posted April 17, 2022 07:52 AM            

I use to like when planets are retrograde and now I hate it.

Retrogrades use to be a much needed slow down. When I was overworked. I think it’s interesting that the big planets usually go rx in the spring summer. As a teacher I’m off work in the summer.
I also loved just focusing on online college w/o working 5 days a week.

I’ve had so much constant and uncomfortable rushed change over the years.

In the last two years I got my bachelors, got married, moved 3 times, quit my teaching job, decided to travel with husband, caught COVID twice.

I hate retrogrades now! It makes me feel like I am reliving a traumatic time in my life that I thought never again, things will be good now.
I feel like I can’t have a mental health no matter how hard I try. I feel like I get ******** handed to me left and right.

I can already feel the stationary rx of this upcoming Pluto retrograde. 28 degrees is when it is done squaring my Sun sign. This transit needs to be over for me while I deal with Uranus square and opposition transits.

Omg and Chiron. I hate Chiron in Aries. Because I have cancer Jupiter 4 degrees, Uranus Capricorn 8 degrees, Neptune Capricorn 14 degrees, Saturn Capricorn 24 degrees. Chiron will pretty much always be squaring something the entire time in the ram constellation.

posted April 17, 2022 08:08 AM            

Neptune rx often feels like a nightmare and downward spiral.

I was actually happy for Uranus to go retrograde last year. Because Uranus sucks arse for me in the middle degrees. I have a handful of Aquarius, Leo and Scorpio in the middle degrees.

And Chiron….we’ll even with it going rx again in the future at least I can know that it is done for good squaring my Jupiter cancer. But I’ve read that Chiron square Uranus is like having no control over your life, so don’t even bother. Chiron squares feel like the most dragged out transit ever. Especially for something tropically so underrated in mainstream astrology.