posted November 19, 2020 06:05 PM            

If you and TrueScorpio are feeling the way you do--- then, just STOP. .. REST.
It's "okay" to JUST "Rest".

Rest your body.
Be sure you eat and drink enough fluids. Rest rest rest.

Let the World turn without you tonight.
Let go of everything, the weights.
Simply.. Be. Exist. Nothing else. Let weariness melt off and drain down through the floor and into the earth.

You think you 'appear' to have lost your job?..
It might only be that?.. appearance?
*fingers crossed*
Since you have until next week and really can't do anything else about it for now-- let the days turns. REST the mind.

Keep your energy 'under the radar'.. and quiet.

posted November 19, 2020 06:48 PM              

Have you seen the movie "What Dreams May Come"? It's fairly realistic as to what guidance has told me about suicide. Anyways, all those feelings that lead to that, become amplified and one often gets stuck in a loop replaying it over and over and over. It is truly a hellish existence and it is hard for Helpers to retrieve individuals from this--eventually does happen usually, but in many cases it takes a long time. What you're feeling now is a 10th of what you'd be feeling in the nonphysical without the grounding, damper of the body.

Anyways, please stick around. This world needs older souls in it. Things will eventually get lighter, if not materially easier.

posted November 19, 2020 07:38 PM            

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Originally posted by Astra:
Unfortunately, I don't get to rest. I have a long day tomorrow and I contemplated crashing my car into a tree today. I'm so sick of everything. There is no relief in sight.

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posted November 19, 2020 08:27 PM            

sometimes things have to fall apart before you can get somewhere else

posted November 21, 2020 03:16 AM            

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Originally posted by Astra:
Unfortunately, I don't get to rest. I have a long day tomorrow and I contemplated crashing my car into a tree today. I'm so sick of everything. There is no relief in sight.

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posted November 21, 2020 12:40 PM            

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Originally posted by TrueScorpio:
Thank you mirage29.

You are all right of course.

It's been such a long time managing all of "this".
We do need to live not just manage... reset, reframe, return to life.

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Wishing you a happy belated TrueScorpio Birthday?!! *balloons*

I don't have a copy of your chart.

FIRST, I personally want to thank YOU 'very' much for being a Teacher! ... YOU play SUCH an important key-role in the lives of children. -- Teachers are MORE important than regular society gives them credit for. They Make a Difference in the future success and trajectory of a Child's Life, and a Nation's strength.

The words you Give can mean Everything.
{No pressure, right??? awwww.}

Teachers do hard work, always busy, always planning ahead. I am soo impressed at how you care... noticing the levels of 'weary' in your own students, as well as self.

The transiting North Node is in Gemini right now. Gemini is the eternal student, Learning. Data and info exchanges.

I have a resource for you, where you might glean some fresh ideas. Maybe, even a way to join a network of teachers with interest in using Astrology.

* Alex Trenoweth
- http://alextrenoweth.co.uk/
She utilized astrology in teaching her classes.
Jupiter and Saturn signs can provide a Key to approaches in Learning.

* The transiting North Node is still in Gemini.
Mean node is 20+ Gemini right now.
Nodes travel backwards all the way to 0-Gemini--
with South Node across from it Sagittarius.

* Fixed Star Rigel Gemini ~16+
= the Star of Learning and Teaching.
Wants to gain wisdom and spread it!
.. Education, politics, and
Community Work,
where one can Make a Difference.

* If you are a teacher in the USA?
Our new First Lady designee has her Doctorate in the Field of Education.
She plans to focus on "Education" as her contribution while her husband is in office.
.. More money, attention, and Support will go into this vital area, for YOU and students.

Dr. Jill Biden
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Biden,_Jill
Has a Gemini Sun and Mars, and possibly Moon

"Scorpio" is a heavy sign.
The Sun is 29+ Scorp, to enter Sagittarius tomorrow.
Mercury is still in Scorpio (trine Nep Pisces).

With having known other teachers, I understand the 'drive' and responsibility.

Let the inner-child in you Play.
Adults need to access this to revitalize.

Stressors right now are high!!

YES, it is OKAY to 'rest' from relentless drive.

Especially, we are in a time in history where we're dealing with a pandemic that is currently 'out of control'--
People are losing their LIVES, Loved ones.
Many have lost jobs and govt is lame to help, purposefully 'withholding' good -- Knowingly, these refuse to come forth "in time" to save regular people's lives and preserve workers, livelihoods, and the material things they worked so hard to gain for selves and family and community.

{{Astra! *bheart*}}
I hope you live in a good State!
Not all of them help with food and rents during times of job losses (IF that happens). Some lose their health care insurance when let-go of a job.
I hope you have relatives that can help.

Jupiter AND Saturn are to enter AIR signs in a month from now. That flow may benefit the areas of Education.
Makes trine to Gemini, Libra,
While being in sextile to Sagittarius, Aries

Take it Easy.

Inch by Inch .. is a cinch
Yard by yard .. is hard

(music) Inch Worm (Danny Kaye with Muppets)
[2:48] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wtk-ZmYlxPA

Song from Hans Christian Andersen ..
original movie scene (1950s)
[2:02] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXi3bjKowJU

- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hans_Christian_Andersen

For historical context:
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COVID-19_pandemic

posted November 21, 2020 01:03 PM            

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Originally posted by Astra:
I had an extremely horrible day at work...well the whole week has been rough but today was the worst. I'm not even sure what I did wrong, but it's possible I will lose my job. The worst part is I won't be told anything more until next week.

I'm done with 2020 and all of its nonsense. At this point, I'm just waiting for life to end. There is nothing to look forward to.

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Astra... this is in ADDITION to the post I left above.

I have a copy of your chart.

Astra-- you have an advantage that others with your chart placements don't.

You can USE YOUR ASTROLOGY to Understand, and to get through this period.

Look at your natal Saturn Scorpio r 23+ --
and look at the LONG term transits that have been stimulating the configuration around your Moon Capricorn 25+.

We JUST had a lunation FM Scorpio 23+.
You have transiting Saturn already OFF the degree of your Capricorn Moon now...

THIS post would be WAY TOO LONG if I delineated EVERYTHING going on ..

USE your Astrology Tools!!!
Dig in to the meanings.
This is NOT easy for you...
Tendency to be impulsive when frustrated?
..

I'm GLAD you wrote.

"WE" are not sure if you're "just" venting---???

Like the others here are saying,
We're here.

posted November 22, 2020 05:24 AM            

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Originally posted by Astra:
I'm done with 2020 and all of its nonsense. At this point, I'm just waiting for life to end. There is nothing to look forward to.

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I relate to how you feel. One gloomy thing after another fell on me since 2018. At some point I was thinking how to end my life in a nice way. Yeah, Venus in 1st house wants to die beautifully, it's ridiculous.

posted November 22, 2020 01:07 PM            

She's written several books.

One of them was on 'Children Who Kill'.
She was able to identify specific astrology transit-events in the child's chart -- Was a a decision made during ONLY a certain 'sliver' of time.

This was the first video I heard that got me interested.
Short, and very informative.

(topic) Rod Suskins World:
Astrology for the Classroom -
An interview with Alex Trenoweth (Nov 2016)
[25:56] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s_yjSbDZDFE

*~

Hikaru!!!

I had gone through times struggling with that too.
It involves "Decision".
It helps to form a "DEFAULT" --
a Default Answer!! for when you stand in-between living or dying.
DECIDE in Advance!! for yourself.
CHOOSE a Default to HELP you.

When you are standing in that valley of decision?
CHOOSE LIFE.

Can't decide?
CHOOSE LIFE.

CHOOSE LIFE
Do.No.Harm.

During a particularly harsh time in my life,
I listened to Gospel Music to help get me through.

There was one artist who also had been plagued with feelings and thoughts. He turned into an Inspiration for others.

FOR SOME: It's also very helpful when you have A Higher Power to reach out to-- to 'hold' and 'keep' you during times that are DARK.
You do NOT need to belong to a "religion"..
(unless your intuition leads you; even then, be careful 'what' you expose self to.
Not all religious places are HELPFUL--
and some are sooo harmful-- repulsive, and some should be arrested and closed??!!, but they fulfill SOME people's needs.
Choose those places very carefully.
Let the Spirit lead you.
Ask friends, etc.)

Take what you 'need'. Spiritually.
There ARE Benefic and Protective Spirit Forces out there-- designated to HELP in Times of Trouble. Utilize them.

____________________
HIGHER POWER
{{I left songs in 'Global Support' thread below.}}
{{This is NOT a plug for religion--}}
It's what helped ME. Sustained me through it.

________________
MUSIC
Music... saved my life more than once.
More than once!!!!
Classical music was a great way to 'feel' and be in-touch with my feelings. Tears and crying.. helps to cleanse the heaviness from the Heart and Soul.

HUMOR!!!
(music) I'm So Happy???? --LOL ?not.- haha.
(The Muppet Show. ep. 523, UK)
[1:59] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p6lS_neHyF4

_____________________
Thread by Voix...
in LL's Sweet Peas forum
Global Directory
Lists resources for calls for Help
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum27/HTML/002629.html
. .
** Includes URLS to various chatrooms and websites
where you can communicate with a live person.

____________________

MAKE A PLAN ...
To Live.

This TOO... Shall Pass

posted November 22, 2020 06:01 PM            

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TRANSIT
Transit Saturn Conjunct Moon
The transit of Saturn conjunct your natal Moon makes you feel depressed and lonely while at the same time you feel very demanding and critical of yourself. Because of that, your inner security can suffer and you will realize your inferiority complexes and weaknesses. You have to understand yourself more deeply now, as well as understand others, emotionally.

This transit greatly affects the meaning of who you are, and it makes you very self-aware. Although, this self-awareness also happens through provocative emotional outbursts and irrational outbursts. You also have to define your internal motivations and define what you want from now on. You must question yourself and not hesitate to reconstruct your internal emotions.

It is usually a time of suffering and great psychological growth. You take everything very seriously and feel very dry, emotionally.

You can create a distance between yourself and others. Even the most common experience is painful, so if you just had an emotional and romantic breakup, do not start another relationship until this transit has passed.

Your perspective is now too negative and realistic to be carried away by romantic fantasy. Positively, you can end some karmic situation and you can create something new for the future. Finally, you can resolve traumas and conflicts that have been pending since seven or fourteen years ago.

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ref astrolibrary.org/transits

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Your Cap Moon is 25+
Transiting Saturn is currently at Cap 27.42.
Chasing it away!!!
It had been oppressing your Moon for a while.

AND a week ago, Nov 15th
there had been a New Moon Scorpio 23+
CONJUNCT Your Saturn r Scorpio 23+.
~~~~~ heavy
The Sun is now in Sagittarius.

Like Belage was saying...
Jupiter Aquarius 16+ Return
is coming end of February beginning of March 2021.
Natal Jupiter trine Sun Gemini.

posted November 22, 2020 06:51 PM            

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Originally posted by Hikaru29:
I relate to how you feel. One gloomy thing after another fell on me since 2018. At some point I was thinking how to end my life in a nice way. Yeah, Venus in 1st house wants to die beautifully, it's ridiculous.

But you know what? Things do get better after the storm passes. When one door closes, another opens. When you feel tired, just take a break. In fact, take as many breaks as you need. Stay strong!

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I had the similar Venus problem. I thought it’s gonna look bad, especially with mess in the room. I’d need to clean up first.. Much Libra sometimes don’t let me accomplish anything 😊

Astra, there’re stories of people who start and turn their life around later. I know a woman who went back to school at 50. I feel like I hit the wall every 3 years from adulthood. When I complained a friend who was much older, she said that she felt like she was too old and life was over at 30, but after 40 she just stopped to care about it. She got happier. Somehow, it made me more optimistic.

posted November 22, 2020 07:51 PM            

Thank you for your kind words. I work in healthcare. I'm not sure about the Jupiter return. I've had relatives pass away during their Jupiter return, so we'll see what happens I guess.

Librapurr:

I'm done starting over. My whole life has been a nightmare no matter how many times I've reinvented myself. Older adults frequently comment that it seems like I've lived ten lifetimes and that they don't know how I haven't committed suicide already. These are people who have lived through the Great Depression who are making these comments to give you context.

posted November 22, 2020 08:46 PM            

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posted November 24, 2020 10:51 AM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
I had the similar Venus problem. I thought it’s gonna look bad, especially with mess in the room. I’d need to clean up first.. Much Libra sometimes don’t let me accomplish anything 😊

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