posted November 05, 2021 04:40 PM            

Here are some of the things I have observed not just for myself but also for my friends.

1. You cannot get any sort of stability at all.

You get a routine going? Stuff hits from left field to knock you off your feet. You get any sort of health routine going? So much piles on in your day that you end up not having enough time for yourself. Given that fixed signs value stability, you can understand how frustrating this whole thing can get. There is always some uncertain event, unforeseen circumstances, or some sort of stuff that gets put on your plate which makes stability something that always evades you.

2. Whatever path you were set on, it is being challenged in a big way along with all of your beliefs.

What do fixed signs do? Hold on to beliefs like none other. This is why they say all fixed signs can hold a grudge because of their fixed nature. My belief was that I would not be coerced into getting the COVID vaccine, well, that changed fast. I realized how little in savings I had left after moving and how much I actually needed my job so now I am having to get the COVID vaccine, as much as I oppose the mandates.

3. You start to realize the truth about friendships and how many of them are real.

I have lost a lot of friends this year because of my beliefs and I am okay with that. The days of going out to party with large groups and going out to meet lots of new people are gone for me. A part of me has also noticed how so very few people are people you can call true friends and how most people will easily turn on you if you do not fit their goals. Somehow, this leads me to my next point.

4. You realize how solitude is not a bad thing.

We condemn it in western culture and talk about how bad it is but overall, I am finding that solitude can be quite a blessing. I have enjoyed a lack of social interaction outside of work, a lack of the going out drinking party life, and a lack of having to keep up with the social drama. In some ways, I have gotten real accustomed to it and find myself happier in it all.

5. You realize how messed up the habits you were into before this transit were.

Drinking multiple nights a week? Waking up at noon because you are so hungover? Selfies with friends where you look like an idiot? Dealing with drama from social life? How dumb. You never realized it back then but you realize it now. It also goes for other stuff like health too, how foolish you were eating out so much during the week. Somehow, this transit has opened my eyes to a lot of that stuff and my friends have witnessed the same.

posted November 05, 2021 09:33 PM            

I can relate to what you are experiencing but all of that predates this saturn/uranus square. My chart is almost all mutable though. I would say I experienced most of what you mentioned while uranus was transiting aries in my 10th house. My 10th ends 29° aries so it started transiting Taurus and my 11th almost simultaneously. My NN also falls in my 10th in aries & my saturn return was in 2016 in my 6th house.

It is kinda funny you say that though. I have actually noticed I have been almost forced to stay put this past year. Like my answer to all of life's problems is changing something up, moving, replacing...mutable people solutions. Like I lost my driver's license for what ended up being a year. I still drove but I was holding off on any cross country adventures until I was road legal again. My sister lives cross country and I was planning on visiting her after i got my DL back. I got my DL back 10/23 and 2 days later my check engine light popped on while I was planning that trip in my mind..do yeah I guess my plans have been more unstable than usual. I know good an damn well if I took off there would be a very small chance I'd return though and I know I need to stay here though. My ma has very few relatives around here. She is 67 and her mother & almost all of her mothers siblings developed alzheimers or dementia. Her last remaining aunt actually just passed away last month.

I have had a few jobs earlier this year that I had up and left mid shift after only a couple weeks after starting. However that isn't unusual for me. More or less expected. Maybe since you are more of a fixed individual we are both experiencing this transit in kind of an opposite way? You going through your saturn return probably plays a huge role as to why this transit is louder to you than most. Saturn is really beating these lessons into you. My dad was also an astrologer, he developed an interest as a teen that stayed with him til he died @ 64. I found astrology on my own in 2012. My pops and I hadn't talked in several years at that time & astrology reunited us. I was 25 at the time and my dad would bring up my upcoming saturn return almost every astro discussion we had. He would say that we don't come out as the same person we went in & I couldn't agree more. I didn't think much of it at the time but damn if it didn't. He ended up passing away during my return & I realized sometime down the road that a planet had somehow kinda taken the place of my father in my life @_@ my dad was a very saturnian person & I miss him everyday.

What you are saying regarding your decision to get the vaccine for the sole reason of keeping their job has been something on my mind since talks of the mandate..what? 2 mos ago? I feel for that segment of the population greatly & I can easily become blind with rage at any given moment. This is their exact plan. They are using the population's vulnerabilities to control what they do. It is so apparent that most people can see this but the fear of losing all they know and all they've worked for has people tossing our their prior convictions for the sake of convenience. It is nothing short of evil. It is like being in an abusive relationship x 336,000,000. For me... it is much easier because of my flexible nature. I was talking to my sister recently and I tell her thoughts of getting the vaccine have entered my mind. for the same reason as you decided to get yours. However I finished that thought saying I can't because it's all but guaranteed I will have dipped out of that job before I even had a chance to get my 2nd dose. I know who I am and it still was something I considered momentarily. I don't have any children, I did not spend 4+ years in college, time building up a career, I am very accustomed to living with little to no income....I have developed skills revolving around that. My home is paid off, I have worked jobs ranging anywhere from an accountant type position to a stripper & everything in between. The last time I was thinking about getting that vaccine I felt a sharp pain in my heart Chakra and a previous time my right arm started burning.

So for me it is a very easy decision not to get the jab but I am not a typical case. Most people can check off at least one of those. Kids, career..something. for most getting the vaccine is the easy decision & it is a terrifying thing to watch. I don't necessarily believe every conspiracy theory but at the very least they are using this as a tool to psychologically control the masses. The sense of urgency that is being used to push this crap mirrors that of a used car salesman. I've been a used car salesperson too. A very ****** one cause of this darn conscience.

What houses of yours are being affected by this transit? I was just wondering because there seems to be alot of importance around health & routine & also work. I am also curious because saturn and uranus are both transiting fixed houses. Saturn in my 8th & uranus in the 11th. I dunno why but it just seems like some mutable themes are present in what you describe. I tend to find comfort in chaos for some reason. TBH, all I have wanted to do is just be able to sit down for at least 2 years but my psyche went to great lengths to reject that impulse. Sometime end of 2019 I remembered one day feeling really at home and at peace while chilling in my room. Like I had been able to ground myself long enough to build a space that was a reflection of me. It was a realization that I hadn't had this before and I instantly feared losing it. I would have regular breakdowns while in my room for random nonsensical reasons. Over the last year I had subconsciously torn apart my comfort zone and had constant thoughts of up and leaving town for whatever reason while in reality I have just been unintentionally working against my conscious intent. The past weeks I have reestablished my comfort zone. But I got double fixed energies working for me now. I actually feel alot better after reading your post and writing all of this. Like that remaining piece of me trying to solve things in a mutable fashion is finally able to sit down with the rest of me :P

I have my Pluto @ 9° Scorpio & Venus 11° that are being affected here. Directly opposite in Taurus I have a nice cluster of asteroids I discovered earlier this year. I have Born, Pain(e), Angers @ 11° & Chaos @ 10. This is very significant to me because these are very loud & noticeable themes in my life. I have known from a very early age that I carried a very deep, intense pain that I could never really explain & still don't think I could. It is a pain that continues to be realized more and more with time. I have no idea how to fully express that pain & never have. So anger not being a very vulnerable emotion was really the only way I had to express my pain. Creating chaos provided temporary relief and a distraction from the other 2. The past several months I can become overwhelmed with grief and/or blinded by rage in the blink of an eye. I tend to hide my tears but through my angry outbursts around town have earned me a minor enemy or 2. Probably another reason I keep wanting to move. But through these interactions I always walk away feeling like a POS and look back at the situation with a clear mind so I can see how I could have handled it better. I didn't really take saturn into consideration here but I guess that explains all the lessons here. I am not quite sure how my venus/pluto is being affected but I am sure it'll show itself.

I have done a little bit of research on the US pluto return 😬 if it is anything like my saturn return then **** ...

To me it looks like whatever you are experiencing with these transits are getting you ready for w/e this country is walking into since our return hits right after yours. Everything feels so surreal these days. Most of us, myself included, are trying desperately to stay in the "good ol days"