posted December 06, 2021 01:25 PM            

This is half for venting, half for comfort, and half for personal therapy.

I lived happily and peacefully in my country, Russia, together with my friends, my brother and my caregivers.

I was a very happy girl, full of life, energy and dreams.

At the orphanage I was described as "sociable, caring and loving."

One day the curse entered my life when I was kidnapped by an old pedophile couple.

These people, when they kidnapped me, they made me the whole psycho and narcissistic abuse thing.

The first step is to remove the victim from their environment.
In my case, it was a real physical kidnapping, albeit legalized.
They took me away from my country, my brother, my caregivers, my home and they took my whole life.

Suddenly, being an 8-year-old girl, I was alone with two monsters.

Everything changed.

After my abduction, the Pisces woman who kidnapped me so that I would have the obligation to be her daughter, started her pedophile, delusional and sick tactics very early.

An 8-year-old boy showers alone. This is known around the world. Except pedophiles.

This woman, with the excuse of the shower, liked to touch my naked infantile body. As I cried and covered myself, the woman showed no compassion. She looked at me with a perverted look And she kept touching my body.

One day, we were studying the reproductive system at school. I would be 9 years old.
I asked this woman what this topic was like.
Any normal person explains this to a girl far above, because it is an uncomfortable subject. Minus the pedophiles.

This woman took me to the bathroom and spread my legs in front of her, while she looked at my private parts with absolute delight.

posted December 06, 2021 05:54 PM            

I know of one person who has a somewhat similar story to yours. There was no pedophilia as far as I know.

When a dear friend of mine was a child, his parents were killed in a car accident, and he was the only survivor. He had no other family, so when he was about 7 or 8 I think, he was put in an orphanage.

Not long after that, he was adopted by a seemingly nice family. He then learned they were a military couple, and they forced him to start very harsh military training as a child. He was forced to learn different styles of combat, punished by being put in solitary confinement, where sometimes they'd dump spiders all over him. They found out whatever he was afraid of and exposed him to it as often as possible. He lived in an isolated place where there was no place to escape, he couldn't make any calls. It was like a prison.

This friend was even forced to kill animals to desensitize him to cruelty.

I know that in some countries that is indeed part of certain military training. They will force some to kill small puppies to prove their complete and total obedience to orders.

He also said that there were other kids there, just like him, who'd been adopted, then forced to endure training. He also said some of them died.

Anyhow, my friend, eventually as a teenager he did escape that place, and he got as far away from that there as possible - but that was only after all the damage was done. I haven't spoken to him in awhile, but I know that he was in deep pain, and no one was there to help him or save him from that nightmare. I hope he's doing okay now, somehow.

The point here being that I understand where you're coming from, and yes there really are sickos out there who will take children and use them in whatever way possible and groom them into whatever they want, either for sex, slavery, labor or war or what have you, regardless of the child's soul or wellbeing.

I hope talking about it brings you some healing <3

posted December 24, 2021 04:29 PM            

Based on your story, I'm pretty sure you are multi-talented and you're gonna be so good for this world even without much recognition at the moment.