posted May 30, 2020 08:32 PM
Hi there..sc0rpioRisingJust "relax" into it. Don't go out and do anything impulsive. Allow the eclipse to run.
Mostly, eclipses affect things in the 'world' on the globe. There may be unexpected events, .. scandals dealing with politics, leaders, kings/queens, and prominent folks in the public eye of governments. Mainly "world events".
It's normal to feel unsettled, even that you sense you are afraid. Let your feelings be 'processed'.
It mainly affects 'larger scale' things and sometimes the changes that come are things we all witness, and it changes our view of the world, what we thought it was like.
Right now, the riots going on over the killing of George Floyd, is something on the forefront for us all.
In the first house, it has to do with the "self".
Could have to do with the way you want to 'appear'..
For example you could have the idea or urge to change your style, your look. Change the appearance of your body in some way.
First house is also connected to 'independence' and 'personal action' you take for yourself in your life.
How you call or label your 'self' .. like, changing you name, decide to change residence and live at a new address, you decide to change job if unhappy with it and take a new position.
I don't have your chart, so, if you don't have any planets there, it could just be a fleeting kind of thing that you consider.
You dye your hair, so, you're called a brunette for a while, rather than blonde. .. Stuff like that.
Could even be change of perspective of how you think about your own self from now on. .. You mentioned that you have a temper and you want to do something about that. Have that intention, and lean-in to deciding to make that change, and eclipse could help?
ParallelToucan.. The nodes will be emphasizing your H8 Gemini, and your H2 Sagittarius. Those houses have to do with your Resources.. be they material, mental, or spiritual. Self-esteem and feelings of security.
You could gain or lose a job, so your resources change. You could discover a talent you have (H2) and it gives you confidence which helps you feel more secure. You gain an improved attitude, which could reflect as a raise in pay? ..
Your moon is at the end of the 5th, so could classify as being in your 6th also. Today, the Sun is on your Mercury, and, you have a lot of energy-stimulation going on... making you more antsy? ..
What's going on with you?
Like I said, if you're in the USA, there is incredible UNREST right now. There's the coronavirus pandemic. Numbers are RISING because some people are 'not' cooperating with social distancing, wearing a mask that protects OTHERS from catching the germ if you have it in your body and are not realizing you do?
These things are raising the 'pressures' that people feel..
If you're in South America?.. (Toucan), I know there are terrible things going on down there!! {{ }} People are scared. Losing their jobs, their homes, .. their health, their lives.
Let the eclipses do their job.
They can bring changes...
Some changes ARE good.
Even if you are in a sticky situation,
take the time to put your life on 'hold' for some minutes of the day-- and learn to Go Inside yourself. Find 'calm' some way.
Use your imagination and with your 'mind', think of how you want to 'feel'. Capture that, for a few minutes a day. Try to hold that through your days.
Believe, keep your hopes 'forward'. That SENSE of hope; and a knowing that things will/can go WELL for you, in spite of how things 'are' or appear to be.
Eclipses are designed for Change.
Change .. can lead to Good.
Even if you think something happened that could be bad?, sometimes some kinds of bad-seeming things wind up being the best thing that could have happened FOR you, a later down the road.
With Lunar Eclipses, you'll know in short time 'what' the sky-event brought you. Usually within the month it happened. Some say longer?? `meh.
Hope this helped?
REF is Bernadette Brady book.
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Here's a Vedic teacher that talks about handling any 'anger' energies that surface in these current times, and, specific to eclipse on June 5-6, 2020.
Vedics measure skyspace using the Constellations {sidereal}, not the western tropical zodiac used in this forum.
The June 5th eclipse is in sidereal Scorpio {Jyeshtha Nakshatra} (western, is Sagittarius).
This teacher often gives great advice!
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The Unravelling! - Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in Jyeshtha, 5th June, 2020
(Michael Reed Astrology{Vedic}, posted May 22, 2020)
[16:09] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pi1zDVnM3tM
P'Toucan, he also gives readings on a sliding scale fee basis. Might be worth it?