posted May 26, 2020 11:04 AM            

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Originally posted by Hikaru29:
I think first you need to have concrete evidence that he's into all these in order for your sister to believe you (let's just say she doesn't know better yet). I agree don't act on impulse so as not to put your sister (and yourself) in danger and it's better to get the authorities involved.

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posted May 26, 2020 03:38 PM            

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Originally posted by Hikaru29:
I think first you need to have concrete evidence that he's into all these in order for your sister to believe you (let's just say she doesn't know better yet). I agree don't act on impulse so as not to put your sister (and yourself) in danger and it's better to get the authorities involved.

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Well alright, right about now this seems like the safest bet.
I still need to think this through.

Also thank you @Hypa

posted May 28, 2020 03:58 PM            

People that I love and I have a connection with. When I had them in my life I felt so lucky and at the same time sad for others who won't ever experience deep soul fullfilling connections.

When someone around me is happy or smth good has happened to him it makes me happy.

Music in dark places (my room/clubs etc).. As years pass the difficulty to let go increases, however I still enjoy music and dancing in the dark as much as I did before. Music speaks to my soul, it's like a language I perfectly knew since the moment I was born.

Staring into nothing/zoning out, I don't know what to call it but it usually happens naturally when I'm tired physically or mentally, staring into whatever is in front of me without really looking at it. The only time my brain relaxes. Anyone doing this btw?

Probably drugs judging from that one time I was drugged by a doctor. My brain was barely functioning only when my mother spoke to me, the emptyness I felt was on a whole other level and it was the best. I felt like a floating soul without a body and a care in the world, so free, like I was one with the universe while at the same time I wasn't existing at all.

Money makes happy both my Moon and 2nd H Venus, Mars and Jupiter. I would help and spoil people I love and myself (also strangers especially unfortunate people if I had enough of it). I'd be calm and safe money wise, no worrying for the future. Me being passive when it comes to taking action wouldn't be a problem anymore. Any type of good/pleasant environment be it happy/positive people, luxury/comfort or whatever else makes me feel good.

I adore cats including wild cats. One tiny movement of their paws, actually their very existence melts my heart (this must be Uranus in 6th H though)

Similar effect to my poor heart has someone I'm in love with when he's sleeping or eating in front of me. I can barely breath, like I'm seeing someone eat/sleep/breathe for the first time in my life and I find it mesmerizing while at the same time I don't know how to handle such high levels of adorability, (cuteness overload). I watch his every little movement of these basic human funtions like my life depends on it.

Staring at the evening/night sky especially when there is sea underneath. It makes me feel free.