posted July 21, 2023 10:25 PM            

For what it's worth, I am in my transit Pluto square Moon era. It's almost close to exact. Today is one of those days I feel most of the heaviness from Pluto.

Searching on YouTube about Venus conjunct Pluto help me understand the power struggle I had in relationship with friends, romantics, family. I decided to let go, look within not at circumstances. Allow things to fall. If it's meant for me, it will be around (and won't be a struggle anymore). One thing that struck me the most was the part we can only control ourselves, not the outside world. As of the result, I find the inner strength within me. I no longer feel powerless. I didn't even know I did. I realized it when I notice I don't panic or freaked out any more of situations I cannot control.

I am also more cautious now, letting people in my deeper world. I had poor boundaries before.

My regular chart show Venus with more of a Uranian/Aqua energy (Venus in 11th house trine Uranus) - I do value friendship and prefer on a deeper level and attract obsessive energy to me. My Venus/Pluto midpoint square my Moon adds to the tone.

I have a lot of other midpoints too on my Sun. I'm not sure if that's typical => [Venus/Mercury MP conjunct Sun] square [Neptune] and Jupiter/Pluto MP conjunct Neptune.

posted July 24, 2023 03:35 PM            

Venus and Pluto together can create a situation of betrayal or heartbreak/pain through love or friendship.

So when these two square the Moon, it may suggest a situation where there is a breakdown of trust via close relationships.

It is usually situation where one is stripped of all defenses and is raw/naked and vulnerable.

So transits to your natal Moon may trigger a series of feelings covered by the above.This in particular a conj, opp or square.

Say for instance you have transit Nep squaring natal Moon. Aside from considering the things that are happening as per the Moon and Neptune relationships I.e. uncontrollable (Nep) feelings(Moon), getting lost(Nep) in ones emotions (Moon), no clarity(Nep) when it comes to your feelings(Moon), confusion( Nep) about where your loyalties are(Moon) etc.

It may also be a time of making questionable decisions in terms of who you let into your inner circle. Or creating a situation in your emotional life(conscious or not) where there is a lack of boundaries and order. You open yourself up to be taken advantage of (at worst).

Whilst this transit is happening, take a look at your Venus(relationships) too. This in terms of issues pertaining to betrayal and loss of trust(Pluto). That is what the Ven/Pluto midpoint on Moon is saying.

posted July 24, 2023 10:09 PM            

In some ways I LOVE MPs. It helps me dig into wide orbs if it's filling in any gaps and see how the energy between planets flow as a whole in your chart. This is the case in my chart.
Ex: My Venus oppose Moon with Moon/Pluto conjunct at 8º apart. That's too wide. However If Pluto wasn't this wide, the orbs for the MP would be out of orb. It's so fascinating because this helps me understand the importance of geometrical patterns/aspects. It opens up another tunnel vision for me to explore. I can see how this can impact on synastry too. It's just a lot of dissecting haha

You're on point Aries23
It pretty sums up my relationships. Secrecy√ ! Revealed Secrets √ ! Hurt √ ! Transform and carrying darkness around √ !

Friendships jealousy√ !! . I believe it was my insecurity attracting them. We related on that level. it can backfire to bond that way - I did some reality check, accepted my dark parts and flaws. I can now spot who to not let in - I was very opened before, aka desperate.

My life was confusing with others stance w me too (Neptune in 7H) - it's a forever fog.

And all this time I thought it was my widely orbed, out of sign Moon Pluto conjunction 5H contributing to this phenomenon. I can now rest and stop investigating.