posted November 08, 2023 04:47 PM            

Lord that new moon is conjuct mars in scorpio and opposing URANUS so this "new beginning" will have something about it that feels unexpected, then you add that the opposition is squaring SATURN at Aries point so again highlighting an unexpected new beginning.

What is this new moon doing in your chart??

For me a lot is going on...
The sun-moon-mars stellium is trining my moon.
Tr Uranus is sextiling my Moon as well.
My Sun is conjuncting the AC and antivertex.
Tr Mercury is conjuncting my Chart ruler Jupiter conjunct Uranus
My Venus conjunct Mars are trine/sextile the nodes
Transit Venus is conjuncting my MC

posted November 08, 2023 10:01 PM            

conjuncts Juno, moon, pluto, lilith, kaali
square mars, mc, ic
sextile saturn

posted November 09, 2023 07:10 PM            

Mercury still conjunct NN, square my Mars, opposed Moon, Venus and SN. Venus trines them, too. And my vertex.

Jupiter opposed Sun/Moon and Sun/Venus midpoint.

Saturn conjunct Mars, trine Uranus/ascendant, square Moon, Venus, and Nodes.

NN conjunct my Sun.

I don't know what Pholus is doing, but it's square my Jupiter/Pluto opposition.

posted November 11, 2023 01:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
That Scorpio Stellium is opp. Uranus. 🫣 I hope Libra Venus helps to soothe the craziness.

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Same!! That Scorpio stellium at the New Moon opposite Uranus is causing quite the buzz amongst all the astrologers I listen to!!

For my personal transits at that New Moon:

Exact conjunction between transit Venus & natal Pluto
Transit Mercury conjunct my natal Neptune - Moon conjunction
That darn transit South Node still conjunct my natal Uranus - MC conjunction (I didn’t much enjoy hearing from an ex I never wanted to hear from again the day after the Libra New Moon eclipse last month 😂
Transit Uranus trine my natal Mars (which makes my natal Mars sextile the New Moon Scorpio stellium)
Transit Venus sextile my natal Neptune - Moon conjunction
Transit North Node in an almost exact conjunction with my natal Chiron

Without knowing too much about astrology, I’d say that with the Nodal axis sitting right on top of my natal Uranus/MC - Chiron opposition and my natal Mars trining transit Uranus, some wacky stuff or other is goin’ down on Monday. 😊

(Taurus governs my 5th House and Scorpio my 11th if anyone is curious)

posted November 12, 2023 10:15 PM            

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Originally posted by LF DX:
The 14th is my birthday, the new moon will be on my sun/mars/pluto stellium in scorpio in 8th house and squaring my moon in aquarius, so lots of intense energies all around me for my birthday weekend

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Happy Birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!

I hope is a great year for you LF DX

Nice seeing you pop in.

posted November 12, 2023 11:22 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
The “sudden changes” makes me nervous. So, I’m currently browsing cookie recipes, to make for us, and/or a cookie exchange. I made some cookies last December, that I liked more than I thought I would, but it took an entire box of butter to make them. My arteries are screaming, just thinking about it, and so is my food budget, which is even less than it was, at the moment.

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There is definitely stuff going on here on my end...

My partner was high on xanax and left with his bike last weekend and somehow ended up in jail, I bailed him out on Wednesday but reached out to his parents so they will cover the bail and this was my first interaction with his parents and it went well and they helped out with bail and tomorrow he has a hearing, seems he is meeting with his public defender and it looks like its all a mix up and its bc he was high why any of this went down...

Now I have possession of the xanax and keep it in my office away from him and our apartment, I have never done xanax in my life and don't plan to, I am scared of it now, I feel seeing him high on xanax has giving me a little bit of PTSD bc I am so hyper vigilant now with him and I need to relax, it all started in Mexico. I really thought bc he suffers from anxiety and panic attacks that him getting xanax would be helpful for him since is not his drug of preference but because of his severe issues with insomnia and the nightmare disorder which stems from unresolved trauma (PTSD) and that he is sleep deprived he was too eager to take xanax to go to sleep and so he took the xanax and he took too much and then kept taking it (he lost control); it was quite the experience to witness him on xanax to say the least and his behaviors ect, I managed to still have a good time in Mexico but I was worried and babysitting but we also grew closer together and had great conversations. I was so naive though, he admits that he if would have taken less it would have played out differently but its very clear now that this is a drug he can abuse easily and so I don't trust it at all. I honestly don't like how it affects him and don't want him to do it again not even at a low dose, I am kind of scared now; its not a good fit for him.

Anyways he is detoxing from opioids and no longer taking xanax and things hopefully will continue in this direction, it seems he is taking this seriously and he needs to as otherwise we will not make it, I love him but he needs to beat this addiction once and for all and I think 2024 may be his year, I read it can take 8 years or more to achieve long term remission and I am thinking is about that time for him. I can tell I can't handle this type of situation long term bc its too stressful, I can do it for a while as its worth fighting for him but he needs to also fight for himself and take it seriously or I will eventually lose all my steam and grow tired of feeling like a babysitter.

I am hoping this new moon strengthens his commitment towards recovery and helps him beat this addiction. The law getting involved may end up being beneficial as he may end up on probation before conviction and charges can then end up getting dropped. Saturn is squaring that SUN/MOON/URANUS opposite URANUS after all and saturn is there to create order out of chaos and its at aries point in pisces hopefully marking a new beginning of sobriety forcing order out of chaos.

...and this all ofcourse impacts me, I am feeling closer than ever to him after our trip to Mexico but also know I need him to be sober and live a sober life for him and for us.

I also had my dad get rid of all the furniture in my room back in FL as that room looks exactly like my room when I was a teen in 9th grade. I ordered a queen bed and bedframe for my room in FL (before there were two double beds). I just ordered the floor on home depot so we can get rid of the carpet and put cherry wood tiles instead and also got a portable air conditioner bc my room faces the sun and seems to be the only space in the house were it gets super hot and my dad does not really use the AC, he keeps it at 80 the AC. I prefer to keep AC between 68-73 which is standard so this new moon is coinciding with me taking steps to renovate my room in FL so I can feel more comfortable there when I go visit and so my room aligns more with 40 year old version of me. Interesting enough the NEW MOON IC conjuncts my AC so that is very fitting

Also the NEW MOON AC conjuncts my SUN and the NEW MOON DC conjuncts widely my MOON and its ruler conjuncts more tightly my MOON so it also makes sense is impacting my relationship and partnership but is possible all these things will bring us closer together and lead to growth. We are learning to repair quicker without brushing things under the rug either and that is a big improvement for us, he is also sweeter lately like overall. Is like I am getting to know a different version of him,it could be bc he is so guarded it took a while for him to show me this sweeter side of him but is like this is the real him. Almost like I was seeing his ARIES rising and now I am seeing the DC in LIBRA conjunct his SUN if that makes sense, I wasn't expecting this but I Like it, I just need him to beat this addiction.

I may finally fly with him to FL for Thanksgiving and my father and siblings will meet him for the first time. I will decide tomorrow night if I am going to do this or go alone. He agreed to come along.

VENUS in libra conjuncting exact my MC, well this month I am getting credentialed to be able to accept a number of insurances in FL so there is movement there too going on.

I feel scorpio does represent addiction bc pisces/neptune likes to get lost in a fantasy yes but scorpio is the compulsive addictive part of it, that all or nothing intensity that leads to self destruction or transformation and healing. Scorpio is obsessive and pleasure loving which drives the addiction but scorpio is also about healing, overcoming our addictions and compulsions and achieving self mastery but I think a saturn transit will have to be in effect to force you to be honest with yourself and give you the discipline to do the work to overcome the addiction bc Saturn makes you look at stuff objectively that you have been ignoring or looking through rose colored glasses and tells you that you cannot ignore this anymore and need to do something about it.

posted November 13, 2023 06:55 AM            

I need a nap. Dad is taking the day off, because he needs to take the van to get a couple of things fixed.

posted November 13, 2023 07:15 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
There is definitely stuff going on here on my end...

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That is a lot. My keyboard is acting up, so I'm typing a bit at a time, I have to keep editing. I've never taken medication for anxiety, but I was given an Ativan, once, when I was briefly in the hospital. I was lacking sleep, and only got a few hours, but it helped to relax me, so I can understand how someone could get addicted to something like that. I'm afraid of taking anything stronger than tylenol, because I grew up around an addict (through a family member), and then my mum became an alcoholic.

posted November 13, 2023 02:06 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I haven't read this yet. I'm going to try to take a nap.

http://bigskyastrology.com/new-moon-scorpio-season-of-long-shadows/

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Thanks for sharing!

posted November 13, 2023 02:07 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
That is a lot. My keyboard is acting up, so I'm typing a bit at a time, I have to keep editing. I've never taken medication for anxiety, but I was given an Ativan, once, when I was briefly in the hospital. I was lacking sleep, and only got a few hours, but it helped to relax me, so I can understand how someone could get addicted to something like that. I'm afraid of taking anything stronger than tylenol, because I grew up around an addict (through a family member), and then my mum became an alcoholic.

Do you think something like L-Theanine could help to relax him? I don't know if it works, because I've taken it around the time I've taken other things. I think I'm going to need more SAM-e to get me through the holidays.

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He says 5htp helps him, out of all the natural stuff I have given him he does feel 5htp helps.

I ordered this two things last night for him:

1. http://a.co/d/3xCvvgT

^^that one has a ton of good stuff including some SAMe.

2. http://a.co/d/hC42V8D

posted November 13, 2023 10:32 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Happy Birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!

I hope is a great year for you LF DX

Nice seeing you pop in.

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Thank you so much lml, I've been having the best year of my life, even though the past few months have been with conflicts...

Lots of things have happened in this year

-One of my bands released a record, got good reviews, feels great to finally achieve something with music

- Got my first relationship, though it was an open non-compromising relationship. I've learnt a lot of relationships with a libra woman, unfortunately, she only wanted sex and she ghosted me because of the intensity, and because she's "faithful" to her girlfriend of 13 years, that's a thing that left me broken, but I'm handling it well

-got my first job that i've got under my merit, got a part-time job online being an interpreter for LEP patients here at my house, so I'm starting to earn money that will help for my musical projects

- I've learnt to forgive my mother whom I've never got a relationship before this year, also I did it with my sister. It completely changed the anatomy in my soul as i've let go many grudges I've held for a lifetime and made me feel lighter. Many of my victories this year I think is because of this.

Also, being close at the crest of the wave of my life, plenty of great friendships, a paid job, getting more known as a musician, having my first taste of romance, so, amazing.

But, through the eclipse i've dreamed with Pisces soulmate that i've got unfinished business and it is causing me tension that I can't quite leave it be, also because my first solo record will be about how she made me feel last year in a way no one did it, and it's because though her, all of this things happened, but she doesn't know anything of this.
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posted November 14, 2023 11:14 AM            

11/11 portal day, post eclipse, and this full moon.

posted November 15, 2023 02:06 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
He says 5htp helps him, out of all the natural stuff I have given him he does feel 5htp helps.

I ordered this two things last night for him:

1. http://a.co/d/3xCvvgT

^^that one has a ton of good stuff including some SAMe.

2. http://a.co/d/hC42V8D

^^that one has good stuff too and is very cheap and servings last 4 months so is a great deal IMO.

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Thanks for the recommendations. I need liquid or chewables, unfortunately. The Sam-e I get is about $37, in a little squeeze bottle, and money has been excruciatingly tight, but dad said we should be okay soon.

I keep forgetting to take my coq10 and L-carnitine liquid. So, that’s next.

posted November 15, 2023 04:31 PM            

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Originally posted by LF DX:
Thank you so much lml, I've been having the best year of my life, even though the past few months have been with conflicts...

Lots of things have happened in this year

-One of my bands released a record, got good reviews, feels great to finally achieve something with music

- Got my first relationship, though it was an open non-compromising relationship. I've learnt a lot of relationships with a libra woman, unfortunately, she only wanted sex and she ghosted me because of the intensity, and because she's "faithful" to her girlfriend of 13 years, that's a thing that left me broken, but I'm handling it well

-got my first job that i've got under my merit, got a part-time job online being an interpreter for LEP patients here at my house, so I'm starting to earn money that will help for my musical projects

- I've learnt to forgive my mother whom I've never got a relationship before this year, also I did it with my sister. It completely changed the anatomy in my soul as i've let go many grudges I've held for a lifetime and made me feel lighter. Many of my victories this year I think is because of this.

Also, being close at the crest of the wave of my life, plenty of great friendships, a paid job, getting more known as a musician, having my first taste of romance, so, amazing.

But, through the eclipse i've dreamed with Pisces soulmate that i've got unfinished business and it is causing me tension that I can't quite leave it be, also because my first solo record will be about how she made me feel last year in a way no one did it, and it's because though her, all of this things happened, but she doesn't know anything of this.

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