posted February 12, 2022 02:00 PM            

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Originally posted by PlutoWasHere:
Hi Aries23Degrees, thank you for your reply. I’ve been very busy myself so your reply was quick enough for me. My eldest son has been diagnosed with COVID and today’s his birthday. It’s been crazy getting things done. Fortunately, no big health issue’s. He only has a sore throat.

With your R10 Saturn in H8/Scorpio you might have to go through different jobs so you can master your skill before you settle in your career. Or maybe you are not meant to settle at all but to be transformed by your job experiences. Would that be a bad thing?

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That's fine. I hope your Son fully recovers from the sore throat 🙏🏿

Looking at the coinciding of transiting Pluto in 10th and the start of my career, I am thinking that there could be a link.

You know when you long for something? Always asking for it up to a point where it starts to hurt when you don't have it? Well I think that this is connected to my career and the feelings around not being settled there. I have long wanted
to solidify this area of my life. But it's not happening.

I think there is something about Plu transiting the 10th that has focus therein. It's like you just notice (even through feelings) when you are NOT where you ought to be.

So whilst asking the question, how can you get a surefooting and vibration level possible to get an answer? You just can't think outside that point of "lack".

And so I think I have been focused on that part since my career began. And my thinking is that Pluto in Aqua may shift focus outside of my career.

I have long been identifying my success as a person with my career. And since the latter has stalled, I have (through association) concluded that I must be a "failure" too.🤷🏿‍♂️

So the move of Plu-Aqu(whole sign 11th) may remove this intense charge & energy on "progress" and "purpose" for me to stand far away from the question (vibrationally). That I can eventually be within the vicinity of the answer.

I reckon that that will be the release of resistance. The water may start flowing into this desert when my solar focused eyes are off it. When I don't care for it anymore(either way). Because in reality, we tend to get things we ask for when (ironically) we do not care for them anymore. 🤷🏿‍♂️

So to link this with what you said, H8 is about "loss". And I guess Saturn ruling my 10th and co-ruling my 11th is teaching me the art of detachment? To let go and not try to control things? And just be in the vicinity of letting them "happen"?

I have certainly experienced pain in the area of house 10. I am enough. It's certainly humbled me because of the clashes I have had with authority fugures in the process of this experience. Very demoralizing

I am transformed psychologically (no doubt). I have learned to "manage" others with huge egos which (by extension) is the monitoring of my own ego-because projection is about the self and not do much about others.

Before the closing off of Pluto in Cap, there is likely a humility that I will have gained.To sidestep drama for peace
and let go of the desire to "win"( even though I am in the right). It doesn't matter. Pluto has taught me that asserting that you are "right ", doesn't attract peace. It actually pushes it away. 🤷🏿‍♂️

posted February 13, 2022 03:03 PM            

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Originally posted by PlutoWasHere:
Thank you for your answer Aries23Degrees. I think we sometimes all struggle with our purpose. It’s easy to feel like you’re not appreciated and sometimes people react very defensive to our best intentions. With Pluto transiting your H10, I can understand that a lot of personal focus is directed to your career. Pluto is transiting my H4 and I have had a lot of issues with my home and family.

Even when we are not at the destination we expected to be, the journey still has value to us. Even when we struggle and the harvest is poor, we have learned lessons and we can take pride in the things we did achieve. And a certain degree of detachment is always healthy. Not everything is personal. Sometimes we just have bad luck.

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Indeed. Not everything is personal. And I think that Plu trans the 10th house has taught me to detach from people's opinion of me(reputation). As it is something I can't control. I can just be me.

And the fact that I have attached so much power yo authority figures also has a play to it. Sometimes I think I overstate their influence when in actual fact,it could be far less intimidating then what I thought.

Pluti in 10th is preoccupation with career. The hurt coming from not finding your own place in the world. And watching your peers succeed in comparison to you can have you wondering what on earth you are doing wrong.

But there is humility learned here. In that once I don't involve myself in the thoughts of others I.e wanting them to so desperately think positive of me. I worry less.

I can only imagine the pain and strife of Pluto in 4th. This is your area of home and peace of mind. Pluto there (I assume) may have desecrated what all that is and leaving feelings of inner "displacement" and detachment from emotional bonds in its wake.

posted March 07, 2022 09:50 AM            

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Originally posted by BeholdAstarte:
From a fellow MC neptunian to another, I hear ur dissatisfaction and fully believe that just going with your instincts and putting yourself out in the world u might just stumble upon opportunities u wouldn’t have thought otherwise. Especially with jupiter/uranus, having an unpredictable element but jupiter too having this freedom loving quality, it’s energy brings chance.
Maybe travel and a chaotic element that spices things up for u can be factors in looking for a job more fulfilling, so you can be challenged and feel a purpose.

I use to have these vivid dreams about sculpting and finding my mentors to help guide me, and from the inspiration I just started looking and seeing what was out there, leading me from knife making to eventually my jeweler job now, but just putting yourself out there and connecting with like minded people who share the same passions I think will help lead the way for things to fall into place.

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