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Topic: Saturn: Insecurities and Triggers
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hypatia238
Moderator Posts: 15195
From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted November 18, 2021 11:24 PM
  
So PLUTO rules my 11th house and Saturn rules my intercepted capricorn in the 1st and is co ruler of my 2nd house in aquarius.I have Saturn and Pluto conjunct in the 10th. Then lets add that Saturn inconjuncts my chiron in gemini in the 6th and Pluto forms a golden yod with my chiron and moon. On one had I am in the healing profession and am good at what I do but I feel group dynamics that connect to my career and work are triggering to me. I was reflecting and then noticed how perfectly this connects to my saturn aspects so decided to come here and say this outloud, let it hit the air, and thought it may help others too to reflect on this and how saturn may connect with your raw spots and triggers. Maybe the full moon eclipse coming up is highlighting this in my chart. Feel free to share your thoughts on this topic in any way you feel inspired. IP: Logged |
hypatia238
Moderator Posts: 15195
From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted November 18, 2021 11:25 PM
Perhaps Saturn aspect Chiron are our triggers, or just chiron aspects in general? Okay the full moon eclipse tomorrow is forming a yod with my Pluto and AC and the release point is the sun. Then you add tr Jupiter is squaring the full moon which is forming a yod with my AC and 11thhouse ruler Pluto in the 10th and walla I got triggered, brought to you by the full moon eclipse. IP: Logged |
Librapurr
Knowflake Posts: 1232
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Registered: Jul 2019
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posted November 19, 2021 02:57 PM
I have Pluto sq. and Neptune inconjust, MC. There’s often some weird social dynamic around me. Saturn rules my 3rd. However, I think my communication in private matters is much better than in group involvements. Sometimes, I look at a situation, and I’m amused “Did they really see me that way?” I’m getting triggered much in work situations, but I think it’s more Pluto and Uranus. IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
Knowflake Posts: 6078
From: ♏ Rising
Registered: Nov 2016
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posted November 19, 2021 04:27 PM
Mine may have nothing to do in relation, Pluto isn't really involved with mineper se.
I'd say between my unique birth,(no warmth or connection w/ mother) childhood
are reflected with my Saturn (5) Taurus.
I've struggled with love insecurities. Which was truly always unfounded (as an adult anyway). As a woman I see that. Taurus is Venus ruled and can bring in her darker side insecurity. Psyche was one tale of Venus. V was not good in that tale, yet deep down I think it was insecure emotion, Venus came from foamy water, in a shell - no arms to embrace her.
I've never been devoid of being loved though it seems now, as I'm older much might have been superficial. However, some in my worst times of my appearances (weight gain etc.), still loved me. That Taurus/Saturn can feel harsh on self though. The insecurity has always been my inner child, yet never made me evil as Venus was, it did bring my knee jerk reaction a few times to jinx what might had been beautiful unions. Adding in my case my natal Moon reflects a birth & childhood that brought this mentioned energy via parentage which Saturn in effect was more (insecurities root) powrful with, so happens my mom's Moon is ruled by the same ruler of my Saturn.
- yet not a cnj. IP: Logged |
PlutoWasHere
Knowflake Posts: 269
From: The Nether World
Registered: Mar 2021
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posted November 20, 2021 04:52 AM
My Cancer Saturn (ruler of my H4/5) is conjunct my H7 ruler Mars and squares my Aries Chiron in H7. Together with my Libra ascendant conjunct Pluto, I probably have some relationship karma to deal with in this lifetime.I tend to be insecure about how likeable I am and I avoid confrontations if possible. This has done me no favours in my marriage. I've swept problems under the carpet and usually thought things were my fault and I needed to step up and give even more. I became really miserable. I now feel my needs are important too and it's important to claim them within any relationship. I'm not there yet but I'm making progress. IP: Logged |
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