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posted November 12, 2010 08:33 AM         

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She is having surgery.
I have struggled with her for my entire life as you know. She has been my brick wall, my single, almost ,nemesis.
She has been "pain" wrapped up in a ball, always present, always hurting more or less but ALWAYS there.
I do love her, though.
Love is very hard to classify.
I don't want to lose her.

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posted November 12, 2010 09:01 AM         

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prayers sent

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posted November 12, 2010 09:05 AM         

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"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies with in us."
-- Ralph Waldo Emerson

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posted November 12, 2010 09:06 AM         

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Thank you Lala and Char

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posted November 12, 2010 09:07 AM         

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posted November 12, 2010 09:34 AM         

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Prayers for your mum.

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posted November 12, 2010 10:19 AM         

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Ami, I'll pray for her, and light one of the large candles I have downstairs.

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posted November 12, 2010 10:57 AM         

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is she near enough for you to visit? though it doesn't really matter...this is the golden moment where you could heal your issues...

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posted November 12, 2010 11:14 AM         

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Thank you T, Teasel and Kat
She is far away, distance wise, Kat.
However, I AM healing although I wish it was an accelerated process rather than a bus which stops at ALL the little towns

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posted November 12, 2010 11:16 AM         

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posted November 12, 2010 11:33 AM         

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I will keep you both in my thoughts.

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posted November 12, 2010 12:49 PM         

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You're in my thoughts ((HUG))

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posted November 12, 2010 12:52 PM         

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Thank you Wink, Ab and Unmoved
She is OK. My father just called me. You know, when I wrote this, I felt better.
I knew all your prayers were going up.
Thank you so much

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posted November 12, 2010 01:47 PM         

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I hope this gives you an opportunity to heal together.

You know, when Kevin was diagnosed, I hadn't spoken to my parents in 4 years. It helps to re-evaluate things when life is on the line, so to speak.

I got apologies from them.

Hugs,
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posted November 12, 2010 04:14 PM         

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Wow Ami...I hope she's ok. Hoping the best for her and you...

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posted November 12, 2010 04:27 PM         

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posted November 12, 2010 04:36 PM         

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Thank you Ab,MVM and Sun Child
My mother is OK.
I have been going through this strange time of TRYING to extricate myself from her like a ball of yarn that is all tangled.

This must be my mission in life
Probably, it would be better to say I will have NO other mission until I do this one lol

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