posted December 03, 2010 10:36 PM            

First off, Will be your wonderful personality and your all around look at life. It has brought light to so many things that have been going on that one just cant look away from how brightly you do shine. As you once said a wondering star, Always seen as that bright wondering star that returns home.

The love you shared with me. Always with our little win game from time to time it came down to who loved who more or most. Well i am here today to say I WIN AND LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE ME!!! x INFINITIES!!! As i am putting all of every thing i know and love about you and care about you here and now. To show i truly do care and admire you as a person and lover.

Have to say your insights in to things helped out so much. Having a view or a person that viewed things as i did was extremely helpful. Showing you were infarct my mirror match. Not to often did we disagree on any thing big. More the small stuff but found it to lead us to a new look or new convo that we carried on for weeks.

, The convo's! Oh yes! Cant forget the nicknames or the cheery pop.. Still don't know why you called me that. Even so that is one of the perks of the day one of the few things i share with you and no one els is pet names. I love how every time you want to leave a personal touch to some thing you come up with a nickname to add at the end just to get a responce or a smile to my face. The hours we spents.. No the days.. No the years. Yes years we have spent talking,Sharing,Living it has all been building up to one end and to one end alone. Our being together.

posted December 03, 2010 10:56 PM            

8, Humor! How could i forget about that. Oh the jokes and laughter we share hahahahahaha makes me laugh and just think silly thoughts all day. From the Securety guard tazering you for sleeping in the parking lot to telling stores about the Loo and how bad one looked. Or who could forget the guy who came in saying guys have 'GRIP" oh god.. Still with us even after all this time lol. Truly sharing that with you having that was simply your ace in the hole with me Always love the way you laugh because it makes me laugh. Now Say Banana!

9, Your Compassion. Even tho some say its a weakness i saw it as your straight. Some thing that is lacking in every day people is the compassion to care for some one else or to extend them self's out of there own every day routeen to make some one else life better. You shocked me with it. Not a quality you find in really any people any more. Glad we share that helping and wanting need to be and show compassion to strangers and animals.

10, Wow 10 already.. Errr feels as tho i don't have enough space for all i have to say! will carry on tho. As you know i am a chatter. Always with the yap yap yap. But so are you!!! When you get on one oh god. I am never able to get a word in edge wise. So quick and fast with your wit and words makes my head spin at times... "i find this is the reason you win most debates or augments.CHEATER!!! " Know i can chat up a storm but my gosh.. its a hurricane when you get on one.

11, Self worth. You found alot of self worth and pride in your self. That to me is attractive and very very appealing. Tho there are times we all look on ones self with eyes of discuss and unattractiveness you always managed to see the brighter side of your self. As well as me. Seeing me for me is not a easy task as much of a fight as i put to hide or keep close and protect you broke that wall down so fast showing me i too had self worth. Also your worth more then 7dollers.. Lol

12, Cleverness. You come across as one of the most clever people i know. Giving me ideas of what to do or say in some area's i have requested help or when i came to you with a problem. I do my best to keep them in mind and know that your one clever and wise person to consult in. I love you for that.

posted December 03, 2010 11:43 PM            

Dreams, That you share and that i have shared with you. Those moments i enjoy and find much pleasure in. So much in them to explore and talk about and discover about one anther when we talk about what we dream what we see,feel,Smell,taste in that world in our heads. Glad i could share that with you as i have always found my dreams to be wild and well weird at times good to know you share that.

Honesty, Truly a lacking quality in most people but you have always held that up with us. A honesty and truth to your words comes thru no matter what the topic is. Your upfrontedness with people as well as me shows that in a lot of ways.

Trust, Trust has always been a 2 way street for us. Both going back and forth as it cant just be one way. The trust you have for me is the same trust i have for you. The trust of our love and faithfulness. All or nothing became our motto. Trust became one of the glues that stuck us togeather thru the good and the bad. You trust me with your life as i trust you with mine. My life my love my lief. Every thing and all i trust you.

All or nothing, That Motto i spoke about in the one before this. Plays a huge part in what we have and share. The love we both feel for one anther is nothing sort of that all or nothing. Sharing every thing between one anther is one of the most bonding activitys we can share. As it shows that nothing is to be embarrassed about when it comes to one anther. Even ashamed of. Its a open book. I am your open book.

The rock, Some thing i push for the most is to keep calm and show that you have stability in your life with me. Even tho times i have faulted in this i still truly care and love you, As you have been there for me i want to be there for you in your times of sorrow,Need,Happiness any time. As you have been the rock that keeps me as grounded as i keep you. The stone witch i lay my head agenst just to feel you are there with me at all times.

Tasting colors. That i found strange but ended up being true! I was like wow never thought of that before yet it is some thing again you brought with you as part of the package. I love how your like they have taste! i remember debating about it and just ended up losing to that one. Then it went on to what i taste like. if i could pick my own taste i would say kiwi. for you i think you would taste alot like ummmmm hmmmmmm ya! BANANA!!! hahahahhah

Work. There is always a time for work and play but you always seemed to show me that there was time for both! dispite being at work. Always a good time to smile and laugh and joke around. Brightens up my days greatly with that. You got your work done showing you can be focused and still have a good time and enjoy your self.

posted December 04, 2010 12:49 AM            

Lol this took longer then i expected to take. Trying to narrow some ideas down and likes and loves about you is not easy. As i love all of you and always will. So please forgive if i over look or leave some thing out. As i feel that shortening this only falls short of truly how much i could wright about you and how much you are helpful kind and loving. That is part of what i love is that i cant just shorten what it is about you that got me. That gets me. That i admire about you. Love and care about.

The times when we would rather just hold one anther then speak. Moments of silence that would be the most comforting to share in that moment. Rare to have that comforting silence knowing that it would be best served as easy as resting ones head on the other or wraping up in one anthers arms.

The way you talk. Our own lang and borken english comes across more and more as our own lang. To the point of understanding broken words or misspelled words just to get our point across. From typing to speaking we still are the masters of broken english. Our lang that is hahahahah. Not only that tho but the some what calming tone to your words.

Make me.. one of your catch phrases but i love it. Even tho it fustrates me to no end... Always have to be stuborn with me but i know its all in great fun. Now I am ploting i will tell you that much of how to make you! i will think of a really good show stopper at some point. So until then its your win.. But i will get you one time! AT LEAST Once!!

Your backround, found it to be a very important part of you as it is for most i know. With you tho your heritage means a lot to you along with where it is you came from. From family story's to Facts about your culture. Always found that to be very interesting about you.

Attention to detail, Lets me know that you care. Some people say short leash i say comforting prescience

The way you brought me back from the dark. The dark days in my life filled with doubt and self hate. You showed me it was ok to love my self and to see what was there when i was clearly overlooking it. Seeing me at my lowest like that bringing me back with a smile. There is no thank you big enough for that. No smile to be for that. You truly have unlocked that part of me you and only you could have done so.

HAPPY B DAY!!!!!!

I hope you enjoy this as its for you written for you. Clearly as the topic sez.

More so i love you dearly and really do care and miss you very much right now. So on that note, Good morning my SLeeping custard of geeeewwwy love vark hahahahahahahaha

Thanks again for being there. For always being apart of my life. The love and support i have always wanted and found in you my lief.