posted February 06, 2021 03:12 AM
She doesn't have Mars in the 10th, but my partner has her Mars co-ruling her 10th and is in her 2nd (in Pisces, and in my 7th conjunct my South Node and opposed my Jupiter ruler of my 5th and 8th). We met when she was 20 and I 21. Good LORD that Lass was THIRSTY. She had had one serious, longer term boyfriend before me, and apparently he was a crappy lover and not particularly affectionate, nor even very nice much of the time. Cancer Sun, Leo Rising with Leo Saturn widely conjunct his ASC (don't remember his Moon at this point).
You may think I'm exaggerating, but it was like she had been in a desert with a severe lack of water for a long time, and all of a sudden, she came upon an oasis. Meanwhile I was like, "hon, I have a headache. Hon, we already had sex twice today. Umm, do NOT throw my book out of my hands, bad girl, bad girl!!!, so on and so forth. Meanwhile, she was in university, working, partying some, and not getting enough sleep, and was doing fine, because I was like a human energetic battery that she was feeding off of. All of this was heightened by our twin soul connection.
Thankfully she has calmed down a lot from those days. Unfortunately, her body seems a bit out of whack of late hormononally. Can't figure it out fully. Would say her drive is relatively normal, but bleeding for a month straight kind of puts a damper on other things.
Would say all in all, her drive is still a bit stronger on average than mine.
It was funny after we first met and went camping a couple times and got frisky, and then she came to my place for the first time later. At some point, I sheepishly mentioned, I have protection if..stammering a bit..and she just laughs. I'm like, what are you laughing about? She pulled out a entire roll of condoms and said something like, "Don't worry, I came prepared." A foreshadowing of things to come.
Sexual energy has been somewhat of an issue for her in general. I tried to tell her one time, yeah, sex is great and nice, but maybe you should try redirecting that energy sometime into the higher Centers/glands. She, being very fixed in core ways, kind of wrote me and my "lecturing" off. But funny enough, apparently her guidance agreed with me, because not that long after, one morning she kind of woke up feeling very amorous (she was by herself at this point) and thought about doing something about it, but for whatever reason decided not to, but relaxed in bed, kind of "body asleep, but mind awake".
Next thing she knows, she shoots out of her body into space, and comes upon a larger, older, more white Star than our Sun, and as she is observing this powerful, fast vibratory, radiant Star, she gets this wave of energy that coursed through her energy system, almost like starting at the heart with two waves going simultaneously up and down from there and back and forth (like white lighting), and then experienced the most intense, full system/being orgasm that she has ever had.
It was a powerful message from her guidance/Expanded self saying, "yes, there is indeed merit in redirecting this energy to a higher purpose" like I had already tried to tell her. (This has been somewhat a pattern between us, and also twin soul 2 who is just as stubborn, "no, you're wrong, I believe what I believe, I'm right!" and then some experiences or guidance messages happen..."oh...you were correct.. BUT don't point that out!"
And not just in this life. One of her Spirit's other Soul selves had one of my Spirit's other soul selves locked up in prison because she thought he was a "bad guy", but couldn't but help have feelings for him despite her feelings of vengeance for what his clan/kin had done to her peoples. Even though he EXPRESSLY went there by himself, to make peace and apologize for the non sanctioned actions of his more Martian attuned brother. However, she became so smitten with him that she decided to help free him at cost to herself and they both had to flee together.
So sometimes I tease her, "remember that time that you had me locked up in prison for no reason whatsoever...?").
Lindaland
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