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Topic: Need to deal with my "scaredy-cat" tendencies..
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charlie
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posted July 29, 2020 02:29 PM
  
..and get my **** together! All my life I have been able, and capable, of doing the things I've set my mind to BUT, something always happens to make me take a step back. It's sorta like a stage fright where I all of a sudden feel pressure to follow thru and ALL lights are on me. It's not like I can't do it; I can, but I won't. Problem is that I own 2 companies and I need to make them grow and not become stagnant. I know what needs to be done but what have I done? I've become a scaredy-cat and remained in status quo. It's not possible any longer and I've received an ultimatum: do it or get out. Could all this be Leo Saturn 11H??? I read somewhere that the opposite point of Saturn is one's freedom (or something like that) and for me that would be, Capricorn Moon 5H. The Irony...LEO Saturn 11H and CAP Moon 5H....None of these planets are happy.. Help? IP: Logged |
mirage29
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Registered: May 2012
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posted July 29, 2020 02:54 PM
Networking, and collaborations.
Would you be able to do that, with the type of businesses you own? As far as "scaredy cat" --
make sure it's not your "intuition" saying "not-yet" .. {I don't have a copy of your chart.}
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charlie
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posted July 29, 2020 03:05 PM
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Originally posted by mirage29:
Networking, and collaborations.
Would you be able to do that, with the type of businesses you own? As far as "scaredy cat" --
make sure it's not your "intuition" saying "not-yet" .. {I don't have a copy of your chart.}
We do collabs, sort of, already and networking is not really an option. It’s all very “hush hush”. I’ve been like this all my life UNTIL I’m absolutely forced against a wall to do it and then I will. But that was “teenager-stuff” and I don’t have the time, nor money, to behave like that anymore! I do have Uranus going for me all over the chart so there’s no shortage with ideas but it’s just this little annoyance. Perhaps Mars 12H? My “fire” is internalized and it’s hard for it to come out? IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted July 29, 2020 03:24 PM
Do you share these businesses with a partner? What's their input, if they are involved?Have you ever reached out for business advice from a Marketer? Maybe they could provide more 'assurance' for you, that you would make the Right decisions for yourself? It's all right to ASK for help, when you need it. Would save you much inner turmoil? 12th House is about your intuition, yes?
Mars LEO in H12 .. You have Virgo Ascendant? IP: Logged |
charlie
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posted July 29, 2020 03:38 PM
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Originally posted by mirage29:
Do you share these businesses with a partner? What's their input, if they are involved?Have you ever reached out for business advice from a Marketer? Maybe they could provide more 'assurance' for you, that you would make the Right decisions for yourself? It's all right to ASK for help, when you need it. Would save you much inner turmoil?
I share them with my husband and some things came to light about 90 min ago that I didn't even knew he felt and I feel ashamed. When we met, he saw in me, what I know I have in me, and he has been so disappointed that I haven't utilized everything that I can! And I understand him, possibly for the first time in ages. Other people seem to see me clearly. I KNOW me but I don't SEE me! Does that make sense?? He gave up giving me time and was ready to walk. It's not the first time this happens but usually I am the one walking away because I am obviously a chicken-****! At least he's believed in me long enough to stick around but he's reached his limit and I need to fix it. This has become too "sweet pea" so I'd like to concentrate on my natal  IP: Logged |
charlie
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posted July 29, 2020 03:39 PM
quote:
Originally posted by mirage29:
Do you share these businesses with a partner? What's their input, if they are involved?Have you ever reached out for business advice from a Marketer? Maybe they could provide more 'assurance' for you, that you would make the Right decisions for yourself? It's all right to ASK for help, when you need it. Would save you much inner turmoil? 12th House is about your intuition, yes?
Mars LEO in H12 .. You have Virgo Ascendant?
Virgo Mars Leo Asc OR Virgo Mars Virgo Asc. Kannon seems to think I am former which would fit but whatever for right now. Let's go with Virgo/Virgo. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted July 29, 2020 11:25 PM
Maybe a separate thread to talk about that, if you feel comfortable, would be good in a different forum. I'm kind of feeling the same way lately: the responsibility to get it together, or move ahead with certain things. Saturn is in my 3rd, and might be aspecting my Sun again now. I can be like a skittish rabbit, until I either really want to do something, or I just feel like I need to get over myself. I don't know why your husband would threaten to leave. Oh, I see you're partners in business, too. Maybe put his chart up, too? IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted August 07, 2020 05:39 PM
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