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From: Blue Star Kachina
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posted March 31, 2011 09:04 PM            

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Onward and upward.

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posted March 31, 2011 10:01 PM            

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I'm getting a little tired of lessons from pain - I'd like a breather for Spring, but Pluto is all up in my chart, creating a grand cross with a natal placement (including a square to pluto).

Oops, sorry to bump this thread. I forgot where I was.

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posted April 01, 2011 02:03 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
It was the ugliest string I think I have ever seen on LL. It was vicious.

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Really? More vicious than when I was attacked during the times I had two mini-strokes?
Wow!
That's seriously awful!

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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted April 01, 2011 11:25 AM            

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I wanted to say some things about this fight.
I ask that no one bring up specifics of the fight i.e the name calling.
I ask that no one take sides.
*I* am not going to take sides,myself.
I ,simply ,want to process what happened with you,my LL community and my friends.
I want to figure out HOW I got in the middle of this vicious thread, what MY part was in it cuz *I* had a definite part.
Randall,if you don't care for me to do this,please close the thread.

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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted April 01, 2011 11:28 AM            

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If you are attacked,you may have "provoked" it.
You may not have.
You may have placed yourself in the line of fire from your own ignorance/hubris/immaturity/stupidity.

You may simply have been sitting at a red light and the car smashed in to you when you were 100% innocent.

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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted April 01, 2011 11:30 AM            

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*I* had reasons I was embroiled in this. Those reasons were my fault.
I am not saying ANYTHING about the other person here,just how *I* happened to be in the right place at the right time for this to happen to ME.

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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted April 01, 2011 11:32 AM            

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The strongest factor was lack of personal boundaries. If not lack, strongly porous holes

I did not place a wall/fence around myself which would allow in things which were good for me and keep out things which were not good for me.
The job of the cell wall is to do this.We must do this in our own lives or we go down.

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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
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posted April 01, 2011 11:34 AM            

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The other reason was hubris.This combined itself with Christianity and made for a deadly combination.

I ,like many Christians, feel they must save the world.
This is as untrue as turning the other cheek and letting someone whack you.

I did a thread on this in Sweet Peas.
Some people, actually, told me that I SHOULD turn the other cheek and let people whack me.

People think this about Christians lol

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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted April 01, 2011 11:35 AM            

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I had hubris in thinking *I* could cure and save someone from deep issues,life time longstanding issues.

That was not goodness on my part.It was hubris.
It was arrogance.

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From: Blue Star Kachina
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posted April 01, 2011 11:36 AM            

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If this becomes contentious, I will close it.

No more drama please

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posted April 01, 2011 11:37 AM            

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Humility is being "right sized".You see yourself as you are, good and bad, strengths and flaws.

Hubris/Arrogance is seeing yourself the "wrong size" either too high or too low.

Seeing oneself too low is lack of humility, too.

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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
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posted April 01, 2011 11:38 AM            

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If I had one word as to why I found myself in this situation,it would be immaturity.

I ,simply,did not know these lessons until I learned them by screwing up.

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From: Blue Star Kachina
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posted April 01, 2011 11:38 AM            

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PLEASE let it go Ami

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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted April 01, 2011 11:42 AM            

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Juni
I am expressing lessons learned. I feel I have that right or I would not have done it.

You can do whatever you see fit,Juni.

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From: Blue Star Kachina
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posted April 01, 2011 11:43 AM            

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It`s over. The other party is gone so no sense beating the subject any further

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