posted September 25, 2021 09:25 PM            

libra lessons hard. delays and technical difficulties i am handling fine (like the internet going down for 3 hours while trying to post this) but relations with my close friend blew up a few days ago over opinions and other stupid things. what were we even arguing about? i stopped and he continued to be toxic, patronizing and basically hitting below the belt. we were getting along so well too, better than we have ever had. very mean things were said and now im not sure if i want to deal with someone who takes it so low, especially over nothing. i dont do well going up against egos either. i thought he was better than that and our bond was solid. such a disappointment.

yeah sure mercury rx shadow is square to pluto and is straight up hitting our charts - his natal moon square pluto and my natal merc/venus square mars (also forming a grand cross in synastry), so this was to be expected I GUESS.. but so hard to shake this mood. ive been meditating, listening to healing frequency music and binaural beats.. etc. ill have glimpses of higher consciousness and calmness then BAM back into low vibes just like that. very polar right now. the funny thing was that my depression had completely subsided when i started taking nmn/resveratrol supplements a month ago. it was a miracle. so whatever is happening is quite strong in my world.

not seeing a correlation with previous retrograde in libra yet..

p.s. coincidentally my period came september 6th after not having it for several months. im totally with you on consent. ive always found it annoying that seemingly intelligent guys are ignorant about how pregnancy and contraceptives work. then on top of that being so opinionated with that ignorance.

posted September 26, 2021 12:48 AM            

No wonder i feel stronger and stronger the urge to go back to writing. I feel the need to express myself in writing more than verbally.

Sun in Libra is always hitting my 12th house so i also feel the need to retreat.

Saturn and Pluto are over my 3rd house squaring Mercury Retro. I feel like I cannot communicate at all with anyone. I will survive this one too.

posted September 26, 2021 09:22 PM            

...Is both completely wrong and a huge over generalization. Men and women tend to express ego quite differently, not so much that they have different levels of it on average per se.

Also, astrologically speaking, I would be very surprised by someone with Cancer Mars in their 1st House and closest Planet to their Asc not having a pretty good dose of ego themselves. Have you ever considered that perhaps you project some of your own shadow and own ego onto men to some extent?

Mars is one of the most ego attuned/personified Planets there are besides Saturn and sometimes Pluto. There is no stronger single astrological condition, than to have a Planet in the 1st and closest Planet to the Asc. And highlighted Planetary energies are far more stronger, concentrated, and consistent than Sign energies.

In the Earth, there are two energetic reactions/laws that happen. One is, "opposites attract", and "Like attracts, begets, resonates with, and likes Like".

In the nonphysical dimensions, we only see the latter Law/reaction, and in fact, these nonphysical dimensions are completely based on that reaction. It is that Law that structures all the other dimensions. Individuals of a certain vibration are surrounded by other individuals of a like vibration.

In the Earth, since this is the level of inversion, polarization, and with an emphasis on difference and not unity, we also see "opposites attract". We see this astrologically with opposite signs, and sometimes we see it with empaths who attract and/or attracted to people very different (ranging from narcissistic to psychopathic).

I'm not sure what is going on in your case, but one of these has to apply. It's complex in your case, since you are empathic but also have a very strong dose of Mars. It could be either one.

Anyways, if you're so fed up with Souls connected to male bodies, why not stick to those connected to female bodies? (Though, if you do, I think you'll probably be in for a rude awakening as to some of the truths spoken above).

posted September 27, 2021 03:49 AM            

Needed a definitive reason to cut him out of my life and thus got one, as my mother aptly pointed out.

Retract (rather update/clarify) my initial provocative yet circumstantial comment: “wish to be among the conscious cis-men (offline) who are aware of their ego-reflex-erection for refle-ction and god/women (the complex) within. Integrity is hard to find.”

“In for a rude awakening”, ok 👌🏽 am looking forward.
http://youtu.be/YMGM6reaMVI

I also have h13 conjunct my Sun/MC.

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posted September 29, 2021 07:29 PM            

I have been swimming in a sea of bureaucratic molasses or I feel buried under an avalanche of tedious paperwork. Everything is taking twice as long.

For the most part, I am not the one effing things up, but others are, and it's taking me time and effort to fix their errors.

posted September 29, 2021 08:08 PM            

I knew a woman who had gone through a series of unhappy relationships with men, and so she pulled her emotional focus away from men and now just wanted to have a baby and experience motherhood.

She began dating this new man, and when they started getting intimate, he inquired about her birth control status and she said she was on the pill. It was a lie. She ended up getting pregnant. She finally had what she wanted, a baby, a being who was going to love her and not leave her like the men she dated. That was her rationale. She is Cancer by the way. The father didn't want her to carry to term, but she didn't care for his opinion.

posted September 30, 2021 02:32 PM            

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Originally posted by vansio:
Understood and am aware that each sex has their common share of selfish individuals. Since this sentence of mine has been extracted from the larger context, particularly the retort of adding “if not all”, was extrapolated and my general mentality to move forward presumed, I will clarify, again, that in a moment of processing sexual assault, I was venting about what’s sometimes referred to as the “distorted masculine”. The distorted feminine also exists! I did not speak about both sexes at the time of me writing, but agree with both of you for finding it necessary to point this out. 👌🏽 Thank you.

Gratefully I have very healthy men and women around who were quick to help me comprehend that I was assaulted by another person close to me; I might have otherwise been given to empathize with their ‘mistake’, error. No, not all male bodies are corrupted by ego—bound to flesh—I don’t actually believe in that. The “if” was rhetorical - a moment of venting... Please, excuse me. And consider that comment retracted. I hear you.

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posted October 05, 2021 09:50 PM            

Thankfully none of my equipments, gadgets or gismos have broken down. However, when it comes to paperwork, everything that could go wrong went wrong. And it's not me making the mistakes. It's others that are effing up, forcing me to do things over and over. Mercury retro is in my 7th house of others.

posted October 05, 2021 10:14 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
http://astrologeeks.com/news/astrology-mark-zuckerberg-is-the-real-victim-here

About Zuckerberg, and what happened yesterday.

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I does make sense it should happen during mercury retro.

posted October 09, 2021 09:21 AM            

Yes Mercury is rx, but Pluto went direct.

I found out that my landlord has been lying about trying to find an exterminator to come out for 3 months. I finally called a building management number on the bulletin board...I asked if it was true that they had too much paper work to approve an exterminator. They told me my land lord has not reported a single thing to them.

Well now after waiting for 3 months I have to have this done....I have an exterminator coming on Oct 16 and Nov 13.

I also fought for two sprays. When I talked on the phone with exterminator he told me the landlord said "it not that bad" and that I only need one spray."

(NOT THAT BAD? WTF)

I told the exterminator that he is a compulsive lair. It is bad, I see them everyday and yes I do need two sprays.
And then I got my way.

posted October 12, 2021 06:31 AM            

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Originally posted by vansio:
In my case, t Mercury rx moves through my fifth house. […] Haven’t hit the retrograde period yet. Maybe this conversation will come up later.

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Coincidentally, “revisited” this conversation the day Mercury happened to return to the same degree as before-the sex

Sabian: Libra 15. Circular paths. Keywords: repetition, some experiences seems to come again and again, “deja vu” feeling.

He asked me why I blocked him and I explained that I didn’t feel safe with him. Although I attempted to introduce this issue about consent between us calmly and objectively, Person flipped out and gaslit me about our encounter. Sadly.