posted November 01, 2020 06:48 PM            

Anybody survive that? I would describe this transit as: every*thing* dies. Brutally. And abruptly.

Uranus in Taurus - I see that as the chance to rebuild or do I get that wrong? I welcome the change, I love Uranian energy, but it's been one hit after another for two years where you die little deaths.

Am I not learning my lesson or is this normal?

posted November 04, 2020 02:47 PM            

This transit exposes out in the open the hidden, internal tendencies for extremes of the native with Mars conjunct Pluto. Over-reliance on will power and personal agendas get disrupted from others or unforseen circumstances to create desire to adjust and include a more open and collaborative way of working. Remaining rigid and identifying with the prior agendas or ways of achieving may seem like death, but it's only a disruption of the tendencies of ego or blindness inherent in the aspect.

Mars conjunct Pluto in the natal chart indicates strong desires and passions that tend to be enclosed and within private agendas. This makes it an aspect that can be good for rousing one's deeper inner resources, but can go too far into self-reliance over cooperation (depending on what else is in the natal chart). So there is a tendency for rigidity or attachment to particular ways of doing things based on what has momentum. This makes disruption and change very challenging, which is exactly what Uranus's transit brings to it. It is the genuine willingness to change and learn more methods and approaches than just force of emotion/will that is being learned.

posted November 04, 2020 05:15 PM            

Uranus in transit opposite natal Mars is an activator, but generally through others (opposition = relational, I-thou dynamic) and especially unexpected opportunities that may come disguised as disruptions or opposition, forcing a change of direction (at least temporarily).

Uranus in transit opposite natal Pluto is also an activator, but more of changing circumstances or decisions by others out of your control that create a test of the foundation of your empowerment in relation to the outer world. In other words, it can be a period in which you find out of your internal version of the world matches the way the external world behaves towards you now. If not, integrate the changes in a way that allows you better understanding and the ability to make decisions and move forward.

So the potential is for drastic changes, even some chaos that challenges where your inner foundations and motivations are. If your sense of self or security relies too much on a private, narrowly focused agenda or too much on the willful application of your passion, then this transit will seem to force detachment (emotionally) and seem to entirely change the terms by which you have to live. But remember, it's transient, and it's an opportunity to learn.

posted November 08, 2020 05:01 AM            

I was rather vague, so I'd like to explain a bit further since 'Everything dies' is very accurate in my case and also not necessarily meant in a bad way. I guess I have a problem getting my point across sometimes, so bear with me.

For almost two years things have been chaotic to say the least. I've had 6 jobs, been burnt financially, forced early into self-employment, etc. etc. And that's just work. One or two disruptions? Nah, every few weeks, two things happen:
1) things literally break down around me. I've had two pcs go up in smoke. Two more died on me. I mean, how more boringly literal can one be? 😂 And that's just computers. Everything around me is literally falling apart, that's why I said 'everything dies' (I mean, give me a bit of free reign over articulating dramatically, I have Mars-Pluto, I earned it 😏
2) I have to adjust to a completely new situation: I rearrange myself so fundamentally that it feels like my inner organs need to be reevaluated. It's too much!!

Now, listen, I have a strong Neptune and Uranus is my chart ruler. I am not opposed to change, I can adapt. I don't think, that's my problem.

I'm disoriented, because I've been fighting really hard to stay alive (that sounds dramatic, but it's really not) and I've changed on a molecular level and there is still a long way to go, but I *keep* getting buckets of **** delivered and it makes me wonder: Am I on the right path or am I doing it all wrong? After two years, I'm allowed to want be able to catch my breath or at least get a sign, that tells me I'm on the right track and not wasting energy that I don't have anymore.

I get so many contradicting information, that I can't sort and it makes me feel dizzy and unbalanced. I have to move my body, Uranus-Mars gives me so much forward-momentum that I never had and I want to utilise it. Yet, I have a sudden health issue that prohibits it, even doing sports like pilates. My body got stuck and my mind is a million miles away already.

posted November 08, 2020 05:22 AM            

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Originally posted by Kannon McAfee:
Uranus in transit opposite natal Pluto is also an activator, but more of changing circumstances or decisions by others out of your control that create a test of the foundation of your empowerment in relation to the outer world. In other words, it can be a period in which you find out of your internal version of the world matches the way the external world behaves towards you now.
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posted November 08, 2020 05:31 AM            

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Originally posted by Kannon McAfee:

This makes it an aspect that can be good for rousing one's deeper inner resources, but can go too far into self-reliance over cooperation (depending on what else is in the natal chart).

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Self-reliance has been absolute. It had to be, but I was forced in a very tragic fashion to change that for me, now, too. It showed me what/who should be in my past and maybe who shouldn't.