posted May 05, 2021 10:21 AM            

Material security is very important and it will stress anyone out not to have material security, we all need to feel we can pay our bills and afford food. You are talking about basic needs.

Hope you find that security.

posted May 05, 2021 04:48 PM            

Could it be possible that you have been using your energy for so long trying to find someone who would give you such a good choice?
Could it be possible that this person has always been so very close to you, but you couldn't see clearly, because you were too stressed to get what you want and your conscious mind has taken all of your control?

posted May 26, 2021 05:17 PM            

Holy (r@p today was not a fun day for me at all. I’ve been coping with all the Gemini multitasking energy so well lately and managing stress fine. But last night and today. I was miserable, and could not got the life of me fake being content at all today. I’ve had plenty of super days for me lately....
And when the lunar eclipse is square My Venus is house 6, today has not been my day.

I was seriously venting to my own damn self how discontent I am right now. I can’t take it anymore...I pretty much love my class and work environment these days. And I was talking to my self like “I’m sick of this job, they can ki$$ my @ss”

Tomorrow is my last day at work until August. I felt pitiful that I couldn’t keep it together today. I’m just exhausted...
I just want to stay the eff home and get organized....but now I’ve reached my limit of exhaustion of multitasking and being stupid busy to the point of being full blown miserable. Now all I want to do is curl up in a ball and do nothing so bad. Like I’m just going into shut down mode. everything is getting to me. I don’t think I’ve smoked a cigarette in over a week. I think insomnia can be a withdrawal symptom.

Plus I know moons can be a tricky time for sleep.

I’m going to try to read all the comments soon to better understand. Is this an “ending moon?” because this will be my first summer in a while not working in the summer. My first summer since 2018 not taking college classes.

I think the last time I did no working or college in the summer was in my early mid 20’s. I hate to rub it in but I am a teacher after all. I’m not saying I will never work in the summer again but as a teacher I think it’s okay to take the vacation sometimes, especially when burn out seems like a constant state of existence. Like functional burn out!

I really see that I am being challenged (the square related to my 6th house of mental health routines work)

Plus Venus self esteem....I’ve had such little down time lately for routines. The little time I put in again feels like I’m polishing a turd. W/ the on and off insomnia. I don’t get to put in the time I want w/ my appearances. That really got under my skin too. I spilled water all over the counter too.
I am ****** that I am back to pulling most of the weight w/ wedding planning again. While I am stupid busy w/ work taking work home with me, and family obligations he has down time to play video games, but he wants to “supervise me” and tell me what I should be doing. I’ve noticed my eye wonder bad...and I’m starting to have fantasies. I think we both have too much pressure right now, and it’s making me go into a weird escapism mode. I get this way when I am burned out, workaholing, and miserable.

posted May 29, 2021 09:21 AM            

Plus I wonder if a red candle at bed time is a bad idea since red is symbolic for energy and being active.

posted June 09, 2021 06:36 AM            

I reconnected with a cousin, in the last twenty-four hours.

posted June 09, 2021 06:14 PM            

Friday I meet with private practice girl to sign hiring paperwork. I think I am going to have two jobs for a while and wait to leave current job, I am not sure how long I will wait until I leave this job and start other full time, I will make that choice when it feels "now is the time." I did tell my boss I am going to start working on getting EMDR certified and that I want to transition to private practice and she really really wants me to continue working with her full time this whole year but showed openness to drop my schedule to 3 times a week next year but ultimately is my decision when I chose to leave but will take her desire somewhat into account.

posted June 09, 2021 09:54 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Teasel wrote: ”slept yesterday afternoon away” ....

I'm about to go into a long awaited slumber - lengthy slumber. I feel my energy really needing a reset. The eclipse coming in is possibly bringing this need for rest for me. Dream activity is prominent too. Spiritual downloads etc .. Maybe some good dreams can highlight this eclipse for me, sharing answers I am searching.
I'll update later.

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posted June 09, 2021 09:56 PM            

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Originally posted by vansio:
Yeah teasel, both. The eclipses as a set.

How’s everyone feeling?

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I’ve been having strange dreams, but I don’t always remember them once I’m awake. It’s just the awareness that they were very odd.

posted June 10, 2021 12:10 PM            

So, if you've been dragging your feet, an eclipse will be sure to give you that extra push (or shove) needed to take action. While the results can be shocking, remember that these lunations simply expedite the inevitable — these events were going to happen eventually.

Solar eclipses, which will occur in 2021 on Thursday, June 10 and Saturday, December 4, correspond with new beginnings and unexpected opportunities. However, since the sun (which symbolizes our external experience) is obscured by the moon (representing our emotional inner-world during this lunation, solar eclipse events often first begin internally before they affect our relationships with others. For many people, solar eclipses are when we realize we need more than what we’re currently receiving. They're a time to send cosmic invitations to the universe and to welcome abundance.

Lunar eclipses, on the other hand, help us realize the external implications of these shifts. It is often during a lunar eclipse that we become aware of the influence of others. As the moon emits a mystifying umber tone, it allows us to see people under a different light. This shift in perspective is critical, even though you may not always like what you see. During lunar eclipses, we are encouraged to let go of whatever is no longer serving the soul. This is the time to release, purge, and say goodbye. In 2021, lunar eclipses occur on Wednesday, May 26 and Friday, November 19. Remember, cosmic warriors, endings are hard, but everything is cyclical: A culmination always occurs on the edge of a beginning.