posted November 25, 2021 03:26 AM            

I have an anxious attachment style and have realized that I have started using astrology last year as an unhealthy way to cope with my attachment style.

I have always been scared of the future of my relationships, and the person I was with was an avoidant attachment. Every time he started acting distant I would check our transits, " oh saturn return in his 7th" " North node transit my 7th" and put myself in a state of even more worry. I paid an astrologer who told me I would be exiting a relationship and getting into a new one at the end of the year, which would cause me worry and still does. I posted our composite on here and got told our relationship would be on and off, when that manifested to be true, my attachement to astrology got stronger (in a negative way). I used vedic astrologers who told me I have love affairs that do not last because of saturn in my 5th.

We have started talking again, and I am trying to fix these types of things about myself so that if we ever got back together in the future, things would be different. However astrology has such a stronghold on me, i can't help thinking things like there's a solar eclipse happening in his 5th house conjunct his venus in december and he will probably stop talking to me because our composite says we are destined to be on & off and the astrologer said I will leave this and enter something new. I get so worried and sad over this. I feel like I cannot even enjoy this relationship because I am hyper analyzing every part of its astrology.

posted November 26, 2021 08:15 PM            

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posted November 27, 2021 07:39 PM            

i got some sodalite tumblers a couple days ago and finally used them yesterday. i LOVE them. i woke up in a triggered mood and felt energetically drained, which was probably brought up for healing by some other new crystals i slept with (also maybe they needed more cleansing or perhaps they are too strong for me at the moment). however after holding the cleansed sodalite, i became very calm and clear headed. i slept with them and had a great sleep.