posted October 28, 2009 06:54 AM         

I MISSED YOU.

So happy to see you back.

posted October 28, 2009 07:56 AM         

I have had a productive couple of weeks:
1) Got me a job interview (yoikes!). Me want job. Me can walk to work, double salary, get savings, work with hippies building stuff.

2) Got offered a wooden house near Pisces for at least the next 2 years by a good friend who's having a baby and can't use it. It's mine to do with what I want. Ooh, project. Doesn't want rent, just me to do repairs and make it beayootiful. Stuff with sis not working out at all. Mostly, after reflection, it's about her being a needy and dependent arse and involving my mother in it all. She wants a husband, not a sister and I haven't got a c0ck or any need of one. She told me I use the house like a hotel the other day (the house I pay rent and bills on). So, obviously that went down like a sh!t sandwich. She thought it appropriate to bring up in conversation how tiny my t!ts are, in front of my boyfriend and her own child one night a couple of weeks ago. Volatile and cruel I don't do, not even from blood relatives.

3) Told that no-good married pr!ck (sister's friend) who was groping me to stroll on. He made the error of asking me to be a friend on Facebook (hasn't yet asked my sister - well dodgy) and I replied saying dream on, you?, don't make me laugh, I'll tell your wife and get my 6ft1 boyfriend round to snap your skinny neck if you ever think of contacting me again, and I want you nowhere near this city let alone my house, ever. I copied in my sister because when I told her about the initial incident she didn't believe me, so she can see for herself what a pr!ck her friend is, after I've been putting up with criticism about how "weird" my friends are all these months. At least my friends are not adulterous wankers. Weird yes, wankers no.

4) A brief removal of my rose-coloured glasses after receiving the world's most unimaginative birthday present (a box of chocolates which he then ate himself) prompted a showdown with Pisces about his drinking (being a maudlin self-pitying selfish whining lazy tosser with a shite memory about important discussions which meant we kept going over the same old tired ground time and time again) resulted in Pisces giving up drinking two weeks ago and finding some work. Back of the net!

5) I have been doing some work at work.

6) I had a holiday and it was nice. I picked parasol mushrooms and had them on toast. Nom

7) I have been getting angry a lot, but I don't feel it so much now. It was cathartic anger.

So, PA, does this answer your question?!

posted October 28, 2009 08:01 AM         

God, there's so much in there. You've really grabbed the bull by the horns and sorted it. And the Pisces too. You're really standing your ground. I'm really proud of you. That's freakin' awesome. Fearless.

Nothing new for me.

cpn has gone. Really gone.

posted October 28, 2009 08:15 AM         

I poked my head in here briefly a couple of weeks ago and saw the cpn shenanigans. I particularly liked Deuxantares' poster about Jesus, and lovely lovely Pire's fury about the whole thing, which I share. I emailed cpn and we're staying in touch, bless her heart. Some people.

I missed you too PA. Very much. I'm not going to be around a hell of a lot but I thought Saturn wouldn't mind me dropping by today. He is in my 11th house after all, no man's an island.

posted October 28, 2009 12:38 PM         

I have no idea what Good N Plenty are but I must find out for obvious reasons! There's a brand of kitchen paper called Plenty over here, but I don't buy it as I prefer to wipe up spills with the sleeve of my cardigan, hair etc

I think the massive size of the 6th house and the Sun in it was what I thought made it interesting, as my house-sizes natally are near exactly the same, so much so that the equal house system makes no difference to my chart. So many T squares though...

Oh yes, and Valus, since you posted the Morrissey quote I haven't eaten anything dairy or meaty since my birthday when a friend bought me a slab of really really stinky goat cheese with mushrooms in it. It was so mouldy and rank it set my sinuses on fire, and I was truly high. Amazing. Nice with a bottle of port. Does anyone else get high on cheese? *must not think about cheese*

posted October 28, 2009 10:29 PM         

Glad to hear you stood your ground in all the areas that were bothering you, sometimes ya just gotta blow!!!