posted June 16, 2023 01:18 PM            

Even the year has been crazy. Towards the middle of March, randomly get laid off and have to look for a new job which I actually found not that long ago.

As May started and we headed into Gemini season, I caught up with some old friends to have fun at a bar. Realized just how toxic this dude was and it was so bad it impacted my health. All this after spending most of late April and early May coughing like a maniac and having a flu because of some bug going around. This dude was so toxic and bad that I could not believe how bad he had gotten or really was. I ignored it in the past but ever deal with those people that leave you drained? This was that guy.

Towards the end of May, was supposed to drive a few hours to another town for a project as well as seeing a photographer there for some new photos (both for professional headshot and dating apps). The drive itself results in me sitting in traffic for 4 hours not even able to get out of the city because they closed all the lanes on the highway. Apparently some kid crashed his sports car into a box truck and it ended up killing the driver and others. Meanwhile, the air filter in my car is acting funny so it is hot and the AC barely works. All the while, I had to pee really bad and I ended up just doing it in a large mug I have. Ever tried peeing while sitting in a car? Tough to do!

Even worse? I realized that the toll roads do not accept credit card or any payment other than cash which I do not have so I get hit with fines along the freaking way. Then realize that a company I had ordered clothes from slipped in free clothes with my order as a try on and I am also tasked to mail them all back or I have to pay for them ($300). WTF?

Then I finally arrive in the town, what was supposed to be a 2 hour trip turned into a 7 hour one because of how bad the traffic was. The photoshoot gets rescheduled because of heavy storms and heavy rain. I finally get it done but then realize that for the dating apps themselves, I have an active shadowban which practically defeats the purpose of the photoshoot. Normally, I have met women through the apps themselves.

Now I am also in my job with no direction or idea of what they want to do with me.

I also feel like dating and love life, the two have taken a massive nose dive for me although in recent years, they were great.

posted June 16, 2023 05:35 PM            

But without a doubt, Uranus, now at 17N42 is approaching exact parallel to your natal Sun [17N44], and is also contra-parallel natal Saturn [17S09].

Uranus is most bothersome when we are looking for security, stability, predictability, etc (Saturn, Moon). Uranus has zero interest in that because what it delivers is an urging to open up the higher mind to solve problems based on greater intelligence and more connections to a larger sphere of life. In other words, problems solved sometimes because the current 'problem' is only a stuck place in a process Uranus wants to take us beyond. Too much belief in the definitions of the 'problem' creates friction with the higher intel of Uranus. So its harder transits are irritating and will seem to be accompanied by chaos. But it seems like chaos when we are resisting.

Expect the unexpected. "Crazy" is a keyword for Uranus, especially in hard aspects. Be more open to solutions and resolutions that go in unexpected directions that you would never have considered. That's the real liberation — not one framed (and limited) by prior beliefs or expectations.

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posted June 17, 2023 12:00 PM            

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Originally posted by Kannon McAfee:
Based on information in posts you've made here over the last couple years I've concluded that your Asc is a few degrees earlier in Leo. So that would mean transiting Uranus has moved into square with your natal Asc.

But without a doubt, Uranus, now at 17N42 is approaching exact parallel to your natal Sun [17N44], and is also contra-parallel natal Saturn [17S09].

Uranus is most bothersome when we are looking for security, stability, predictability, etc (Saturn, Moon). Uranus has zero interest in that because what it delivers is an urging to open up the higher mind to solve problems based on greater intelligence and more connections to a larger sphere of life. In other words, problems solved sometimes because the current 'problem' is only a stuck place in a process Uranus wants to take us beyond. Too much belief in the definitions of the 'problem' creates friction with the higher intel of Uranus. So its harder transits are irritating and will seem to be accompanied by chaos. But it seems like chaos when we are resisting.

Expect the unexpected. "Crazy" is a keyword for Uranus, especially in hard aspects. Be more open to solutions and resolutions that go in unexpected directions that you would never have considered. That's the real liberation — not one framed (and limited) by prior beliefs or expectations.

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posted June 21, 2023 11:42 AM            

I am having to cut off a ton of "friendships" because of realizing how toxic they were but I am also getting sick, physically, from dealing with such toxic people and situations.

Finally, I feel like everything is piling up fast for me.

I got hit with parking tickets in my trip to another city as I mentioned earlier in the thread. Then being stuck in traffic for hours, like wtf. My car needs more repairs such as its filtration unit so I can get cold air again. I am almost going broke because of being unemployed for months (got a new job now) but it seems like life is quite expensive in general. The amount I need to spend on a car and then on a new furniture, thank god Prime Day is nearby.

Then just having to see the doctor so many times only for them to say nothing is wrong but the past couple of months, getting sick more often.

Finally, everything is spitting in my face. I feel like more people are going out of their way to get a rise out of me. More people and more things that get presented to me is like life laughing and trolling me. It is hard to describe but it is like life purposefully trying to feed me BS and put things in my face specifically meant to **** me the heck off.

posted June 21, 2023 04:32 PM            

Part of the Uranus transit is that it is inarguably opposite your natal Pluto and has been very closely in recent weeks. This can mean a pattern of disruption in which others randomly take shots at your sense of isolation/power/safety. I see it as like the beginning of cracking a shell around you that must change for you to move forward in the next major steps of growth.

Uranus in hard aspects often brings change we resist or do not like because it seems random and upsets the order of the familiar in our lives. Doesn't matter. Change must happen anyway, in this case because the timing of the hard Uranus transits shows it is scheduled.

Uranus opposite natal Pluto is a kind of personal revolution that can randomly, unexpectedly **** with your sense of personal power, separation, or selective connections to the outside world.

Uranus is the collective, higher mind. It will show us how we are connected cosmically to all that is, even if it has to do it in trivial, annoying ways to break the shell that we've built up like walls of separation (self-protection). When walls of self-protection have been built up too sturdy to allow our cosmic connections to everything to function in our favor, then it is time that shell be cracked and taken away piece by piece.

The universe does not have it in for you. Quite the opposite. It is our need to protect our individuality during certain periods of our lives that later becomes a liability.

In the practice of The Emotion Code method of releasing trapped emotions and traumas these self-protections are known as 'heart walls.' A heart wall is an energetic-consciousness shield created by the subconscious to protect the heart's emotional nature from trauma or injury while younger and more vulnerable. This can become confused with personal power, thus making it very hard to let go of since we integrate it into our personalities. Practitioners of The Emotion Code can help people very easily identify particular heart walls and release them within minutes — provided the person is willing.

I suggest you look up The Emotion Code for practitioner near you. Releasing trapped emotions and heart walls from past traumas is essential to moving forward into a place of healing, better balance, better relationships, etc. I'm sure it can be done different ways if a person has the awareness to change, but The Emotion Code system really brings it into focus. You could even try it DIY by looking it up on youtube or reading the book The Emotion Code.

These hard outer planet transits call for courageous decisions for personal change that can seem to go against the grain of our personalities. The difficulty is that most of us have experienced so many traumas, big or little, that we feel these self-protection devices, blocks, walls, etc, are essential to living. They're not. Not once we are adults who no longer have to protect ourselves from childhood vulnerabilities. Not once we've decided to heal and be whole.

Until then, Uranus will be shaking and rattling your tree for the durations of its transits.

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posted June 22, 2023 12:27 AM            

It is interesting because as I looked at my natal chart, Uranus is natal to my 5th house but is transiting through my 9th house. Pluto is native to my 3rd house but is transiting through my 6th house, or starting to. I would assume this to be 9th house and 6th house transit? If that is how it all works?

I have however felt the reverse in a way. I have needed to draw more into seclusion or just doing things myself in the recent month. A good example is that I had "friends" I would go out to bars to chill with so we could eventually talk to women. I realized I was good at it and got results but my "friends" were overly drunk and got in the way. It got so much to where I felt like I was being dragged emotionally by just being near them.

I guess in recent months I have learned how toxic people can affect one's health that I have needed to draw into my shell or just want to do things alone. It's like I have found so many inefficiencies in doing anything in a group that I have grown to want to be more alone.