posted December 21, 2021 10:09 PM            

Recently, I had a major epiphany.

Throughout my life, I have been a victim of toxic situations. I was born into a toxic family with negative and just overall evil parents (who did get somewhat better overtime). My parents fed me greasy poisonous food that got me fat but then I started to lose weight in my youth, which they tried to stop since they were both fat and hated me trying to get fit. Enough of that though.

Even in college, my parents would not let go and tried to control my life as much as possible. It hurt my social life which led to me being lonely and the momentum I had with my weight loss was gone, I stuck to drinking more and eating junk food. Luckily, I kept at a safe enough weight and wasn't fat (not fit either though).

After college though, I did have a good health routine going but ended up being a victim to very toxic workplaces and venomous bosses. It hurt me to where I used alcohol, drinking, junk food, and an unhealthy lifestyle to cope. The abuse stuck with me and that affected my weight gain.

Over the years, it would continue. I run into a toxic life situation? I used alcohol and junk food to cope and I put on the pounds.

Now it is hitting me to where the struggle has been. Every time I try to get a good situation going for my health and fitness, work throws a wrench in the form of toxic coworkers and toxic personalities which affect me to where I take that bad energy home with me. Even the bad news in society and the bad truths I learned about it hit me to where my physical health took a hit.

In my Saturn Return, I have learned the value so far of maintaining a healthy habit of exercising and eating right when stressful, toxic, and negative situations hit you.

posted December 21, 2021 10:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
That is so interesting. I am really starting see Saturn as where we peak later in our lives.

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posted December 22, 2021 12:30 AM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
That is so interesting. I am really starting see Saturn as where we peak later in our lives.

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posted December 27, 2021 05:08 PM            

It's good to see you having this insight. There are two houses that relate to the body: the 1st (innate tendencies by personality / constitution) and the 6th (attitudes towards and habits of physical body/health).

Psychic boundaries are very helpful and powerful to acknowledge what is someone else's issues so you don't absorb them. Then we actually have the psychic space to acknowledge our own issues and deal with them constructively.

I wish you well in the New Year.

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posted December 27, 2021 09:46 PM            

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Originally posted by Kannon McAfee:
plutonianmenace,

It's good to see you having this insight. There are two houses that relate to the body: the 1st (innate tendencies by personality / constitution) and the 6th (attitudes towards and habits of physical body/health).

Psychic boundaries are very helpful and powerful to acknowledge what is someone else's issues so you don't absorb them. Then we actually have the psychic space to acknowledge our own issues and deal with them constructively.

I wish you well in the New Year.

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Well, my Saturn Return according to your blog post has started, it is within that 5 degrees sphere man.