posted August 01, 2021 09:35 AM            

After several extremely traumatic events in the last year of my life, I think I lost my soul.
I literally have to rebuild myself from scratch. I have to find the vibration (feeling) of who I am again, and maintain that vibration until I become dominant.
But right now, lacking a soul, I can't feel.
And I need to feel a very specific feeling, with the exact vibration to go back to who I am.

Well, in the middle of all this mess, I met this guy.
I can't be 100% sure he's my twin, but he looks cool.

This is the most idiotic guy I've ever met in my life. Although if he is my twin, maybe I am mirroring myself?
Anyway, he is not a person I want to be around. But he has the other half of my soul, and I need to get my soul back to get on with my life.
Of course, if this guy has half my soul, I don't like my soul at all. It is not the soul that I want to have. I don't like that energetic composition.
And I honestly was not prepared to experience something like that.
I have dreams to fulfill, people to recover, physical, mental, and emotional health to restore ... And this guy I think has appeared to get in the way.

Anyway, it has been gratifying to meet him, but boy, this experience I think that no human is prepared to live it.

I don't care what this guy does with his part of our soul, but I need to get my part back.

I'm not 100% sure about all of this.
After all, the guy was a Pisces, and Pisces is an expert at selling a fantasy, so I'm not 100% sure.

I still believe that Ben Affleck is my other part 😂
And if it isn't, I'm sure it belongs to my soul family.

Well, I don't know. It was for saying this. Since this forum touches on these topics, I found it interesting to share it.

This experience has left me very traumatized, because if that guy has half my soul, I hate what he's doing with it 😕

posted August 01, 2021 12:08 PM            

Before Spirits became involved with the physical level of reality which is so based on polarization, imbalance, and fear/selfishness, Spirits were quite merged and balanced between their inner Yin and Yang. So merged in fact, there was no noticeable difference or separation of these two different sides.

But then a percentage of Spirits got involved with physical levels of energies and experiencing same in many different ways. Here in the physical, those two energies of Yin and Yang were unique and separated into two genders, female and male, and in physical energies in general, between electrical forces of positive and negative charges.

As the Spirits that were connecting and immersing themselves more and more into this level of energies which were very different than anything they had known unto this point, they started to "take on" some of this polarized, imbalanced, and separated type energy to some extent, and more and more as many forgot their origins as cosmic, Spirit beings from a Source of pure Love.

Two interesting things started to happen at the same time, the Spirit beings started to split apart into two different, but very connected selves, one with a polarization to the Yin (passive/receptive), and one with a polarization to the Yang (active). Many Spirits also had started to come up with a plan that rather than directly going down in the physical themselves, they would create self aware, individualized parts of themselves to go down into the physical temporarily (aka us, Souls).

Anyways, when those original, whole, Spirit beings split into two different, but very connected selves, this is what created "Twin Flames/Souls".

These two Expanded selves, would create and project Souls into the physical to live lives, have experiences, balance karma, etc, and these different Soul selves would be very, very drawn and attracted to each other, both in the physical and in the nonphysical levels.

As things cleaned up with the help of Guidance forces (things became a real mess on a number of physical worlds for a time), and the whole process of incarnating went from a free for all to more of a deliberate, going to a school for remembrance and lessons (hopefully), these two Expanded self levels, would plan the incarnations for their respective Souls (semi free willed extensions of themselves) more carefully.

Sometimes these connected Expanded selves, would not send in Souls at the same cycle to incarnate together. Sometimes one Soul would stay in the nonphysical and try to act as a guide/helper for their companion self. Sometimes they would incarnate as family members. Sometimes they would incarnate as friends or co-workers, who couldn't come together as mates, for whatever reason. And sometimes, perhaps more rarely than many might tend to think, they would incarnate as mates/life companions.

When two Souls from these two different but very connected Expanded selves do incarnate together, they tend to have an eventual balancing effect on each other. They are very much compliments. You often see opposite (especially) and same Signs, or general energies, very strong in their Synastric chart comparisons.

If they are in a potential mate type circumstance, sometimes when they first meet, they can have a polarizing effect on each other, and push each other to extremes. But generally speaking, there is usually a very, very, very deep, strong bond of affection, love, and attraction between them, for at one point, long ago, they were part of the same being (but now have evolved to be fairly different in a lot of ways). They are two sides of the same coin.

The ideal is that they can regain that inner Yin and Yang balance/merging within, on their own. They can help each other with this process, but it is not necessary that they be in each others physical lives.

Here's the real trippy thing about all this. Our Expanded self level, can and OFTEN does lately, project numerous parts of itself, aka Souls into the same space/time cycle.

So if your Expanded self does this, and also the Expanded self of your twin does this, it is possible to meet more than one "twin soul" in your life. And these connections, and the vibe between the two, can vary some based on the specific past connections of those unique, individual Souls.

One could actually become more attracted to, or feel a bit more deeply, for one Soul/self over another, though the basic, core twin soul dynamic will be there for all. For example, say two Souls have had, direct, literal past lives before where they were mates/companions in the full sense.

If they meet again in this life, the attraction between them can become especially intense and burning in nature. But most Souls in this life, are first timers. Meaning, their Expanded selves, created them just before their planned incarnation. Direct, literal reincarnation of Souls is actually more rare/uncommon than most people seem to think. And it is even more rare for two Souls to have directly, literally reincarnated together after already sharing a life together.

posted August 01, 2021 12:54 PM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosionV2:
As a soul, you are an individual and whole and complete unto yourself. But, as Souls, we are also connected to a larger, more complex, and more original part of self that we could call our Spirit, or Expanded self. This is the part of our self that created us, our individual Soul self.

Before Spirits became involved with the physical level of reality which is so based on polarization, imbalance, and fear/selfishness, Spirits were quite merged and balanced between their inner Yin and Yang. So merged in fact, there was no noticeable difference or separation of these two different sides.

But then a percentage of Spirits got involved with physical levels of energies and experiencing same in many different ways. Here in the physical, those two energies of Yin and Yang were unique and separated into two genders, female and male, and in physical energies in general, between electrical forces of positive and negative charges.

As the Spirits that were connecting and immersing themselves more and more into this level of energies which were very different than anything they had known unto this point, they started to "take on" some of this polarized, imbalanced, and separated type energy to some extent, and more and more as many forgot their origins as cosmic, Spirit beings from a Source of pure Love.

Two interesting things started to happen at the same time, the Spirit beings started to split apart into two different, but very connected selves, one with a polarization to the Yin (passive/receptive), and one with a polarization to the Yang (active). Many Spirits also had started to come up with a plan that rather than directly going down in the physical themselves, they would create self aware, individualized parts of themselves to go down into the physical temporarily (aka us, Souls).

Anyways, when those original, whole, Spirit beings split into two different, but very connected selves, this is what created "Twin Flames/Souls".

These two Expanded selves, would create and project Souls into the physical to live lives, have experiences, balance karma, etc, and these different Soul selves would be very, very drawn and attracted to each other, both in the physical and in the nonphysical levels.

As things cleaned up with the help of Guidance forces (things became a real mess on a number of physical worlds for a time), and the whole process of incarnating went from a free for all to more of a deliberate, going to a school for remembrance and lessons (hopefully), these two Expanded self levels, would plan the incarnations for their respective Souls (semi free willed extensions of themselves) more carefully.

Sometimes these connected Expanded selves, would not send in Souls at the same cycle to incarnate together. Sometimes one Soul would stay in the nonphysical and try to act as a guide/helper for their companion self. Sometimes they would incarnate as family members. Sometimes they would incarnate as friends or co-workers, who couldn't come together as mates, for whatever reason. And sometimes, perhaps more rarely than many might tend to think, they would incarnate as mates/life companions.

When two Souls from these two different but very connected Expanded selves do incarnate together, they tend to have an eventual balancing effect on each other. They are very much compliments. You often see opposite (especially) and same Signs, or general energies, very strong in their Synastric chart comparisons.

If they are in a potential mate type circumstance, sometimes when they first meet, they can have a polarizing effect on each other, and push each other to extremes. But generally speaking, there is usually a very, very, very deep, strong bond of affection, love, and attraction between them, for at one point, long ago, they were part of the same being (but now have evolved to be fairly different in a lot of ways). They are two sides of the same coin.

The ideal is that they can regain that inner Yin and Yang balance/merging within, on their own. They can help each other with this process, but it is not necessary that they be in each others physical lives.

Here's the real trippy thing about all this. Our Expanded self level, can and OFTEN does lately, project numerous parts of itself, aka Souls into the same space/time cycle.

So if your Expanded self does this, and also the Expanded self of your twin does this, it is possible to meet more than one "twin soul" in your life. And these connections, and the vibe between the two, can vary some based on the specific past connections of those unique, individual Souls.

One could actually become more attracted to, or feel a bit more deeply, for one Soul/self over another, though the basic, core twin soul dynamic will be there for all. For example, say two Souls have had, direct, literal past lives before where they were mates/companions in the full sense.

If they meet again in this life, the attraction between them can become especially intense and burning in nature. But most Souls in this life, are first timers. Meaning, their Expanded selves, created them just before their planned incarnation. Direct, literal reincarnation of Souls is actually more rare/uncommon than most people seem to think. And it is even more rare for two Souls to have directly, literally reincarnated together after already sharing a life together.

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posted August 01, 2021 01:45 PM            

As to how this self arrived at this perception/information, it was through a combo of the Edgar Cayce work, and going deep within and communicating with internal, expanded guidance.

The former provided the fuel and the motivation to look deeper into it all and what it was really about. For I take that work seriously, very seriously.

While twin souls is a reality, it is not helpful to overly focus on the concept. It is more helpful to focus on Universal Love and the fact that we are all One and part of each other. That is the consciousness, and conscious perception, that we are trying to re-attain after covering it over with illusionary perceptions, beliefs, desires.

While it does seem more common and increasing of late that Souls are running into their twin souls in potential mate/companion conditions/scenarios, I would still say it is somewhat rare/uncommon all in all. But sometimes they are already in our lives as a beloved father, mother, sister, brother, really close friend who is already married*, etc.

And as mentioned earlier, sometimes they don't incarnate together at all, and one acts as a guide/helper from the nonphysical to their companion.

* If people want to understand the intensity of twin soul connections, then no better place to look than Edgar Cayce and his twin Soul, Gladys Davis (and also, I believe, little Anna/Beatrice). Edgar married one Gertrude Evans, and was married for a number of years, before he hired a young secretary named Gladys Davis.

He recognized her fairly well as a close, important connection from the start, even without the readings, but even he wasn't fully aware of just how deep and powerful the connection was until their respective Life readings started coming out about their deeper spiritual and karmic connection.

It was a very difficult situation. Not only was Edgar signficaintly older, but he was already mostly happily married to a soulmate that karmically he had to be with in that life.

But even the guidance noted in their respective readings how much they "yearned and burned for each other". It was especially hard on Gladys because she was younger, more vital, and felt married to the work and to the Cayce family, and so didn't want to take a companion because she felt that would be too much of a distraction and time drain from her life's purpose. She was celibate for many years.

She requested a number of readings dealing with stress, some lady health issues, and depression that was partly caused by the fact that she couldn't be with her twin soul in the way that she really wanted to be.

Edgar also very much yearned and burned for her as well, but as he had a companion already, he didn't and wasn't sexually repressing himself like she was.

After Edgar died, and after the A.R.E. eventually started to do better and get more balanced, she eventually found a person that she felt close enough to marry. He ended up dying, and then she became involved with another man. But it wasn't until her 40's and 50's that this took place.

And something tells me that she missed Edgar everyday of her life after his body died. But, he would remain in contact with her, and act as a helper/guide.

Some of the readings given to these about each other and their twin soul connection are downright poetic, beautiful and touching, in fact, did it start raining inside as I was thinking about these? To say that they loved each other very, very, very deeply, is a gross understatement.

But even with that love, they sometimes mistreated each other. Particularly Edgar was an extremist Uranian. And Gladys was a pretty headstrong and fixed personality. Sometimes Gladys would inject too much of her own interpretation into the readings, and when Edgar would find out, he would get furious, and even a couple times very temporarily "fired" her ,but then sheepishly come back shortly after and ask her to please return and forgive him.

I believe Edgar had another twin soul incarnated during this general time/space cycle. The first was his childhood friend and sweet heart, little Anna who died young when they were both about age 12 or so.

Some 4 decades or so later, she showed up back in his life via the reincarnated Beatrice. When Edgar first saw Beatrice, just as she was getting out of the car, he knew that the readings were correct and that she was connected to his most beloved little Anna. He started weeping buckets and could not talk coherently for many minutes.

They came to form a fast and close friendship again, until a few years later, Edgar got sick and died. She tried to visit him on his death bed, but the timing and location didn't work out, and she never got to say goodbye to him, just as he never had gotten to say goodbye to little Anna before her body died.

He once wrote about little Anna in a letter, that he loved Anna in a way that he could never love anyone else. I believe that Gladys and little Anna were from the same Expanded self. And that Edgar and Beatrice's fiance/husband Richmond were also from the same Expanded self. Richmond was a talented violinist and music teacher that was also very spiritually focused. Edgar's medical readings for him, had helped Richmond from going completely blind, as he had started to develop major cataracts and eye issues.

This is how and why he first got in contact with Beatrice. She sought a reading from him initially because of her fiance's increasing eye troubles/blindness.

posted August 01, 2021 05:54 PM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosionV2:
Wasn't saying anything about your specific situation. I have no idea if that guy is your twin soul or not. I was just speaking to the generals, and how this all came to be originally.

As to how this self arrived at this perception/information, it was through a combo of the Edgar Cayce work, and going deep within and communicating with internal, expanded guidance.

The former provided the fuel and the motivation to look deeper into it all and what it was really about. For I take that work seriously, very seriously.

While twin souls is a reality, it is not helpful to overly focus on the concept. It is more helpful to focus on Universal Love and the fact that we are all One and part of each other. That is the consciousness, and conscious perception, that we are trying to re-attain after covering it over with illusionary perceptions, beliefs, desires.

While it does seem more common and increasing of late that Souls are running into their twin souls in potential mate/companion conditions/scenarios, I would still say it is somewhat rare/uncommon all in all. But sometimes they are already in our lives as a beloved father, mother, sister, brother, really close friend who is already married*, etc.

And as mentioned earlier, sometimes they don't incarnate together at all, and one acts as a guide/helper from the nonphysical to their companion.

* If people want to understand the intensity of twin soul connections, then no better place to look than Edgar Cayce and his twin Soul, Gladys Davis (and also, I believe, little Anna/Beatrice). Edgar married one Gertrude Evans, and was married for a number of years, before he hired a young secretary named Gladys Davis.

He recognized her fairly well as a close, important connection from the start, even without the readings, but even he wasn't fully aware of just how deep and powerful the connection was until their respective Life readings started coming out about their deeper spiritual and karmic connection.

It was a very difficult situation. Not only was Edgar signficaintly older, but he was already mostly happily married to a soulmate that karmically he had to be with in that life.

But even the guidance noted in their respective readings how much they "yearned and burned for each other". It was especially hard on Gladys because she was younger, more vital, and felt married to the work and to the Cayce family, and so didn't want to take a companion because she felt that would be too much of a distraction and time drain from her life's purpose. She was celibate for many years.

She requested a number of readings dealing with stress, some lady health issues, and depression that was partly caused by the fact that she couldn't be with her twin soul in the way that she really wanted to be.

Edgar also very much yearned and burned for her as well, but as he had a companion already, he didn't and wasn't sexually repressing himself like she was.

After Edgar died, and after the A.R.E. eventually started to do better and get more balanced, she eventually found a person that she felt close enough to marry. He ended up dying, and then she became involved with another man. But it wasn't until her 40's and 50's that this took place.

And something tells me that she missed Edgar everyday of her life after his body died. But, he would remain in contact with her, and act as a helper/guide.

Some of the readings given to these about each other and their twin soul connection are downright poetic, beautiful and touching, in fact, did it start raining inside as I was thinking about these? To say that they loved each other very, very, very deeply, is a gross understatement.

But even with that love, they sometimes mistreated each other. Particularly Edgar was an extremist Uranian. And Gladys was a pretty headstrong and fixed personality. Sometimes Gladys would inject too much of her own interpretation into the readings, and when Edgar would find out, he would get furious, and even a couple times very temporarily "fired" her ,but then sheepishly come back shortly after and ask her to please return and forgive him.

I believe Edgar had another twin soul incarnated during this general time/space cycle. The first was his childhood friend and sweet heart, little Anna who died young when they were both about age 12 or so.

Some 4 decades or so later, she showed up back in his life via the reincarnated Beatrice. When Edgar first saw Beatrice, just as she was getting out of the car, he knew that the readings were correct and that she was connected to his most beloved little Anna. He started weeping buckets and could not talk coherently for many minutes.

They came to form a fast and close friendship again, until a few years later, Edgar got sick and died. She tried to visit him on his death bed, but the timing and location didn't work out, and she never got to say goodbye to him, just as he never had gotten to say goodbye to little Anna before her body died.

He once wrote about little Anna in a letter, that he loved Anna in a way that he could never love anyone else. I believe that Gladys and little Anna were from the same Expanded self. And that Edgar and Beatrice's fiance/husband Richmond were also from the same Expanded self. Richmond was a talented violinist and music teacher that was also very spiritually focused. Edgar's medical readings for him, had helped Richmond from going completely blind, as he had started to develop major cataracts and eye issues.

This is how and why he first got in contact with Beatrice. She sought a reading from him initially because of her fiance's increasing eye troubles/blindness.

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Interesting what you comment.
Honestly, I've been analyzing a bit and no, I don't think this guy is my twin. I think that simply a Pisces sells you a fantasy, as they are Mutable Water, they can adapt and reflect anyone, so I just think that this Pisces guy was a fantasy.
I am very used to the Pisces pattern, and its fantasies, since my adoptive mother is Pisces, and I also fell into her fantasy.

Sometimes it is difficult to distinguish reality with these people.

Sadly, now I have received a blow to the heart, and I am almost an animal without a moral compass, until I recover. So I do not know if that has also influenced a bit. Since in my natural state,
My Scorpio Moon does not allow me to indulge in these games.

But it seems that these Pisces with their fantasies always appear at the most vulnerable moment, to take you to their foggy world on Neptune 😐

My adoptive mother appeared just at the most vulnerable moment, and I entered her fantasy.
A Pisces girl I met did something similar to me, right at a very vulnerable time in my life.
Another Pisces boy, similar.
And now this guy.

Is there a pattern of Pisces showing up in people's lives right now?
With Pisces supposedly being the healer of the zodiac, maybe that makes sense.
But this does not work for me.
I don't need to lose myself in a world of fantasy and mirages when I'm low.
I need an Aries to pick me up. Or a Taurus who gives me solid ground until I can heal.
Or a Cancer that pampers me.

So yes, in short. I don't think this guy is my twin.
I think it was the unreal fantasy of Pisces.
My twin must be a playful Leo I'm sure 😁

posted August 01, 2021 07:55 PM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosionV2:
I'm sorry that difficult things have happened to you and that some people have been unkind to cruel to you, but it sounds like it would be helpful for you to get out of the victim mindset that you seem to be in.

Try to look at these events and difficult people in your life as an opportunity to face adversity and grow more.

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Thank you very much for your understanding.
Yes, a delicate pattern whenever the Water signs come into play.

Make no mistake, I love the victim mentality 😁 It is a comfortable state to be in.
But at the moment I don't have access to my feelings, so I can't put myself in that state.