo MC, Uranus and Jupiter
Ruler Venus in Pisces 3rd house