posted August 19, 2021 12:29 AM
Mine is in CAPRICORN in the Twelfth
Going through it and feel it intensely. This Prog Moon is testing me of my outter (the upside down) faith, relationships, connections, materialism and even the mission to protect my vitality/ flesh side of being (body).
To add insult to injury, I have learned my mission here is Spiritual yet, helping in healing most of the world is closed off from this noton, or that "we indeed" have more to us than "flesh", whilst it feels strong in my fiber as the two are interwoven.
Capricorn is the Devil (tarot). In the 12th it is sheer hell. I loathe this period. Especially when the world has sunken into madness. I feel sometimes I'm watching the fiddler atop the Titanic, maniacally fiddling with an evil grin.
In my personal life (as well the world is too), I've witnessed the veil slip upon those - I (we) thought I knew. I question anything before reaching a decision. Yet the many I deem as easily "going with an agenda", not look at motives of those leading an agenda. Obviously I can't hide this state of unsettling feelings but to have the PR Moon here now, it feels rather disheartening.
Sometimes I want to give up. Right now I am thinking my life has been a full VOID. Hell, I was even born on a Void Moon.
I think of this placement shing a bright light that Capricorn in 12th is the DEATH, not the Scorpio I have there in Natal (Cancer is birth after all & Cap well The End). The devil eviscerates my ego, as though gutting me right before my eyes. I now DON'T believe EGO can be killed, dead, ceased - until ~
like a caterpillar DEATH must be tasted to kill the ego, to find that butterfly within the flesh must die. I am not speaking suicidal. I'm saying, my Ego will be with me until I Let go .... The Capricorn 12th Moon Prog, really emphasizes This to me.
A major turning point for me in my mortality.
Anyway I can't locate other's who experienced this particular sign hosting the PR 12th. Anyone recall how it went for you? Not to minimize your account but the world is in the most ugly of places to experience THIS particular one now.
The Prog Moon is sextile with Pr Jupiter h10 Scorpio. Intense "intuition" tbh.