posted December 30, 2020 02:21 AM            

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Originally posted by Belage:
Hypatia, are you okay?

You have another thread where you talk about the courage to leave an abusive relationship, and I hope you are okay.

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I am okay. I opened that thread because I found the topic interesting overall and it was not originally about me but then I decided to process in that thread some of my thoughts. Relationships are hard after all, been single is challenging, dating is challenging and been married is challenging.

I do have periods in my marriage were I question if I want to walk away definitely, I think that would be the case no matter who I am with bc Mercury Retro rules my DC in Gemini and opposes my Moon which rules my 8th so I always re-evaluate my relationships and my mind always wonders if I should end it. I would prefer to continue growing together than start over with somebody else who will also be flawed and make me wonder if I should end it. We shall see but I do love him a lot, I did from the start and it was never a sexual connection with him yet weirdly it seems to be unbreakable. If I feel strongly in my heart that a higher power wants me to leave him, I will but that hasn't happened yet. I felt strongly this female presence the other day, someone who felt compassion for my pain and she went through my body and is like she took on the pain I was feeling but she did not tell me to leave, she was just sad I was hurting. Lady in her 50s, maternal figure but not my mother, looked nothing like her. I am grateful to her for carrying me and been there for me.

Anyways I am okay, just this year I have been working from home and he works from home too and is too much time together, I got some flower essences for myself and plan to order some for him that should help address his difficult traits. I am also looking for a job that doesn't require me to work remotely from home, I mean he likes this set up but I feel it adds stress to our dynamics and relationship.

posted December 30, 2020 02:28 AM            

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Originally posted by Belage:
Full moon in Cancer can never be a cold moon, as cancer is ruled by the moon itself and cancer is the most emotional sign of the zodiac. So when the moon comes into its fullness, how can it be cold?

I have not looked at the chart for the event but I know that Cancer brings up issues of family, security, nurturing, foods, being loved or liked, needing or providing protection. Perhaps this full moon might offer more clarity in those areas depending on where it falls in someone's chart.

The full moon is sextiling Uranus in Taurus, so perhaps this is a good time to make some unusual decisions.

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posted December 30, 2020 11:42 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I am okay. I opened that thread because I found the topic interesting overall and it was not originally about me but then I decided to process in that thread some of my thoughts. Relationships are hard after all, been single is challenging, dating is challenging and been married is challenging.

I do have periods in my marriage were I question if I want to walk away definitely, I think that would be the case no matter who I am with bc Mercury Retro rules my DC in Gemini and opposes my Moon which rules my 8th so I always re-evaluate my relationships and my mind always wonders if I should end it. I would prefer to continue growing together than start over with somebody else who will also be flawed and make me wonder if I should end it. We shall see but I do love him a lot, I did from the start and it was never a sexual connection with him yet weirdly it seems to be unbreakable. If I feel strongly in my heart that a higher power wants me to leave him, I will but that hasn't happened yet. I felt strongly this female presence the other day, someone who felt compassion for my pain and she went through my body and is like she took on the pain I was feeling but she did not tell me to leave, she was just sad I was hurting. Lady in her 50s, maternal figure but not my mother, looked nothing like her. I am grateful to her for carrying me and been there for me.

Anyways I am okay, just this year I have been working from home and he works from home too and is too much time together, I got some flower essences for myself and plan to order some for him that should help address his difficult traits. I am also looking for a job that doesn't require me to work remotely from home, I mean he likes this set up but I feel it adds stress to our dynamics and relationship.

Thanks for checking in on me. Hugs, Nice to see you always around here. I love your astrological insights and brain.

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Glad to hear you are okay.

I have always been fascinated by your insights into marriage and relationships, you show depth and complexity.

Workwise, you and I have the opposite problem. lol! I am considered an essential worker and having to work with people 8 hours a day wearing masks wears me out. I would love nothing more than to work from home and am currently looking for ways to do that.

But I hear you. I remember when in the beginning you were excited at the idea of working remotely. I now speak to many people who initially loved remote work, but have gotten weary of it and miss broader human interraction.

posted December 30, 2020 06:37 PM            

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Originally posted by Belage:
Glad to hear you are okay.

I have always been fascinated by your insights into marriage and relationships, you show depth and complexity.

Workwise, you and I have the opposite problem. lol! I am considered an essential worker and having to work with people 8 hours a day wearing masks wears me out. I would love nothing more than to work from home and am currently looking for ways to do that.

But I hear you. I remember when in the beginning you were excited at the idea of working remotely. I now speak to many people who initially loved remote work, but have gotten weary of it and miss broader human interraction.

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hahahahah I feel you too, it must be super tiring wearing a mask all the time, that will get to me too!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahha so frustrating.

I don't think I was ever excited about working remotely, I thought it was going to be two weeks and at most two months and it turned into a whole year so I was very upset about that, I was the one that kept saying that I miss my team and interacting with the world. I do see benefits to working from home ofcourse and I think is a great option for a lot of people but I always felt that this would only work for me personally temporarily and this situation is no longer feeling temporary so I need to make changes and take action...

If I was older I would get a she "shed" and do private practice remotely from home via video from my shed, I live in a small A frame house and if this turns into a long term thing working from home I will need a she "shed." I might end up doing that if I am not able to find the type of work I am looking for but I think I will find the type of work I am looking for.

I have an interview tomorrow already! interview will be virtual but I will not be working from home and I will find out more then but I think I will be seeing clients face to face or at least some clients face to face. Honestly, just having a team again to interact with regularly even if I continue to see clients remote but not from home and from an office will be a step in the right direction for me. I need to interact with the world!

posted December 31, 2020 05:17 AM            

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Originally posted by Belage:
Full moon in Cancer can never be a cold moon, as cancer is ruled by the moon itself and cancer is the most emotional sign of the zodiac. So when the moon comes into its fullness, how can it be cold?

I have not looked at the chart for the event but I know that Cancer brings up issues of family, security, nurturing, foods, being loved or liked, needing or providing protection. Perhaps this full moon might offer more clarity in those areas depending on where it falls in someone's chart.

The full moon is sextiling Uranus in Taurus, so perhaps this is a good time to make some unusual decisions.

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I think the names for the moons stated in this thread are those given by the native americans. It's difficult to see how a Cancer moon could be cold if we take it literally, perhaps it's just because it falls in the coldest time of the year?