posted May 26, 2020 03:44 PM            

Squares are dynamic; they indicate action -- not bad luck or even bad times.

I've been under all these square transits since the beginning of the year, and feeling like i'm constantly leveling up! Which is obviously a great way to feel. But I can't pretend like I wasn't kinda worried when i noticed them looming. Anyway, here's how it's been:

tNeptune sq Sun 0'04˚
tNeptume sq Mercury 0'30˚
----- a CRUCIAL period of transformation for my art/music. not a scary 'dissolution' of self, but a wonderful dissolution of everything that's ever held me back. like, complete ownership of self, through dissolution.

tPluto sq Moon
-----fearless confrontation of unhealthy patterns and compulsions. fearless confrontation of fears. emotional development on a deep, deep level!! nothing slides.

tJupiter sq Moon
-----can't really separate the feeling from the Pluto-moon because they're happening at the same time, but there has been an extinguishing of responsibilities (due to COVID) that lead to outlandish/more extreme behaviors (partying) which also facilitated growth

tSaturn sq Moon
----- ended in February but a huge period of development involving my work, LOTS of external obligations, but a sense of direction and growth.

hell, even tSun sq Saturn yesterday lead to a new career opportunity involving live streaming (since i'm out of live event work for... ever?)

So yeah, only fear the fear itself, and all that. no wait! don't even fear the fear! let it d i s s o l v e ... .. .