posted February 14, 2024 04:02 AM            

I had the Plu Cap square Lib Mars in 2018. A touchy period indeed. Always responding to an irritation with excessive anger.

What I found with this transit is that I didn't erase anger per se. But I erased a lot of things in life and started others through intense emotions-one of which being anger.

So a disagreement for instance with someone would still fester resentment for days. This to a point where I don't want to reconcile with that said person.

posted February 14, 2024 10:59 AM            

If it's square your Asc/Uranus,then my guess is that it is inside the 4th or 10th house?

Pluto square Asc would typically mark the end of something. The end of an era, the aging of the body , a health situation, a collapse of somethimg or curtains closing etc.

And because of "endings", there are also "beginnings". Or the need for renewal/ revitalization as we search for the internal "reset" button etc.

So Pluto square could mark the "before 2024" vs "after 2024". A situation where it seems what you've done this far, has less value. Maybe you are not where you mean to be? Have lost everything and have to start all over OR else are in the middle of a health/financial crisis that is undoing much of your life's work.

It will be like the best years of your life are behind you. And you are now looking at the 2nd act of your life with less enthusiasm and more dread. Aware that you just don't have the vigour, youth or wheretwithal necessary to start all over again.

Apathy towards life, feeling "spent " or like you are 'dying' or "it's over" etc. Are normal for this stage of life. The old self is dying. And it can certainly have the effect of having you think that YOU are dying.

This is where the Pluto nature of the transit to Asc becomes mich like the story of the Eagle.

The Eagle has the longest life-span of its species. It can live up to 70 years.But to reach this age, the eagle must make a very difficult decision! In its 40th year, the eagle’s long and flexible Talons can no longer grab a prey which serves as food.

Its long and sharp beak becomes bent.
Its old-aged and heavy wings, due to their thick feathers, stick to its chest and make it difficult to fly.Then, the eagle is left with only two options: DIE or go through a painful process of CHANGE!

This process lasts for 150 days (5 months) and it requires the eagle to fly to a mountain top and sit on its nest. There the eagle knocks its beak against a rock until it plucks it out.Then the eagle will wait for the new beak to grow back after which it will pluck out its talons. When its talons grow back, the eagle starts plucking its old-aged feathers.

And after this, the eagle takes its famous flight of rebirth and LIVES for 30 more years!!

The Pluto square to Asc for some people could usher in the decision to either "live" or "die". "Grow" or "decay" etc. But it must come with some kind of resolve that one STILL wants to live.

This resolve will not come through conscious "efforting". Its not so much about finding the "on" button and switching it on.

But it is rather about just looking at each day as part of survival. Much change is happening internally. And you don't see you. Much fatigue will be experienced (and ironically others will think you are "glowing").The restoration process is slowly happening within.

But it's automated and not through your own efforts (as stated above). You just have to breathe and take each day as it comes. Your strength will return as the rejuvenation is happening.

For now however(much like the Eagle in those 150 days) you must keep yourself to yourself. Conserve what little strength you have. And sleep. Allow yourself to sleep. 🙏🏿